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Felix's POV

I have been not feeling well for two nights and I think it started that night when I kissed Chaerin. It's not the kiss that got me sick.

I was so worried about her and called anyone I know from the police and private detectives to find Chaerin, without telling any of friends, nor her husband. Maybe because I want her to get home safely without worrying them.

I stayed outside her house even though it rained, I didn't let a second pass just to find her in any car that is passing by. Was it too much? For me it's not.

I am willing to do more than that. For Chaerin.

Things are too hard for me.

But I still love.

I really love her and the feelings I had for her were still here. It never left, nor I tried anything to move on. It's my choice to stay in love with her and let time passes by. There are times I would feel like I shouldn't be in love with a woman who is married.

Was it wrong? To stay in love and wait for her to come back?

I kept coughing and it was the fucking worst. I can get a fever or a runny nose but I don't want a cough. It feels like my brain is being shaken when I am coughing.

"Your majesty, drink this." personal assistant said and gave me the tray which has a medicine on it and a water "Your Mother told me to bring you this."

"Where are they? Are they still not here?"

"They went to park, don't worry. They brought four bodyguards with them." personal assistant said and left with the tray

I was about to stand-

I noticed my phone. It hasn't received any messages from Chaerin after that night. I know she is avoiding me for her husband, but that won't stop me from wanting to talk.

I have been sending her messages and tried calling her as much as I can. I wanted to apologize and clear things out between us.

Seungmin calling...

"What?"

[You should go here.]

"Hospital? Why?"

[Stupid ass. You should get a checkup. As your personal doctor of the day, I wanted to go there but I can't due to conflict of schedule. Just be here and I'll check you up.]

"No, thanks. I'll just die here."

[Yah. You wanted to die and what? Leave this country without anyone that will rule? You stupid jerk. How rude of you.]

"How did you know I wasn't feeling well?"

[Your parents went here. They talked to me- Not just me actually. They also talked to Minho and Chaerin. They are in the conference room. You wanted to talk to them?]

"They went there? I thought they are in the park? Are they with bodyguards ?"

I wanted to ask more about Chaerin but I am scared that Seungmin might noticed that something is going on. As much as possible, I wanted to keep it as a secret. I wanted to avoid telling them.

[Yes. Don't worry. They are safe here.]

"Still."

[Are you going or not?]

"No, I have a lot of things to do."

[Ah. Seriously. Whatever. You decide for yourself. Just remember that I reminded you.]

"Shut up." I said and ended the call

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I woke up as I heard my phone alarm which means it's afternoon already. I tried my best to move but my body kept betraying me. I can't even move properly as I felt weak.

This is the worst.

I checked my phone, Mom and Dad texted me and kept telling me to drink medicine, or go to the hospital. I just replied them okay and ignored it. I took my hoodie with me and wore it.

Can I even move? This sucks.

I stood up and was holding onto the wall to support myself from moving. I needed to work. I can't let any second go to waste without doing anything. I was holding anything that can support me until I arrive in the office.

"Finally." I whispered as I was shaking from the cold temperature

Even if I am sick, I still need to work, but the fact that I am getting dizzy and I felt so tired, makes me stop from doing anything. I kept trying my best to start a work but fuck. I can't even move the mouse properly.

From: SeungminYah. Did you even drink your medicine?

To: SeungminI did. Where's Mom and Dad? Are they on their way home?

From: Seungmin Oh. About that. They are still here. I don't even know what they are talking about with the head doctor.

To: SeungminJust update me. I wanted to know if they are going home.

From: SeungminDon't stress yourself too much. I'll make sure to tell you.

I turned off my phone and closed my eyes trying so hard to sleep. Maybe when I wake up I won't feel tired that much. Fuck the weather. It's making me worst.

Someone suddenly knocked on the door.

"You can get in." I said referring to my personal assistant

It's not locked but she is not getting in and knocked once again. I stood up carefully, unlike earlier I can't even move my body properly. I walked to the door to open it-

And to my surprise.

Chaerin was standing in front of me.