My Queen

Keifer's POVJay was shivering, she holds the pillow and brings them close to her chest and hugs tightly, even if I'm here why the hell she needs a pillow to hug, "Jay! just tell me please, you never reacted in such a way, and while fighting you went numb for a moment, I'm literally worried". She looked at me and sits while taking support of the bed and I shifts close to her, removing the pillow she's holding, "when you've got me then why do you need anything else to rely upon", and I took her into my embrace, gradually putting her head near my heart and caressing her hairs, "it's all because of me right? you're getting panic attacks? I'm sorry Jay, really sorry". I know I'm to blame for her this condition but I'm feeling like there's something which I'm not aware of, "why are you not saying anything? did something happened to you when I was not there?", I kept asking but she was silent and shifts all her weight on me, I caringly patted her back and she suddenly backed off with a groan, "sorry but what's wrong?", I worriedly asked.She nods, "nothing, I'm just sleepy", she turns her position avoiding eye contact with me, but I held her hand, "wait", I got up and went behind her, "let me see, what's hurting you", and she tried to push me, "let me...", my voice was a little loud, and I raised her clothes a bit and there's a scar on her side, it seems like a deep injury even mark of stitches were there. I knelt down in front of her, "Jay!", my voice trembled, "how did this?", and a tear escaped my eyes, "and I didn't even know about this all", she released a long breath, "this is nothing, but there's a bigger scar in my heart".She looked dim and down, "As I went into your mourning but end up taking Keigan's custody, even I was declared as current CEO of Watson on behalf of Keigan, by Mr Ryder and no one can do anything, so they're trying to find different ways. There's party for Watsons and I had to attend""There were certain people, I didn't know your relatives, so I greeted all, but they were becoming over- friendly with me. I was just ignoring them and one of them tried kissing me, so I just punched him. It might have hurt his ego, I was in no mood of drinking, but just took mocktail still I felt my head was getting heavy, and I went into washroom and almost passed out""I was intoxicated, but I knew something wrong is happening there and I was the target, there was no other girl, my vision was blur, and soon I felt inappropriate touches on my body I, but I hit that man in between his legs to counter, he screamed hard and stabbed me with some sharp thing, I lost my strength, "now how'll I use her, idiot she's bleeding", "we're supposed to kill her, right?", "but look, she's beautiful we could've been experiencing heaven"  and they're arguing and I took the opportunity and ran away, Aries with Yuri, Rio and Percy came, and they rescued me". "All were there, as they're aware someone will try to hurt me or Keigan and that happened, same day Keigan was targeted, but he's protected". This shook me to the core, those people fell to this level that they tried to kill my brother and her...even attempted to rape her, damn.... fuck it... I'm going to fuck them up. I'll not even kill them but let them beg for fucking death.

"Jay, I don't even know... I can't even look into your eyes that when I swear to protect you then also, I was not with you when you need me". This was killing me from inside I was feeling helpless, like what kind of man I'm who cannot even safeguarded his woman, "I'm nothing, neither a good son, nor a good brother and not even a good partner". I throw my head back, and pulled my hairs, "ahhh... I just want to cut off those hands who reached you, I'll find out them from the hell and torture them until they beg for their death", my blood was boiling, it felt like I'd burn the whole fucking world, it gives too much pain to my queen, and I'll myself create a new world for her. {Too much dramatic, ahh author's mind is stuck in her syllabus, Nietzsche and Section E}. 

She's sitting expressionless, "Keifer! it's not your fault...", I cut her off, "no... it's my fault, I'm your guilty that I wasn't able to protect you, I'd to be with you, you're my queen Jay and I really don't say it for words but I really want to see in a crown ruling over the world and I'll be your king but always ready to serve you, protect you and love you". I was still on my knees, she gently held my shoulders, 'look at me", I finally dared to meet our eyes, and she expands her arms, "give me a hug", and she throws her arms around me and I took her into my embrace, I don't know when my tears rolled down my eyes, even my shirt became wet with her tears, "I'm sorry Jay! once again, I let you down, you suffered this much and...", but I assured her, "trust me, I'll not spare them, they'll... " she cut me off, "they're already punished, you know Kuya Angelo, right?". But they're alive, and Angelo did for his sister, and I'll do it for my queen, don't worry Jay the whole world will learn the lesson what Mark Keifer Watson can do for you, even people will be scared to touch any other woman without their consent. I made her lay on bed, covered in her in the quilt and I entered as well, she kept her head on my chest and my hands wrapped around her, she placed her hands on me, "let me sleep, the day was too long for me", and soon she sleeps. But I was not even able to close my eyes, my heart was filled with guilt of leaving her, eyes with rage for the people who hurt her and mind with the hunger of revenge.... Her words "don't touch me" were not for me but came out of the things she gone through, the fear she's carrying in her heart. I know she's strong, held everything all alone and fought with bravery but why does she need to fight every time but not have a happy life, not anymore and when I'm here, though I was trying to protect you from far away but now I'll stay with you and give all the happiness you deserve. I kissed her forehead, "I'll love you in every possible way Jay, you don't have to go through any trouble, and I'll make sure that none of your past trauma can ruin your present, but you'll be happy always with me. I claim that you're mine, not show my possession over you but to tell you that when you're mine no one can even touch you, cause there's me to protect like a shield". The morning started with the sunlight entering through the pores of curtains hanged, it seems like a new hope and when I looked at Jay she's sleeping peacefully like an innocent kid after playing whole day, my messy cat gone through a lot and I'll make up for every single thing, I kissed her forehead and it wakes her up, "Good morning wifey!", I greeted her. She looked at me with partially opened eyes, "good morning sweetheart!", she said in her sleepy voice, but my heart pounded after hearing this word "sweetheart", for myself, damn this sounds too much sweet in her voice and she's addressing me like this, that's the best morning I've woke up to, and she clings more to me keeping her legs over mine and rubbing my face with her hands, "I want to sleep more, so that I can see you more with myself. it's just in dreams that you're with me".Dream? no darling that's not a dream, but it's real.. it's fucking beautiful reality just open your eyes and find yourself in my embrace, I kissed her lightly on side of her lips, "I'm here for real... my messy cat", she looks at my face, "real", and she suddenly backed off and pushed me, "oh shit, what're you doing here in my room, get off my bed". I smiled, "we slept together baby!, cuddling each other and trust me I had the best sleep last night I swear", and she removes the quilt and sits but I pulled her over myself, "you're not supposed to go anywhere", she tried to get off but I tightened my grip around her waist, "did you saw me in your dreams, waking up beside me, hmm?". She scoffed, "not in this life, I'll dream about you", she strives to get free and throws fists on my chest, and finally kicks me, again targeting the sensitive organ, I groaned and released her, "don't you want our kids to come in this world, don't be unfair with them", she nipped my arms, "you're nothing but a jerk", even hit me. 

"You're too violent", I complained, she let out a soft laugh, "you deserve my hits", and I nodded, "alright, you could beat me up and I won't stop as long as we're on this soft bed and you're over me", my lips curled into a wide smile. 

She hit me with extra force and got up and threw a pillow on my face, "I'm not planning to forgive you that easily, I'll make you suffer... you idiot", she sat beside me, "if it's coming from you, I won't mind enduring sufferings", damn I'm too good with words, lol it's just my feelings for her. 

''Freshen up, I'll be ordering breakfast", I said while rubbing her knuckles, she shrugged off my hands, "I want some good food", and she heads towards washroom, damn this girl. Last night she clung to me like I'm something she might die without and now throwing up punches and kicks. I used the washroom of other room, and we had our breakfast together in the room, I can't take off my eyes when she's happily eating the muffins, that smile... that damn smile I missed it, I love seeing you, "you want more?", she looked at me, "do I look like a Tasmanian devil who can eat too much". She continues eating, "if you're then also I won't mind, I can buy you all the food of this world", I said with proud, she gave a brief stare, "huh! your company is under me, you can't use it's cashflow". This woman always amazes me, well she's right she's CEO of Watson Enterprise and I'm still dead for them.  "But still I'm rich enough to buy everything you want, I'll keep myself as collateral for it", I replied, she smirked, "okay! go ahead". It's really hard to deal with her but after all I love her, she's my queen and it's my duty to serve her. "Aries must be worried though I sent him a voice note, I need to go", she said, I agreed, ahh.. if we can live in peace alone, it'd e easy to coax. Well, we've to go back and even I want to go, they're my friends and family, I love them as well. We went down the lounge and waited for my driver to arrive with the car as mine broke down due to some technical issues, and some kids were playing around, "daddy", a kid looked at me and ran, "daddy, catch me", and I looked at that kid than Jay."How many kids you've produced Keifer? everywhere I go there's someone addressing as you father", Jay said while holding her head in disappointment, I was clueless, how's this even possible when I'm untouched by any woman even my own woman never touched me. "I swear Jay, I want kids but with you only, our cute little Jay-Jay and Keifer, playing around in our own island, then some little ones in our hands and maybe one or two growing inside you", I said in one breath, and then that kid again screamed, "daddy", and crossed us and hugged a man standing behind us. I took a deep breath and Jay as well, 'use some common sense, he's 3-4 years old and I'm here just for two years, and before that I was in relationship with you. She just hit my arms, "I'm not going to have so many kids, I can't handle it". I smirked, "alright! I agree but at least two Caretaker and Watcher- I wish for twins". She nodded, "that will work, but we can think of some better names, right?", wait did she just agreed to be mother of my kids, soon she hits my arms, "you're such a headache, I'm going back by myself instead of listening to your nonsense". She moved forward and I just followed her. 

As we reached to the hotel where Aries and my brothers were staying, she entered her room, but Aries was already there with Keigan, Keiran and Rory, he pulled Jay towards himself, "where did you go without telling me, huh? how much worried I was", he shouted, even Keigan was concerned, "even your phone was off, are you alright?". She replied to them calmly. Aries soon turned to me, though he thanked me for bringing Jay safely, but his eyes were saying something else, the anger was visible. Of course, I didn't only break his trust as a friend but also led his sister cry for two damn years. But I can't be less thankful for him for treating my brothers as his own. Jay suddenly came between us, 'you're not going to fight, right?", her tone was nervous like she's still afraid about something, Aries clenched his jaws, "well, I want to beat the hell out of him, and break his bones, smash his fucking face and vanish off his existence", he literally sounds like Angelo and even Jay used to threaten me in same way, and the thought about facing Angelo again, the whole family behind me, God help me. But I looked at Jay and fighting for her, even if I've to beg for my love I'm ready to do so. Jay calmed him down, "Aries, we'll handle this all with patiently please control yourself", he took a deep breath, "why are you still favoring him? want to be together again with this jerk?". She stayed silent for a second, but I can't, "Aries, it's her life, let her decide. And I'm to blame I know but that does not mean that you'll not give me a chance to explain myself". He grabbed my collar, "explain? huh... do you even know what were the conditions behind you? how we handled things? how she took over everything on her own", he's right on his place but even I was in tough situation, "I fucking know everything except first few months because I was unconscious", I tried to explain. He smirked, "oh.. so, in unconsciousness you produced a baby with some other girl. stop playing a victim card you..", Jay came in between, "can you guys stop", she sound nervous, she looked around and pinched herself, she touched me and pinched me as well, "it hurts", then she turned to Aries and did the same, "what're you trying to do?", he yelled. She scratched her head, "nothing just making sure, it's not a dream this time. last time it..", she shook her head, "I'm tired, I want to rest. just leave everyone". Aries looked around and left, Keigan took Keiran with himself, and I stayed, "what are you waiting for? go", she said by looking at me. I smiled, "am I included in everyone? obviously not so I can stay" I said while sitting on bed, but she glared at me with her wide eyes, "don't scare me". 

She just starts looking for her clothes in the cabinet, "I'm going to take a shower", I seriously said, "want me to accompany you", she just through the clothes in her hands and it's her bathrobe. "Ahh.. it smells good", I said while sniffling it, I know I'm just irritating her but along with her smile I like to see her annoyed expressions. She came closer and pulled her robe, "just go away", I just lay on the bed completely, "what's wrong if I stay here", she shook her head, "you need help", and directly heads towards the washroom. It's all fun but there's a lot to deal with, gear up Keifer, just a little more and then there's a happy life waiting ahead. To Be Continued....

-----------------------------------Hi! Hope you're all good. I'm little confused, as Diana will get exposed, what to do with her? I mean cause there's her daughter what will happen to her? Or just forgive Diana and let Ivy with her or JayFer fostering her?