REJECTION

Song recommendation: Apocalypse by Cigarettes after Sex.

The school was open once again, The quarnitine coming to an end. Students walked inside the familar school compound once again, The memories of that one night filled their heart with sorrow and horror.

Just with that one night alot of people's life took turns, Some of the familes lost one of their member, Some lost their closest friend or even lover. When you love someone they becomes a part of your life and when they are taken away it's like your life will be missing a part of it, It may feels like something was unusual.

The whole school was cleaned by the officials who were assigned to, sanitizing the whole place out for safety purposes, Trying their best to don't even leave a tiny spot of blood on the floor but yet the auditorium still wore it's decoration from the anniversary so the students decided to help the school to take it off and move some things out of there.

The big doors to the auditorium were pushed open as the students step in. Felix was walking side by side with jisung as his eyes scan over the whole place. The decorations still hanging over the sides of the walls, The big banner saying "Happy 40th Anniversary" hanging on by one side as the other fell loosely over to the floor, There were speaker, microphones and other electronic stuffs placed on an side with a big fabric drape around it to keep it away from the dust.

The freckled male sighed as his eyes roam around the room, That night it was so fun everyone was so happy, enjoying their selves under the purple lights, But all of it was took away from them in a snap. Many students died that day and before their death Felix saw all of them smiling widely as they dance and sang along with the music, They would have never thought that it would be their last night.

The freckled male lower his gaze tears filling up his eyes at the tightening feeling of his heart. Noticing this jisung wrap his arm around the younger's shoulder pulling felix closer to him, Then the blue head asked the silver.

"Are you okay?"

Felix nod his head, teeth sinking down his lower lip.

First it was all like that, Everyone starting to clean up the place silently, lost in memories of the dead students. But as time passed by everyone was slowly starting to talk, Then slowly the mood was lifting up.

The speaker was turned on by some students as they decided to play some soft songs as they continued taking of the decors.

Chenle was busy filling up the cardboard box with some electronic things, Jaemin beside him doing the same. When the pink head was done with filling up the box he stood up to take them away.

"Imma go place this all back."

Jaemin announced making the Chinese boy to hum as an response as he continued with his work. Chenle shift to his other leg as he put the last device inside the box but at the same time he heard a crack-like noice making the boy to look down wondering if he stepped on something by accident.

"Did I step on something?"

He asked more like to himself but lifting his feet and all he saw nothing. Then there was a weak voice of jaemin heard by the Chinese male who quickly snap his eyes to the direction of the pink head.

"I-it was the s-sound of my back breaking.."

Chenle was met with the scene of a jaemin with wide teary eyes, Standing with his ass lift up to the air as the cardboard box was lifted halfway up by the pink head. Half way to lift the box up.

"What the fuck--"

Felix was on top of the ladder taking off the long decors of the wall, Jisu and Jisung was holding on to the sides of the ladder so the boy won't fall.

"Damn Hyunjin must have fell for that ass."

Jisu deadpanned making Felix face to flush a dark shade of red.

"Why in the world are you staring at my ass!?"

"It's just there okay!? And don't worry you ain't my type."

"Then what's your type?"

Jisung asked the girl curiously.

"Girls."

"Bro--"

"Oh and they should have big boobs!"

Felix sighed shaking his head as he pull on to the string like decor to get it off the wall.

"That was the most gayest shit I have ever heard."

"Well enough of my love life, How are you and hyunjin doing?..Like are you still in love with sungho and stuff?.."

Lia asked making Felix to stop on his track, Was he still in love with sungho?

"I don't think so I have any feelings for sungho hyung anymore..."

Felix trailed off making the girl and the boy on the ground to start smiling like two complete idiots.

"So..Then what about hyunjin?"

Jisung asked somewhat excited for the answer but other than an answer all they got was silence. Felix felt his eyes lower, hands stiff as it was placed over the wall. He never actually thought about those stuffs, He never sat their to clear up the question if he had any feelings for hyunjin? cause what he felt for the prince was all meshed up together, a whole fucking mess. He didn't wanted to rush it all and hurt hyunjin, While figuring out his feelings he needed to be sure of it or in the end it would just hurt hyunjin. Like he can't imagine being in a relationship with the older and then not being able to actually give him the love he deserves..The male deserve alot of better things in his life after all the shit he went through and after knowing all of it and hurting him again felt like a sin and maybe it was.

Talking about the prince..Where was he?

Felix soon was looking around the room searching for the black haired male. Then his eyes fell on him...Hwang Hyunjin, The male had his hair half up and half down, A blue ribbon around the small ponytail. He only was in his inner uniform shirt, sleeves rolled up. Felix watch the older squat down to pick up the piano from one side while the other side was lifted up by Jeno. They both started moving to get the piano out of there, Hyunjin walked backwards while Jeno walked forward. At that Felix was able to see Hyunjin's side profile coming to his view, He was so lost in his bueaty, the male was bare faced today not even wearing his earings or anything and that just led Felix to feel more whipped for the older, The prince's bare face was now his new favourite thing.

As Felix continue staring he almost forget the fact that he was on top of a ladder, He was so lost in watching hyunjin's side bangs hitting against hyunjin's eyes at every move he made..He could tell hyunjin was getting almost annoyed of it.

"Yo he is fucking in love."

Lia whispered to jisung who chuckled and nod his head watching the silver head stare of at the long haired male and it wasn't only them who was seeing this, Half of the students were grinning and laughing watching Felix drool over the prince.

Jeno suddenly noticed Felix from the corner of his eyes then moving his gaze to meet with the sight of the silver head staring at Hyunjin who was somehow oblivious of it. With a big wide smirk plastered over Jeno's face he turn to face hyunjin.

Felix furrowed his eyebrows watching jeno say something to hyunjin but then he felt panic rushing through his whole body, His heart almost jumping out of the rib cage as he saw the long haired male whip his head to meet eyes with him. And with that pure panic rushing through his veins he felt himself lose the control over his body. The ladder started to move agressively as Felix tried to gain his balance back.

Jisung and Jisu were panicking as they tried to stop the ladder from waddling but they were unable to, so with a thud Felix fell on to the floor.

The boy groaned in pain holding on to his right arm which he fell on. Jisung and some others rushed to him to check up on him, they tried to ask him questions and tried to get him up but rather than because of the pain it was the embarassment making him just lay there with his eyes closed and teeth digging down on to his lower lip.

Then suddenly Felix felt the warmth and softness which was so familiar to him, soon his nostrils filling up with that amazing scent of someone.

"Are you okay lix?"

The concern coated the male's voice making the younger to finally lift his eye lids up to meet with the sight of hyunjin's worried face. Without an other word hyunjin helped Felix up, Then asking him questions about where he got hurt. Felix said that he was fine now and he just felt a slight pain on his arm, Trying his best to calm the older's nerves down.

"Before simping over hyunjin you could had come down first."

Jisung said making Felix to feel his cheeks burning up to a red tint as he death glare the dark blue head who just gave him a shit eating grin.

Hyunjin could feel the small smrik appearing over his lips but he tried to hold it back trying to understand that it wasn't the right time to tease Felix.

"You should go sit down somewhere."

The long haired male said leading chenle to say something following behind.

"Yeah you can go sit beside jaemin."

"What happened to him?"

Felix asked in confusion.

"He is getting old I guess."

Chenle replied as he walked away with a box in his arms.

The silver head walked to the corner of the big room, A bench placed there with one boy who sat on it. Jaemin avert his gaze to the freckled male.

"Pretty expected to see you here, Take a seat mate."

The pink head said grinning teasingly which Felix just sighed off then sitting down beside the pink head.

"Which part of your bone did you break?"

Jaemin asked sounding so casual.

"Probably the arm one."

"Oh nice, I broke my back bone."

Jaemin deadpanned once again making a small chuckle leave the silver head's mouth. Silence fell between them now both of them just staring at people moving around and cleaning up the place.

Jaemin suddenly remembered something as the pink head avert his gaze to the aussie.

"Hey lix.."

Felix heard jaemin making the silver head to turn his attention back to the older.

"Are you not going to respond to sungho hyung's confession?"

Felix felt himself pause at that question...Oh right he never respond to the older's confession..It was even yesterday when he finally texted the older back after days of ghosting him. There were numerous texts from sungho asking if felix was fine and yesterday he replied saying he was just busy with some stuffs..It's still a surprise that how unimportant sungho suddenly became to Felix after all those years of Felix being in love with him...Or perhaps that wasn't really love he felt for him?..

"Oh yeah.."

The silver head trailed off lowering his gaze.

"What's your response?"

At that question Felix felt himself feeling all hot and stuck, His heart beating really fast in anxious..Was he sure that he fell out of love with sungho?

Jaemin heaved a sigh grabbing the smaller's hand in his in a comforting way. Jaemin give a squish to that tiny hand making a small smile to creep up on to the younger's pouty lips.

With taking a deep breath in the Australian looked back in to the pink head's eyes.

"I have to reject him.."

Jaemin's eyes widen at that.

"Are you sure? Like you really liked him for years.."

"Yeah I did liked him for years..But right now I feel nothing towards him."

Felix said now sounding so sure with his decision. Jaemin smiled softly nodding his head as he spoke.

"Then go on, Tell him."

The silver head walking through the hallway watching some other students taking off the decorations from the hallways. His feet keep on taking fast and long steps until it stopped, Suddenly. Felix eyes paused on to the familiar raven who was holding on to the ladder for his friend.

With taking a sharp and deep breath in, the freckled male walked more closer to Sungho.

The raven turn his gaze to Felix feeling the presence of the aussie beside him. The raven's eyes shine bright grinning at the silver head who just stared at him with a nervous face.

"Can we talk?.."

Felix asked making sungho to nod his head. Asking someone else to hold on to the ladder as the raven walked away to the corner of the hallway with the silver head right beside him.

Felix gulp a lump down his throat, His stomach churning at the sudden anxious feelings..

Sungho frown in confusion but still stayed quite.

"I wanted to reply to your confession.."

Finally Felix begin and hearing about the topic they were going to talk about..sungho felt himself slightly getting tensed up. His ears sharpen awaiting for the smaller's answer, Hope of thinking that it would be a positive respond filling his chest.

"I am sorry.."

Just like that sungho felt the hope that build up inside his chest breaking apart. The shinning stars were now covered with the dark shadow that fell over his eyes.

Felix looked at the disappointed and sad eyes before deciding to just finish it off.

"I don't feel the same..I am so sorry--"

"You don't have to be sorry for not feeling the same.."

Sungho cut the latter off, His lips curving up to a soft yet sad smile.

"It's fine, I just told you about my feelings and if you don't feel the same it's completely fine but I hope this won't affect our friend ship in any way.."

The raven said. Felix smiled at that.

"I promise that it won't change anything between us."

The silver head state gaining a soft chuckle from the taller.

Soon enough the silver head was making his way back to the auditorium but was stopped half way by the question that was shoot by sungho, And because of not really being far away from the raven no one was really able to hear what sungho asked other than Felix himself.

"But does that mean you are in love with hyunjin?"

Felix turn around looking straight at sungho's eyes.

"Don't get me wrong, I don't know...I just got that feeling after seeing how you guys act and he even kinda confessed to you.."

Felix heaved a sigh before replying.

"Maybe I am..Or maybe I am not, I am still trying to figure it out."

Sungho just nod his head at that and with a last glance at his past crush Felix made his way back to the auditorium. Reaching there he was met with Jisung who asked where he was and answering saying he was with sungho and about how he rejected him Jisung almost screamed but then getting blocked by Felix hand which was slapped over the blue head's mouth.

"Well now that is done.."

Felix said crossing his arms and placing it against his chest, Feeling like something heavy was finally taken off from him but then jisung spoke.

"But there is still one more person you need to talk to..."

Felix looked at his bestfriend with confused eyes only to see the blue head glancing somewhere making felix to follow the older's eyes and there he saw hyunjin. The long haired male was laughing at something which seungmin was saying, a water bottle in his hand as his attention was paste over the brunette boy.

"Don't you feel like he also need an answer...He also confessed to you and he is still in love with you."

Felix felt himself stiff at whatever the squirrel like boy just said.

Oh yeah..They never really talked about what happened at the anniversary night.. Maybe today is the day to talk about it.

To be continued~

Ah yes I am alive! Sorry guys I was just busy with school and with my shitty life.