NEW GUARDIANS OF THE BOOK

Song recommendation: Stay alive by Jungkook of BTS, (prod. Suga of BTS)

Cold breeze pierce through their skin, Their body hair standing up at the contact of the cold air on their skin. It really was cold outside but for some reason both Hyunjin and Felix were unfazed by it.

Felix watch Hyunjin with wide eyes still processing everything that Hyunjin just told him..The long haired male kept his head hung low as tears slip down his eyes.

Felix didn't knew what to say or do at the moment, Froze in his spot.

"After leaving that day...I never saw my mom again.. I kept hiding from her but then coming back to seoul I met her again..The moment I saw her I swear I wished to run in to her embrace, To cry in to her shoulder and tell her how sorry I was. But I couldn't, I couldn't face her after all of that..I-it was because of me h-how my dad died..If i listened to them nothing like this could had h-happened...It's all my fault.."

Hyunjin started breaking down more and more as he spoke further, Finally Felix felt himself moving, getting on his knees and hugging the older who cried hard on to his chest, The silver head's eyes filled with tears as Hyunjin fisted on to the side of Felix's shirt.

"Don't say that..It's not your fault hyunjin. You were just a kid, You were just a kid who wished to go out like any other kid would, that's why you did all of that..And the other things was out of your hands you couldn't do anything about it. So please jinnie, Don't cry...Don't say you are the reason for his death.."

Felix whispered comforting words to hyunjin but hyunjin's ears were blocked, Felix voice was faint to him. He knew he was just a kid back then but it didn't stop the guilt to eat him whole in, He was always stuck in the dark trance of guilt, No sign of exit was seen as he continue living there, Suffer under the hurtful thoughts.

Everyone literally everyone tried to stop him from thinking like this but it was all just a waste, No words stopped him from thinking like this and he was sure for the rest of his life he have to bare with this undying guilt that burn his heart to ashes by every second.

Soon enough both of them were silent but staying in the same position, Hyunjin stopped crying but he stayed rest in Felix warm embrace and Felix let him, Let the male lay his head on his chest until his heart calms down. Even Felix was crying that now both of their eyes were puffy and red.

The silver head look over the river, His reflection being noticed by himself. The male let a small smile spread across his lips as he spoke with his groggy voice.

"Look at our eyes.."

Hearing that hyunjin avert his gaze to the direction were Felix was looking at. The long haired male looked at his reflection, Taking in the sight of his tired and red eyes. Felix look down at hyunjin who just simply stared at the river with an expression less face, Felix heaved a soft sigh his tiny hand making contact with hyunjin's messy long hair, The silver head started running his fingers through hyunjin's locks making the older to look up at felix.

Their eyes met, Some kind of emotions were filled inside their eyes as it stared in to eachother's orbs.

Felix felt his finger tips soon running over hyunjin's cheek, Letting the pad of his finger's caress the elder's smooth skin. Hyunjin closed his eyes enjoying Felix caressing his face, Almost falling asleep at the soothing feeling.

Felix felt his heart flutter as his eyes scan across the male's pretty face, Even with swollen eyes and tear stained cheeks he looked the most gorgeous.

Felix lean down, pressing his pouty lips over the older's forehead, Leaving a very soft kiss over hyunjin's forehead. Hyunjin felt his heart skip a beat at that, His eyes shoot opening as it locked with Felix. Felix noticed blood rushing to the older's cheeks making him laugh at it.

"You are blushing!"

Felix said sounding somewhat amazed and hearing that Hyunjin just stared blushing more hard making Felix laugh more hard.

"Shut up mop head!"

Hyunjin whined, Making Felix to stop laughing but he was smiling widely. Looking down at the older's red face with a loving gaze. Oh god Felix was so in love but the stupid bitch wasn't realising it, He wasn't realising how he was staring at Hyunjin with heart eyes.

"Let's go back..It's getting really cold."

Hyunjin said just getting a nod from Felix as a reply.

They got up from the grassy ground. Felix putting on his shoes while hyunjin pat over his back to remove the dust particles from his pants.

Their own footsteps could be heard as they walked through the dark woods to go back home, The flashlight being the only source of light for them as they walked together, Hands intertwined with each other tightly.

"Now I see why you are an expert in sneaking out."

Felix said thinking about how Hyunjin always used to sneak out from the castle to meet hangyeol, Oh talking about Hangyeol what a bitch he was! Felix furrowed his eyebrows at the thought of hangyeol while Hyunjin laughed at what Felix just said not noticing the younger frowning.

"I really am a pro at sneaking out."

"Not going to lie, It was like you were a whole ass Disney princess as a child."

"Yeah the most prettiest one!"

"Boy you are ugly."

"Stop lying mop head, I know you are amazed by my beauty."

Felix chuckled at that, well that was true but on agreeing that where is the fun?

"No I am just being brutally honest."

"Yah!!"

Laughs filled the atmosphere as they both quarrel in a joking way. Their usual shit, But just theirs.

Time flew by they could see the familiar house slowly appearing to their view, Felix was rambling about something while hyunjin barely paid attention to it. His mind was somewhere else as his brown orbs stared deeply at Felix face, Now that the silver head know about his story he wonder what was Felix's? Was he actually the reason for his parents death like hyunjin thought? Whatever it is he is never going to let the boy know what the truth was if it was really him, the reason for his parents death.. That would just push him to a pit of guilt just like hyunjin, The older male knew how hard it was to push yourself up from that pit and he don't want the same to happened to the freckled boy.

"Who knows about your past other than me?

That question made hyunjin snap out of his thoughts.

"The guardian, Ian hyung, Seungmin and Jeongin...and now you."

Felix nod his head falling silent for a moment before averting his gaze back to hyunjin.

"Are you going to keep this hidden from the others, I mean from chan hyung and the others like I am just asking you don't have to if you don't--''

'It's okay..This ain't going to be hidden forever.. soon or later not just them but everyone will know and about the others..they all are now my really close friends so I don't mind them knowing it anyways.."

Felix just chuckled nodding his head as they finally reached the front door.

"Well whatever is your wish prince."

Felix joked as they push open the door then making their way to the living room where surprisingly everyone was sitting and talking about something even Ian was with them.

"What's going on?"

Hearing felix deep voice erupt from somewhere as everyone move their gaze to the silver head and the long haired male who stood behind him.

"Oh we were just talking about some random things!"

Jisung said laughing awkwardly afterwards, Felix furrow his eyebrows sensing something was going on, The tension of the room proved the silver head that they were for sure not just talking about random things.

"Are you sure?"

Felix asked suspsiousness coating his deep voice. Jisung nod at his best friend, this time flashing a true smile at the freckled boy. Felix just nod then announcing that he will be going to get a shower, With that said the silver head rushed upstairs but hyunjin stayed there.

"Are you guys still talking about that?"

Hyunjin asked raising his eyebrows up, then earning a nod from the group of males.

"Whatever you said kind of made sense...Felix have lost his memories after the incident of his parents death..And they died because of their house catching on fire..Felix quirk falls on a fire category..Cremation..."

Chan trailed off and the next person to speak was jisung.

"And it looks like his parents death has occurred around the time of his quirk come out..So if we connect the dots it looks like he was the reason for all those chaos back then.."

Silence flow through the living room at that. They felt pity for the Australian boy..If he get to knew this they knew very well that he will break down, Crush down to the floor like a piece of glass, Cause guilt that thing really kills you. And felix was one of the type of a person who would blame himself even if it wasn't his fault so if he get to know this truth it ain't going to be very pleasant.

Minho tilt his head up looking around the room before parting his lips away to speak.

"Guys but we aren't sure if that was exactly the truth..It's just a feeling. We shouldn't jump in to conclusion without making sure this is the truth...And it would be better if Felix didn't even get to know that we had a talk like this."

Everyone nod at that, It's true they weren't sure if that was the exact truth.

After a few minutes everyone were about to go to their own rooms to sleep as it was getting late but before anyone could step out of the living room they heard chan.

"Is there anyways we could know about his past? Like some quirks which could help us with it.."

Hearing that Ian turn to face the older, While everyone else watched the pair.

"Felix quirk is all messed up..He didn't even came out and can already use his quirks easily...And isn't that weird? If we get to know his past maybe we could get an answer for what is happening..It's always good to know everything about a quirk, so it wouldn't be dangerous for him.."

Chan said, The male sounded like he knew about this quirks and stuffs for years even though he was just slowly learning about it, That really amazed the others..Whatever he just said did made sense..It's dangerous to use an quirk without knowing everything about it..And in felix case his quirk was acting all weird.

Chan just wanted the younger to be safe, He didn't wanted anything bad to happened to him and that was the exact reason for the suggestion he presented to Ian.

The raven stayed silent for a moment taking in everything that chan just said.

"I think there is one, Hyung...But I can't accept that quirk cause I already have like three already in me and you know it's pretty dangerous to have even two quirks."

Ian confront to chan who seemed to be thinking about something before looking straight up at Ian with shining eyes.

"I can accept it."

Ian blinked twice before asking.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I am. I don't have any quirks in me so it would be okay for me."

That was the last thing everyone heard from chan that night. Next day was the day they were all going back to Seoul. Before most of them could wake up chan, Hyunjin and Ian was inside the guardian's room, The women asked chan if he was sure about this and the blond said yes, Sounding really sure about what he was doing.

"Can you read Japanese?"

Minsun asked as hyunjin and Ian looked at chan with a puzzled face but the blond just held a clam face and nod his head.

"You know Japanese!?"

Hyunjin asked.

"I am not really fluent at speaking but I can read it pretty good."

The long haired male nod his head at that. Minsun slowly rose herself up then pulling on a drawer knob, chan frown in confusion at seeing the inside of the draw empty but soon his eyes were widen at seeing the women lifting up the plain wood, There was another compartment hidden under the wood.

Soon she was pulling out a book. She handed the book to her son who quickly flip through the pages to find the quirk they were talking about. Ian stopped on his track his gaze falling over an particular page. He share a glance with Chan before placing the book over the palms of his hands. Chan took a sharp breath in before looking at the words written on the pages.

This is it..

Felix let out a soft yawn sitting up on the bed with his messy bed hair, The male looked beside him to see jisung still asleep. The freckled boy run his hands through the locks of his messy hair then walking to the washroom to do his morning routine.

Hyunjin glance at Chan who stood there leaning against the wall of the small hallway, Waiting for Felix to get out of his room. The long haired male felt his teeth sinking down his plushy lower lip, His heart beating fast at feeling all nervous.

Their attention were snapped to the direction where they heard the door of Felix and jisung's room opening. Chan buried his hands inside the pants of his sweat pants, Standing straight as he met eyes with Felix. The freckled male slow down his pace his confused eyes wandering from hyunjin to Chan and both of them didn't look very good at the moment, The hint of nervousness was seen in their face as Felix stop on his track.

"What's going on?"

Felix asked. Chan just looked at him then taking steps closer to the freckled boy, The older male placed his hands over the two sides of Felix shoulder then looking straight in to the honey pools of Felix.

Felix eyes widen, his pupils dilating as he saw the sight of Chan's eyes flashing violet, Soon the orbs were flashing the violet rays straight at Felix eyes making it also glow violet. The grip chan had around Felix shoulders tighten soon the past memories from Felix birth to the present time projecting right infront of Chan's eyes. After a few moments Chan drew back with wide eyes, His eyes going back to it's normal colour as Felix also came back to his sense but the male stumbling forward, almost falling on to the ground if hyunjin didn't reach the right time to grab the smaller by the waist.

Felix knitted his eyebrows together his hands holding on to the side of his head.

"W-what happened?"

The freckled male asked.

"I don't really know...I guess you just slightly fainted."

Hyunjin lied trying his best to take Felix away from chan who still seem stuck in a trance. Hyunjin managed to bring the boy downstairs in order to give Felix some water.

Chan stood there stunned, his eyes widen and welled up with tears.

"Fuck.."

The male whispered under his breath.

Time passed by and it was time for them to leave and by the Information from seungmin everything was fine at Seoul which brought relief to the guys. But before they could leave all of them were said to be at the guardians room for a minute. Ian pushed the door open letting the boys enter the room, Seeing the sight of them minsun sat up on her bed.

The women grab the book from the table then placing it over her lap.

"I been keeping this book with me for these past years...Making my own choices for who to give this quirk and who to not.."

The women spoke as everyone stood silently, listening to whatever she was trying to say.

"But I think from now own it shouldn't be my choice...There can be moments where there will be a need of a new quirk for any of you..So from now on this book should be with you guys..It's your choices and desicion from now own. And I hope you will make those desicions wisely and the most important thing of all of this is that..don't use this in a selfish way..Think about the world who have the trust on you before making each choices."

And like that the book were handed over to the group of boys..It felt like a big fucking weight shifting over their shoulders now staying there until they end up crouching down slightly, It was really nerve wrecking to have that book in their own hands from now own..But it's true, They are the one who would need this.

To be continued~