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"fuck- you really wanna start this right now?" namjoon asked, breaking away from his heated kiss with jimin. 

"of course i do. don't you?" he asked, smirking up at him.

"always," he said, leaning into him again.

jimin leaned in and started running his tongue over namjoon's bottom lip, loving the feeling. he started to lightly suck on it, grunting a bit.

namjoon grabbed onto jimin's chin and yanked him away from his face, harshly. jimin's tongue was still slightly sticking out, panting, with a dark expression on his face. namjoon returned the glare, feeling his length tighten just from the tension.

"fuck- you're so hot," namjoon said.

jimin gained some courage and pushed namjoon down on the couch, straddling his torso.

it was their three month anniversary and they were trying to make it special. jimin had been so focused on hoseok and his work, that he almost forgot about the beautiful man that he had all to himself. he missed him so much.

jimin frantically pulled namjoon's shirt off and then went down to his pants. namjoon just laid there and let jimin take contol. it was beyond hot to see jimin doing whatever he pleased, unlike normal, how jimin would have to ask permission for anything he wanted.

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it didn't take long for both boys to be completely naked and all over each other.

"fuck-" namjoon groaned, as jimin started lightly touching his dick.

"you like it?" jimin asked, flirtatiously.

"f-fuck- ug-h- yes," namjoon moaned, as jimin increased the pressure.

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jimin eventually got to sucking joon, his lips wrapped around the tip, tightly. he started sinking onto it, namjoon wincing at the pleasure.

namjoon knew about jimin's obvious praise kink and decided to put it to good use.

"fuck- feels so good, baby," he said, not being able to stop himself from latching onto jimin's hair.

he felt jimin pull back a bit, then moan from the pleasure.

"so- s-shit- so good. so good for me."

once namjoon was a shaking mess, jimin knew he was close. he pulled off, quickly, and went back to sitting on joon's torso.

he then shifted down a bit lower, so he could sit on joon's thighs.

both of their dicks were dangerously hard and jimin was praying he could keep it together.

"so... are you just gonna sit there or are you gonna fuck me?" jimin asked, taking namjoon by surprise.

"i'll do whatever you want me to, baby. as long as you ask politely.

"f-fuck me," jimin said, weakly.

"that doesn't sound very polite. we talked about those bad words. what happened to my good boy?" namjoon asked, realizing that he didn't like jimin being the dominant one quite as much as he thought he would.

he missed being in control of his baby boy. nothing could compare to the feeling of jimin fully submitting to him.

"hm-?" he asked, again, seeing as jimin was speechless, most likely battling in his head if he should continue to try and be all dominant or just give in.

"just do it-" jimin said, desperately trying to remain in charge.

namjoon could tell how dazed jimin was. it wouldn't take him long to completely give in, so he decided to let jimin have his fun for now. he scooped up jimin into his arms and sat up, having him straddle his lap.

"here. this way you can control when it goes in and out, yeah?"

"y-yes," jimin said, nodding.

"take your time. just put it in whenever your ready."

namjoon had his hands resting on the couch, while jimin's hands were clinging to joon's biceps. namjoon could feel that he was slightly shaking, feeling bad for the poor boy.

jimin sighed, reached his hand down, and grabbed onto joon's dick, angling it up, until it was in line with his entrance, still desperately trying to keep up with his dominant act.

he was sinking down on it slowly, trying to hold in his small grunts and whines. he got almost half way, when he had to stop, trying to collect himself.

jimin felt so full, he couldn't help but release some small gasps and moans, his dominance slowly fading away. jimin was only halfway down and he was already questioning if he could take more. he already felt like he was full to the brim. he had taken joon's entire length before, but with the new position, everything felt very amplified- like he was losing his virginity all over again.

he grasped onto joon's biceps tighter, crying out as he sunk down a bit more. he dug his head into joon's shoulder, whimpering quietly, trying to keep it down.

"shhh, baby. it's okay. daddy's here."

jimin blushed an even deeper shade of pink, flashing back to when he had called joon that for the first time. he honestly thought joon had forgotten about it, but now it was clear that he hadn't. it was so embarrassing, but he just couldn't help it. he loved being his daddy's boy. as much as he tried to act like he wasn't a complete sub, he was. that's just how he liked it.

"it hurts~" jimin whined, as he bottomed out.

"i know, angel. it'll feel better soon. just tell me if it's too much."

jimin just sat there for a moment, panting and desperately trying to adjust. joon had his hands resting on jimin's waist, rubbing his fingers softly over his skin.

jimin then decided to pull off a bit, then sink back down slowly. moans were flowing out of him like a river, trying to control himself.

joon felt jimin moving around him and groaned loudly, pressing his fingers tightly into jimin's hips.

"f-fuck-"

after a few more bounces, the two boys were able to create a steady rhythm. they were both whining and moaning like crazy.

it only took them a few minutes to become on edge, namjoon desperately trying to hold back from taking control and fucking jimin harshly.

"joonie~" jimin whined, softly.

"that's not my name, baby."

"d-daddy~"

"yes?"

"i-i'm gonna come. please~"

"not yet. just hold off a bit."

jimin released a deep sigh, wanting nothing more than to release.

namjoon just watched as jimin drifted off. he was clinging on tightly to joon's biceps, eyes closed, and lips parted, moaning softly, all while bouncing frantically on his dick.

it was hot and joon was desperately trying to hold back. he didn't want the moment to end.

"s-shit."

jimin stopped bouncing abruptly and dug his fingers into joon's arms, panting harshly.

"i-i can't-" jimin whined, still shaking.

"come on, jimin. three more for me. just bounce three more times and then you can come."

"n-no- please~"

"you can do it, jimin. just try it for me."

jimin's mouth parted even more as he started to slowly come up off of joon's dick. namjoon winced and whispered some soft praises to jimin.

after he was off completely, he started to slowly sink back down. breathy moans were spewing out of him like crazy, trying so hard not to come.

"d-daddy~" jimin whined, trying to convince joon to let him come.

"two more~" namjoon said, running his fingers softly over jimin's back.

jimin tried to do just as he had before, knowing that if he went any faster, he would come.

jimin was down to only one left and he could hardly breathe- just wanting it to be over already so he could come.

"go on, baby. just one more," joon said, watching as jimin tried to collect himself, "you're so good for me. such a good boy." 

jimin took the praise and used it to push him further. he sat up quickly and almost collapsed back onto joon as his release finally hit him. it might have been the most pleasurable orgasm he had ever had, considering the build up. 

jimin was too lost in his own pleasure to notice that joon had filled him up- the both of them finally feeling their release.

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they had both had a chance to calm down a bit, now cuddled up together on the bed.

"that was good, huh?" namjoon said, smiling.

"yes... so good. maybe even the best time," jimin said, lowly, laughing a bit out of embarrassment

"well, that's what i like to hear. as long as you enjoy it, i do too. and you know you can always tell me if you do or don't like something, right? i just wanna make you happy."

jimin nodded, snuggling into his chest and leaving a light kiss to his abs.

"i love you," jimin said, softly.

"i know," joon said, jokingly.

jimin looked up at him, clearly not picking up on the fact that he was kidding. his face had a shocked and confused look on it that joon had never seen before.

"jimin, i'm just kidding. i love you too," he said,  laughing and grabbing onto jimin's head, leading him up for a kiss.

"really? cause you don't have to say it just cause i say it. i'd understand if-"

"jimin, what the hell are you taking about? of course i love you. are you crazy?"

"no... i know. i know you love me," jimin said, sitting up with a sigh.

"then what's wrong? why are you doubting it?"

"i-i don't know... something happened at work and it's just been stirring up a lot of old feelings. it's stupid...i don't know why i even-"

"jimin, you aren't still upset with me, are you? i completely understand if you still-"

"no- no, it's not that. sometimes i just doubt myself... i don't know-"

"well there's no need," joon said, sitting up and kissing him, "you are fucking perfect and beautiful and i would never even think about looking anywhere else."

jimin did a cute open smile, joon watching as jimin's eyes got smaller. he laughed lightly as they both leaned in for one last kiss.

they both got into bed and started to drift off, joon remembering one last thing that he had to say.

"hey- do you wanna talk about what happened at work?"

jimin didn't respond and joon knew he had already fallen asleep. he figured it was no big deal and that he would just ask him about it in the morning.

-

it was about one in the morning and jimin kept waking up from joon's phone buzzing. he kept trying to just ignore it, but he finally couldn't take it anymore. he got up out of bed and headed to go silence it. once he got to joon's bedside table, he picked up the phone, and turned off the ringer. he was about to go flop back into bed, when he saw a familiar name on joon's screen.

hye-jin was texting him.

"why would she be texting him now?"

he quickly went to read the texts, his heart shattering at what he saw.

hye-jinwhat time are you coming over?i miss you 💦

jimin didn't know what to do. he was in shock. for a moment, he thought about putting the phone down, getting back into bed, and pretending he never saw it- but he knew that was something that he couldn't forget. the messages were now burned in his brain. tears weld up in his eyes and he started to panic. joon said he loved him. he said he never wanted to look at anyone else.

he lied.

he had been lying the whole time.

jimin let the tears stream down his face, trying to keep quiet. the back of his throat burned from trying to keep in his sobs.

as quick as possible, he threw his clothes on, grabbed his phone, and bolted out the front door.

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ya'll it's finally winter break and finals are over!!! sorry for the long wait, but i really had to focus on school😪 it all payed off tho cause ur bish got straight a's (subtle flex)

i was gonna make the chapter all soft and smutty for you guys but then i got an idea🌚 IM SORRY

i think my writers block is pretty much gone, so you guys can be expecting more frequent updates!! also we're getting down to the last few chapters and i'm sad :(( i've honestly loved writing this story so much (even tho it's kinda shitty lol)

if i don't upload again before christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS 💓 or happy hanukkah or kwanzaa or whatever holiday u celebrate lol. ILY GUYS BYEEE