Chapter 42

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *gets out of bed* *bites toast and goes into the bathroom*

*an hour later*

Y/N- *grabs Harley’s lead* Come on boy, you’re coming with… *leaves*

*in the car* *phone rings*

Y/N- *looks at it* *pulls over and answers it* Hey bruh..

Spin- Hey.. you feeling okay?

Y/N- I’m alright.

Spin- How are things?

Y/N- *sighs* I’m just.. I don’t know.. I wanna forgive him but..

Spin- Exactly. There’s a but. That’s why you can’t take him back..

Y/N- What? Why are you saying this, you’re meant to be on Dig’s side…

Spin- He’s where my loyalties are.. but he cheated on you. And that’s not right, you never deserved that. No one does.

Y/N- I don’t know..

Spin- You deserve better…

Y/N- *sighs and looks down*

Spin- Tell you what, roll by my crib now and we can chill. 

Y/N- I can’t. I have plans.

Spin- Later then?

Y/N- Course.

Spin- Aite, see you then *hangs up*

Y/N- *puts phone away* *starts driving again*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

I came home, hoping to see her so we could talk things out properly and address everything. You have no idea how sorry I am.. I feel like if I knew what I did, I’d come to her immediately… why didn’t I remember anything?! 

I was just focused on taking her out and trying to make things right. I know Y/N and sorry’s are the most fake things to her.. but it’s hard when you really mean it and she doesn’t believe you. How could I hurt a good, loyal girl like her? I felt so stupid…

Diggy- *walks in the house* Y/N?! *looks around* Harley…? *walks upstairs*

Diggy- *looks in the bedroom*

The room smelt of recent perfume, that YSL one she loved. The bed wasn’t made and the wardrobe handles had clothes hung and laid on them..  On the coffee table, I saw that the breakfast I’d made her was barely eaten. The coffee cup was almost finished and stained with pink lipstick and the toast I made her was only bitten into once or twice. Half of it left.

Diggy- *calls you*

*call declines and goes into voicemail*

Diggy- *sighs* Y/N… I really need to talk to you. It’s about us…

CHRIS’S P.O.V.

Y/N- *looks at the model* Hmm… *picks up clothes from the rail* I know the style we’re going for.. sexy and lust. or something.

Karreuche- *laughs*

*phone rings* 

Y/N- *hands the model the clothes* Put these on, hold on.. *pulls out the phone* *sees Diggy calling and declines it*

Karreuche- You okay?

Y/N- I’m good.. I wanna get all these models dressed and shit.. *claps hands* Come on people! We have to get changed quicker than this!

Chris- *runs up to you* *kisses your cheek* Thank you so much.. you’ve saved me, literally.

Y/N- *chuckles* Short notice, but it’s no problem.. *phone rings again*

Chris- *looks at you*

Y/N- *declines the call* Take this before I throw it, I swear.. *hands it to him*

Chris- *laughs a little* You alright there?

Y/N- Yes, I’m fine, damn why is everyone asking me that?

Chris- Because.

Y/N- *rolls eyes* I need to get these girls dressed…

Chris- *walks away with the phone* *dials voicemail*

Diggy- *on voicemail* I know that i did you wrong.. babe, Y/N, I know we can work though this, why else would you still wear your engagement ring? Baby, it was an accident, I never meant to hurt you that way.. not at all. If I could remember sleeping with another girl, I would, I swear on my life, I wish I did… I need to talk to you, please…

Chris- *hangs up* *looks at you laughing with Karreuche*

*hours later*

Y/N- *strokes Harley*

Karreuche- I wish all dogs were trained like him, my aunt has some crazy dog, I don’t even know..

Y/N- *laughs* It’s easy.. he’s so good and everything…

Karreuche- *plays with the dog’s fur* He’s so cutee!

Chris- *walks up* Y’alright?

Y/N- *nods* Yes Chris, we’re fine.. damn.

Chris- *laughs a little* I was just asking.. hey is everything okay with you and Diggy?

Karreuche- *looks at you* 

Y/N- *swallows hard* Everything’s good.

Chris- *nods once* Aite. Whatchu doin later?

Y/N- Well… *looks at watch* I gotta go and see a friend, so I’ll talk to you later huh?

Chris- Yeah.. my house when you’re done.

Karreuche- I’ll cook if you want

Y/N- *smiles* Yeah sure, that sounds fun. I’ll be there *leaves*

SPIN’S P.O.V.

*at Spin’s house*

Spin- So what happened? *sits on the couch*

Y/N- *sits next to him* He’s been so apologetic and everything, he really is sorry…

Spin- But..?

Y/N- But he cheated. I never thought he would but..

Spin- But he did.. *sighs* You’re not the one that’s done anything wrong. It was him Y/N, remember that…

Y/N- *sighs* Yeah..

Spin- *puts his hand on your leg* Be easy on yourself… *rubs your leg*

Y/N- *sits back on the couch*

Spin- *smiles at you* *traces his hand up your leg*

Y/N- What you doing Spin?

Spin- Nothin… *pulls at your jeans* 

Y/N- *pushes him back* No..! No, stop..

Harley- *barks* 

Y/N- *looks at the dog* *stands up* I gotta leave..

Spin- You know me. *stands up* You know I’m better than Diggy and I’d never cheat on you.. I’m not like him. I’m a good guy Y/N

Y/N- I know.

Spin- Just trust me *holds your hand*

Y/N- *slides away* I can’t. I’m not like that, okay? *grabs the dog lead* *leaves*

Spin- *breathes out frustratedly* Dammit.

YOUR P.O.V.

*later on* 

Karreuche- You have no idea how long I’ve been tryna make him cook properly..

Y/N- Swear, the last time he did for me, he burned rice.. how the hell do you burn rice Breezy?!

Chris- *gives you the side eye*

Y/N- *laughs* You cookin up a whole load there tho, is it ready?

Karreuche- Exactly, it’s been ages and the chicken’s gettin cold man..

Chris- *brings it over* It’s finished ladies…

Karreuche- *takes a spoonful and eats it*

Chris- *looks at her* Is it good?

Y/N- *looks at her*

Karreuche- *nods* It is..

Y/N- *takes some* Thank God for K and her cooking skills

Karreuche- *smiles*

*doorbell rings*

Chris- Finally.. *walks to the door*

Y/N- *looks at him* Huh? Who’s coming over?

Chris- People…

Y/N- Like Trigga and his people? Cause I swear I lent that nigga my Rolex and I ain’t seen that shit in a year

Karreuche- *chuckles*

Chris- *opens door* *daps him* What’s good bro.. Come in..

Karreuche- *shouts* Babe, who is it?

Chris- *walks in* None other than bro..

Diggy- *smiles and walks in*

Y/N- *face drops*

Karreuche- *stands up* Hey man *hugs him*

Diggy- *smiles at her* What’s cookin?

Karreuche- Homemade fried chicken and rice.. you want?

Diggy- Maybe later..

Y/N- What are you doing here?

Chris- *clears throat* He gotta um.. do the thing

Karreuche- We’ll leave you to it…

Y/N- *sees them leave* Chris..

Chris- *raises his brows at you* Talk.. now. *leaves the room*

Y/N- *looks at Diggy*

Diggy- *sighs and sits at the table* You know I ain’t prepared for these half hour drives up here to see y’all…

Y/N- *folds arms* 

Diggy- Babe, you know how sorry I am… *gets on his knees and grabs your hand* I’m actually pleading for you to forgive me..

Y/N- *looks at his hands* You know I deserve better than this..

Diggy- I know.. but you can’t be settling for anyone else. You can’t even settle for me, you wanted me..

Y/N- And you wanted to sleep with someone else and you wanted to hide it.. you think it’s easy to forget that?

Diggy- And it’s not easy tryna remember it either Y/N! You gotta see from what I’m seein, I can’t remember a think apart form kissin that girl. Like hell would I drag her back to my hotel room when you’re at home waitin for me. What has she got that’s better than what you have?

Y/N- *looks away*

Diggy- Exactly. Nothin.

Y/N- *shakes head* I can’t take you back.

Diggy- *stares at you* *lets go of your hand*

Y/N- I can’t. It’s not in me to do that…

Diggy- That’s the one thing I hate…

Y/N- What?

Diggy- You’re so fucking stubborn. You don’t ever change your mind bout anything, nothing is ever what you want and it can only go your way… you never change your mind… And.. and then you’re ignorant. You ain’t listened to a thing I’ve said bout the whole thing, all you heard was “I slept with someone else” and that didn’t even come form my mouth first. 

Y/N- Exactly, your bestfriend told me.

Diggy- And then you’re careless! You don’t give a shit about anyone else, what they have to say, what they want, how they feel… you only care about yourself…

Y/N- That’s not true!

Diggy- *shouts* No it is!

Y/N- *shouts* No, because I care about you! *tears fall*

Diggy- *pauses and looks at you* *shakes head* It’s like history is repeating itself..

Y/N- What?

Diggy- You did this to your sister.. when your dad was in hospital? And he was sick? You left her in the cold begging that you’d forgive her. Months Y/N… You were so stubborn that all she did was wrong, you ignored her the whole time and you didn’t care what she had to say because you and only you were right. you didn’t listen to anyone else…

Y/N- *looks away and wipes her eyes*

Diggy- But you know what, that’s what what I love about you.. even if all those negative qualities bring out the worst in you, I still love you for them and care about you.. even if it hurts me in turn

*phone rings*

Y/N- *looks at it* Hold on *sniffles and wipes eyes* Hey Roger…

Roger- Okay, I have something to tell you and I’m dead serious bout it, okay?

Y/N- *confused* Okay…

Roger- Diggy didn’t cheat on you..

Y/N- What? He didn’t?

Roger- Well, not fully.. he only kissed her..

Y/N- Hold on.. what’s going on? Why are you only telling me this?

Roger- Because Spin lied.

Y/N- Wait.. *hands the phone to Diggy* Talk.. 

Diggy- *takes the phone*

I thought about it for a while.. A long while as Diggy and Roger spoke. Diggy had his hands over his mouth for the longest. The longest time. He couldn’t believe it either.

I sat there thinking of the whole thing.. so it was just a kiss. That I could have handled better… and everything I put Diggy through too.

Diggy- *hangs up* Spin made it up.

Y/N- *looks at him*

Diggy- Spin wanted us to break up and shit.. and here I was thinking I slept with someone else.

Y/N- Wait, how does Roger know?

Diggy- He was on tour with us. We shared a room and he said he took me home and I just passed out and fell asleep after the club.

Y/N- Oh…

Diggy- Spin made it up to try and get close to you..

Y/N- So that’s why he tried it on with me..

Diggy- *looks at you* Huh?

Y/N- He tried to hit on me when I was with him today, I had to leave. It wasn’t right.

Diggy- *nods*

Y/N- *pauses* I’m sorry.

Diggy- *pauses and smirks* Okay.

Y/N- *gives him the side eye* I’m sorry for what I put you through.

Diggy- *moves closer to you* And…?

Y/N- *chuckles a little* And for being stupid, overreacting.. and stubborn.

Diggy- Good. *kisses your head* Are we good now?

Y/N- I guess so..

Diggy- *pulls you in for a hug*

Y/N- *hugs him* I’m so sorry…

Diggy- Me too. *holds you tight*

Karreuche- Aww…

Y/N- *looks over at her and smiles*

Karreuche- I knew you guys would make up, you’re so adorable.

Chris- *puts his arm around her* Don’t thank me…

Diggy- *smiles*

*two days later*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*intercom buzzes*

Y/N- Babe, who is that?

Diggy- *looks at it* It’s Spin..;

Y/N- What the fuck..?

Diggy- I’ll handle it.. *lets him in*

*door knocks*

Diggy- *open it*

Spin- Hey.. you aite?

Diggy- *nods*

Spin- *holds up pizza box and beer* Wanna eat?

Diggy- *opens beer* *pours it on him* *opens pizza and throws it in his face*

Spin- *steps back and drops everything* Nigga what the fuck?!

Diggy- You ain’t my bro, my homie, friend, nothin. You don’t fuck around with me and my fiancée and think it’s nothin.

Spin- Naw, Diggy…

Diggy- Naw, fuck outta here man. I don’t wanna see yo ass… *slams the door*