Chapter 19

02:11, 24 August 2014

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*hours later*

I already landed from my flight ages ago and I got to Y/N’s house in Queens… but no one was there. I was confused. Normally someone was home. I checked my phone and I had loads of missed calls from her. I must have missed them on my flight.

Diggy- *phone dials and rings*

Aria- *answers* *sniffles* Hello? Diggy?

Diggy- Yeah hi, it’s me… um, is Y/N, home? It looks like nobody is..

Aria- No, we’re all at the hospital

Diggy- What? Why?

Aria- Dad… he’s *clears throat* He’s in surgery. We’re all still waiting…

Diggy- Y’all okay? You need me?

Aria- No, we’re all fine. Dante’s sleeping, Mom’s a bit worried and then Y/N went to get coffee’s but Chris is here so..

Diggy- What?

Aria- Chris… oh shit, um, I shouldn’t have said that

Diggy- Naw, it’s a good thing you did… *hangs up*

*half an hour later*

ARIA’S P.O.V.

Aria- *looks at Dante sleeping* *looks at Y/N sleeping on Chris*

Michelle- They look cute huh?

Aria- *hums a little*

Michelle- *looks at you* What’s up with you?

Aria- *sees Diggy through the doors* I regret what’s happening next…

Diggy- *rushes in* *sees Y/N and Chris sleeping* What the…? *pushes you a little* Y/N…

Y/N- *startles out of sleep* Oh my… *looks up* Dig?

Diggy- *motions at you and Chris* What is this?

Y/N- Fuck.. .um, nothing.. *gets off Chris*

Chris- *wakes up* *puts hand on head* God…

Y/N- How did you know we were here?

Diggy- *looks at Aria*

Y/N- Fuck sake…

Diggy- Naw, she meant well. I’m glad for that..

Chris- *wipes eyes* Look, guys..

Diggy- *grabs him by his shirt* *pushes him against the wall* *angry* What you doing with my girl huh?

Michelle- Boys..!

Y/N- *puts her hand on Diggy’s arm and pulls him* Dig, don’t..

Diggy- *looks at you* Why not? I told him to stay away and I told you not to see him anymore and you do this?!

Michelle- Calm down.. Let go of him Diggy…

Diggy- *looks at her* *releases Chris*

Chris- *fixes his shirt and stands up straight* Damn *brushes his shoulders*

Diggy- *looks at Y/N* I can’t believe that.. and what’s up with everything? *looks at them all*

Michelle- *looks at Diggy Daddy’s not been well..

Dante- He was getting worse all this week.

Diggy- *looks at Y/N* You told me he was fine.

Y/N- *lowers voice* Can I talk to you in the hall?

Diggy- *looks at everyone else* Fine. *leaves with her*

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *walks in the hallway* I didn’t want it to be your problem. This is my family

Diggy- And what about him *points at Chris* He ain’t family is he?

Y/N- No, he’s like it..

Diggy- So what am I? I came first

Y/N- *cries a little* And you always will

Diggy- So why did you tell him and not me? I don’t get it Y/N!

Y/N- *cries* Look! *sniffles and wipes her nose* I didn’t want you to worry.. you were working and I didn’t wanna distract you

Diggy- You know I’d drop everything for you. If it meant you were still okay… *puts hand on his head* I ain’t even wanna see you right now..

Y/N- You mean that?

Diggy- Right now, I wanna punch a wall cause I feel so stupid..

Y/N- I feel the same way

Diggy- Yeah well, for some reason, I ain’t know why I trusted you in the first place. You just let him in whenever you want, you want him, not me..

Y/N- You’re crazy, no I don’t!

Diggy- He wants you.. don’t you get it? He wrote you that song..

Y/N- That wasn’t for me, seriously Diggy, stop it

Diggy- It was, no matter how much you deny it. It was all you. You’re stupid for letting him back in

Y/N- *frustrated* Do you know how hard it’s been lately?

Diggy- You know I coulda flown out and been there for you when you needed me? I was one call away!

Y/N- I didn’t want you to leave your work and music, that’s important and getting in the studio takes a lot of time! You told me that! I felt guilty..

Diggy- You coulda had anyone else.. Kumiko, Kendall, Kylie.. or even Aria, your own sister!

Y/N- I’m not talking to Aria, she caused this whole mess! And it was too late to call Kumiko and Ken and Ky are in Cali now

Diggy- Whatever, you didn’t have to call him!

Y/N- I tried calling you all evening when your flight took off and all night when it landed. I needed you! You didn’t pick up and he called me…

Diggy- *raises voice*And you answered and said he could come? Swear I told you to stay away from him…

Y/N- *shouts* I was emotional and overwhelmed, we all were over here and we needed someone. You weren’t here for hours…

Diggy- So what? You went behind my back.. you told me your dad was fine when he wasn’t!

Y/N- And I’m sorry, but I thought it’d get better, that I could handle everything and I wouldn’t have to call you for help.

Diggy- *sighs* You know, somehow, I knew this wouldn’t work out

Y/N- *looks at him* What? Oh hell no, you’re not breaking up with me… *holds his hands*

Diggy- *eases you off* I’m sorry bu..

Y/N- *cries and holds his hands tightly* No, no Diggy.. not now. Not when I need you the most. I need you…

Diggy- *looks at your tears* Give me one good reason why I should stay

Y/N- *sighs and cries* I.. I… I can’t. *puts hands over face* I really can’t think. You’re so.. amazing and kind, protective and I love you more than anyone and you don’t compare to anyone else. Diggy, I made a mistake, I’m sorry…

Diggy- *shakes head* I can’t.. I can’t accept that.

Y/N- *looks at him* *wipes eyes* So you mean…?

Diggy- I guess this is goodbye.. *walks to the door*

Y/N- *pulls him back* At least.. *sniffles*

Diggy- *looks at you*

Y/N- Just tell me why you’re leaving me..

Diggy- *looks down then back up* Because I can’t do this.. I can’t trust you. You betrayed me by letting him back in the picture and guess what? You’re doing just like he wanted. He wants this to happen.

Y/N- He isn’t what I want Diggy! *grabs him* I want you and only you. He’s like a brother to me..

Diggy- Brothers don’t write songs like that

Y/N- *puts her hands on her head* I can’t stand your paranoia..

Diggy- And I can’t take your dishonesty..

Y/N- *sighs and folds arms* Yeah, you’re right. I think it’s best if we… stay away from each other for a while…

Diggy- *hesitant* Yeah, I think it is.

Y/N- *leaves and cries*

Y/N- *walks back to the family*

Aria- *stands up* You okay?

Y/N- *walks past her*

Chris- What’s up?

Y/N- We broke up.

Michelle- Oh, baby.. *hugs you*

Y/N- *No, don’t.. it’s not about me today. I wanna forget about that

Michelle- *looks in your eyes* You sure?

Y/N- *nods*

Chris- *hugs you* You don’t have to forget bout it.

Y/N- *rests your head in his chest* *looks down the corridor* *sees Diggy leaving* *sighs*

*a few months later*

KUMI’S P.O.V.

Kumi- *runs to you from the hall* We graduated! *hugs you and laughs* Finally!

Spin- *hugs her and smiles* I’m so proud of you guys

Y/N- It’s about time I’m done with school, I hated studying so much!

Kumi- Now I can go to college! NYU bitch!

Y/N- *hugs her* I’m so proud

Kumi- You can still do college with modelling though, come join me. We can share a dorm

Y/N- No, it’s too much already… I’ll consider it..

Spin- Do I still get a whole summer to hang wit you all?

Y/N- Why not?

Kumi- *clears throat and lowers voice* What about.. *nudges him and looks at you*

Spin- Naw, I’ll still see him…

Y/N- I know who you’re talking about. You can say his name in front of me..

Spin- I don’t wanna make it awkward, I mean I know he’s still my boy..

Y/N- Yeah I know that.. and I’m over that already. Let’s enjoy summer huh?

Kumi- Damn right..

Michelle- Guys? A picture? *holds up camera*

*you all stand together and smile*

Michelle- *takes pictures* My babies graduating…;

Y/N- No, I’m your only baby..

Michelle- We’ve known Kumiko since she was eight, she’s like my own.. *hugs Kumi*

Y/N- *rolls eyes*

YOUR P.O.V.

*later on*

Michelle- *pulls upto the house* I have a surprise for you… *parks car*

Y/N- *gets out with her and Kumi* What is it?

Michelle- *opens the garage*

Can you believe it? It was a silver Mercedes-Benz C-class Coupé that was there waiting for me as my graduation present! I was so gobsmacked at this!

Y/N- *runs to the car*runs around it* *high pitched scream,* Are you kidding me?!

Michelle- *laughs*

Y/N- I thank you a million!! *hugs her tight*

Kumi- I done know how you taking me for a spin in that

Y/N- Y’all know!

Michelle- *holds up the keys*

Y/N- *tries to take them from her*

Michelle- On the condition that you don’t go out of control.. you have fun tonight cause you can take this out later… and you make amends with your sister.

Y/N- *straight-face*That’s not happening.

Michelle- Stop with the stubborness

Y/N- Stop making me do something I clearly don’t wanna do. She doesn’t deserve it

Michelle- You’ve ignored her for months, shouldn’t you end it?

Y/N- No. She hasn’t been punished enough

Michelle- It was a mistake she made Y/N

Y/N- Me letting Chris back in my life was a mistake. She put someone’s life in danger and she knew his condition

Michelle- *sighs* I’ll never win with you.

Y/N- No you won’t. You can take the car back if anything

Michelle- No, I already paid for it. You’ll have it tonight

Y/N- I want it tonight, but I have to go somewhere first, so I’ll need it now… *tilts her head at her*

Michelle- *drops them in your hand* Don’t crash it.

Y/N- I promise I won’t. *smiles*

*later on*

Y/N- *sits by the bed* Daddy, I graduated..

Jordan- That’s amazing honey *smiles*

Y/N- *smiles a little* I wish you weren’t still in this bed though *holds his hand* When you coming home?

Jordan- I’ll be out soon enough. My liver’s great thanks for asking. Did you mom give you your present?

Y/N- *nods* I drove it here. But let’s not talk about that..

Jordan- No, it’s your present for your achievement and I’m proud of you… I still wish you were going to college

Y/N- I know you do…

Jordan- But you’ll be busy with modelling and styling so keep to that then maybe you can go back and do it.

Y/N- Yeah.. but let’s talk about you

I loved that now my dad had the surgery that I could visit and talk with him. Being hospitalized didn’t change him at all, he was the same guy and he had to take good care of himself from now on. I wanted to help, but he assured me he’d be fine.

I loved talking with him. He told me of all the stories in the hospital and the drama between the nurses and doctors, he made me laugh with his jokes about them all. I was truly thankful he was okay

*later that night*

Kumi- You ready?

Y/N- Just a sec.. *puts on more mascara* Done. *looks at her* You look beautiful

Kumi- Same to you graduating buddy. Let’s go and celebrate.. you got the directions?

Y/N- *nods*

*at the club*

Spin- Drinks?

Y/N- *shakes head* Not me, I’m driving..

Spin- *smirks* Alright high school grad

Y/N- Shut up Spin

Spin- *laughs* *looks at Kumi* Ciroc?

Kumi- *nods*

Spin- *walks away*

Kumi- I got a little someone for you…

Y/N- *confused look* Who?

Kendall- *walks up behind you* *covers your eyes* Surprise!

Y/N- *takes her hands off* *turns around* Kenny! *hugs her* I missed you

Kendall- *smiles* I missed you too.. and congratulations!

Y/N- Was that Kumi’s doing?

Kendall- Yeah

Kumi- Chris’s idea really..

Y/N- *rolls eyes* Please…

Kumi- I’m kidding.. let’s seriously dance though..

*hours later*

Kendall was getting hit on at the bar next to me. Luckily she passed for 21 and didn’t need ID to drink while Kumi and Spin were dancing on the floor. I felt so odd standing there and sipping on my only Smirnoff and lemonade of the night with the music pumping in my ears.

Kendall- *looks at you* You okay?

Y/N- Still sober

Kendall- Good. We need a driver *look at the door* *sees someone* I’ll disappear real quick, i’ll see you in five.

Y/N- *shrugs* Okay..

Kendall- *walks away*

Y/N- *watches Spin and Kumi laughing and dancing*

Diggy- *taps your shoulder*

Y/N- *turns around* Oh, hi..

Diggy- Hi. *hugs you tight and awkwardly*

Y/N- *breaks hug* *looks at him* You okay?

Diggy- Yeah, I’m good.. I heard about your graduation. Congratulations

Y/N- Thank you *looks around awkwardly*

Diggy- You er, you look good. How you been?

Y/N- It’s been fine lately

Diggy- And your dad?

Y/N- He’s better.. *sips drink*

Diggy- You shouldn’t be drinking

Y/N- This was my first and last alcoholic

Diggy- What is it?

Y/N- Smirnoff and lemonade

Diggy- Oh. We’re still cool right?

Y/N- Yeah, why?

Diggy- Just you know, asking.

Y/N- *raises eyebrows*

It was awkward. Really awkward. We ended abruptly but straightened everything out and decided to remain as.. well, not friends but along those lines, though none of us said it. Right now, I didn’t wanna say anything and we were making small talk. Thank God I looked good in my little gold Versace dress

Kendall- *comes over* Oh hey Diggy! *smiles and hugs him*

Diggy- Hey…

Kendall- So, have you seen Y/N’s modelling pictures?

Diggy- Yeah, yeah I did…

Kendall- She looked real good in that lingerie didn’t she?

Y/N- *looks at her from the side of her eye*

Diggy- Yeah, she was beautiful.. *looks down and scratches his head*

Zendaya- *walks over* Babe, did you.. *sees you* Oh hey, look who we’re seeing again.. *puts her arm round Diggy’s waist*

Y/N- *takes a breath* *hesitates* *puts her hand out* Hi, I’m Y/N, Model. This is my friend Kendall.. *smirks at Zendaya*

Diggy- *looks away awkwardly*

Zendaya- *looks at your hand* *shakes it* Here, give me a hug..

Diggy/Kendall- *looks at you both*

Y/N- *pulls her in* *whispers* You can mark your territory, but you’ll always be a bitch

Zendaya- *chuckles* You’ll always be second-best..

Y/N- *stands back* *fake laugh and smile* Oh thank you, yeah, I did do a shoot for Victoria’s Secret.. thanks for asking!

Zendaya- *glares at you*

Kendall -*holds your shoulders* You forgot to mention, you’re the face of Versace.. *smiles at Zendaya*

Diggy- *looks at you* You are?

Y/N- Search it up.. *smiles*

Kendall- Sorry, but we gotta go… good luck with what’s left of your career!

Zendaya- *scoffs* I could say the same to you

Kendall- But you can’t.. *smirks and leaves with you*

Y/N- Ugh, can’t stand her *sips drink*

Kendall- Fuck her. I’ll get you a coke and we can enjoy tonight okay?

Y/N- Perfect.

All night, we danced and laughed and enjoyed ourselves. Zendaya danced and stayed with Diggy the whole time but it was bad luck for Spin. He had to keep switching between us and them and we knew he wanted to spend time with us more, mostly because he wanted to protect and be with Kumiko…

*at your house* *3am*

Kendall- I really need to crash here.. *falls on your bed* Ah, this is so good to be on..

Kumi- Move over, I need room..

Y/N- So I’m crashing on the sofa?

Kumi- *muffled* Yeah

Y/N- I love you guys too, I got a shoot in the morning, so go sleep. *goes downstairs*

*the next morning*

KENDALL’S P.O.V.

I borrowed one of Y/N’s tracksuits for the photoshoot. We did a lot of photoshoots together nowadays. Her manager Zoeyand my manager Liz were urging us to be early for the shoot and we hated the amount of times they called us out of our sleep.

Y/N drove in her new car and Kumiko joined us to the shoot and we were in hair and make up getting ready and Kumiko decided she wanted in on the action, so she got hers done too..

Hairdresser- *to Kumi* Your hair is so thick, it’s amazing.. *runs his fingers through it*

Kumi- *laughs* If you say so..

Kendall- *looks at her* It’s so cool to play with too when it’s curly

Y/N- *tapping on phone* *hairdresser curls her hair*

Kendall- *looks at her* Who you texting?

Y/N- Kylie.. she wanted to come. And Pierre’s talking work in Paris

Kendall- *confused look* But Kylie with Anastasia..besides, she wouldn’t have woken up on time

Y/N- I just told her we’re gonna meet her later at a restaurant. I’m letting her decide.

Kendall- Okay. At least we’ll look decent *admires make up in mirror*

Y/N- *to Zoey* Can we take clothes from the shoot?

Zoey- Yeah, but I’ll check with the stylist. *leaves*

Y/N- *scoffs* I am a stylist..