Chapter 20

YOUR P.O.V.

Kumi- *twirls her hair in her fingers* This is a surprise… *smirks*

Y/N- *looks at her* *looks at him*

Kendall- *smiles* Hey Dig…!  *glaces at you* *looks at him* Whatchu doing here?

Kumi- *smiles* You here to get your hair done?

Diggy- *laughs a little* No, I’m not..

Kendall- Who are the flowers for?

Diggy- *looks at you*

Y/N- *points at yourself* Me?

Diggy- *walks over and hands them to you* Yeah. 

Y/N- Roses.. *smells them* They’re beautiful. But, what’s the occasion?

Kumi- *whispers to Kendall*

Kendall- *eyes widen* *smiles* Oh my God, if they are…

Y/N- *looks at them* If we’re what?

Kendall- Nothing.. we’ll leave you guys in peace.. *stand sup*

Kumi- *points at her head* But your hair’s not done..

Kendall- That can wait *takes Kumi’s hand and leaves*

Diggy- *looks at you* Now they’re gone…

Y/N- Seriously Daniel, what are they for?

Diggy- I saw your modelling ads last night. They were really good. You looked great

Y/N- Thank you… I couldn’t have done it without you

Diggy- What do you mean?

Y/N- You helped me get this far. I’m only here because of you. *smiles*

Diggy- *hugs you*

Y/N- *slowly hugs him back*

It was a long hug. Around 20 seconds of just silence and holding each other in our arms. It was long overdue. We hadn’t been in a room alone for a while.

Y/N- *breaks hugs and looks at him* You better go, your girlfriend won’t like that you’re here.

Diggy- She’s not here. 

Y/N- No you can’t do that. That’s like what I did to you and *sighs* it doesn’t matter how much I don’t like her, she doesn’t deserve it.

Diggy- Well, I can’t go because Kendall invited me here. We’re going for lunch, right?.

Y/N- She invited you?

Diggy- Yeah.

Y/N- *pauses* Okay then. So um.. which ad did you see?

Diggy- Versace, cause you know how that’s my favourite..

Y/N- *smiles a little* Yeah, I know..

Diggy- You looked really nice. Can’t believe you met Donatella Versace..

Y/N- *nods and smiles awkwardly* I know.. She’s a great woman. 

Diggy- And then I saw the Victoria’s Secret one.

Y/N- What did you think of that?

Diggy- *scratches head* *looks at you* You looked really good. 

Y/N- *smiles a little*

Diggy- It’s obvious you’ve worked hard. *pauses* So, what you doing now?

Y/N- Shoot with Kendall.. just for my portfolio 

Diggy- …Can I hang around for the shoot?

Y/N- Yeah, sure… do whatever you feel like.. *smiles a little*

Diggy- Look, I know yesterday was awkward. And I didn’t mean for it to be like that or for Zen to come over..

Y/N- Diggy, we done talked about this kinda thing before. Don’t bring it back up, please. We both know where we stand. We’re past the relationship and the awkward stage. Now I focus on modelling, you on your music and your girlfriend…

Diggy- So are we friends or…?

Y/N- I.. *looks away and chuckles nervously* I don’t know. I’d like to think we are.

Diggy- So?

Y/N- Yeah, we’re friends.

Diggy- *reaches his arms out*

Y/N- *hugs him* *breaks hug*

Diggy- *reaches his hand out* 

Y/N- *shakes it* *smirks at him* What’s this for? Isn’t a hug enough?

Diggy- It never is… *winks at you*

Y/N- Well, I need to get back to getting ready..

Diggy- Yeah you should. *points to the door* *I’ll be out there.. *leaves*

He left the room and after a while, Kendall and Kumiko came back in, smiling and grinning at me. I shook my head at them before the hairdressers and make up artist came back in to finish on us all. 

Me and Kendall got changed while Kumiko sat on the sofa and gave her opinion on what we were wearing for the shoot and she liked everything. Kendall was 3 inches taller than me in my platform heels and my first outfit was a bodycon dress that showed off my tiny waist while Kendall was in pastel high-waisted hotpants and a crop top.

When we walked on set, it was like Diggy couldn’t take his eyes off me. He stared at my body in my dress, I didn’t know whether I was uncomfortable or not. Kendall looked so tall and I felt so small compared to her, but her legs looked so long. I envied that about her…!

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*two hours later*

*knock on door*

Y/N- Come in! *puts clothes away*

Diggy- Oh.. you’re all finished for today?

Y/N- Yep.

Diggy- Zoey said to give this to you.. *hands you a jacket* She said you can keep it..

Y/N- *smiles* Ah, I love it.. *puts it on*

Diggy- It’s only the start of all this modelling stuff, huh?

Y/N- *chuckles* Yeah.. *looks in the mirror*

Diggy- You look good..

Kendall- *peeks around door* Y/N, come on, we gotta go meet Kylie and Stas for lunch

Y/N- Gimme like, ten minutes, I’m not finished.

Kendall- *sighs* Fine. *leaves*

Y/N- *zips jacket* *grabs bag* *looks around*

Diggy- *sees car keys on table* These yours?

Y/N- *nods* *takes them from him* Thanks.

Diggy- When did you get a car?

Y/N- Graduation present yesterday. Come on, let’s go…

Diggy- You think you’re some pro driver huh?

Y/N- I’m not dangerous like you.. even Spin’s better than you and he drives with one hand and a burger in the other

Diggy- *laughs*

Y/N- I’m actually kinda glad you came today

Diggy- *pauses* Really?

Y/N- Yeah, I needed some company like you, someone to lift my spirits

Diggy- What about Kendall and Kumiko?

Y/N- They don’t get me like how you used to.

Diggy- *moves closer to you* I still do.. *brushes your hair behind your ear* *hugs you tight*

Y/N- *looks down* *looks at his shoes* I know they ain’t fresh Jordan’s tho…

Diggy- *chuckles* Maybe, maybe not.. 

Y/N- *looks at him* Okay Dig, I can’t be in this position. *breaks away from him*

Diggy- What?

Y/N- We’re not together anymore. I always remember that

Diggy- So do I.

Y/N- So, what’s this? What are we doing right now, what is this? It’s wrong

Diggy- How?

Y/N- You know you have a girlfriend. And I have respect for myself

Diggy- I know that.. but part of me thinks this is one huge mistake. Leaving you and being with Zendaya

Y/N- And the other?

Diggy- The other is torn apart.

Y/N- *thinks* So you need to fix it. *looks in his eyes*

Diggy- I can’t without you. I need you Y/N

Y/N- No, you think you need me. If you did then you wouldn’t have called it off and you did that for a reason and you need Zendaya, your career and your family, Not me.

Diggy- Please…

Y/N- Think about it. You’re confused. You only want me when I’m there and when I’m not, you forget about me and it’s all good. I get the same thing. Diggy, like I said earlier, we’re friends.

Diggy- And friends help each other.. 

Y/N- *steps forward* *kisses his lips* And that’s all I can do for now

Diggy- *holds you back* It isn’t.. we got ten minutes, you can do a lot more than that, I know it..

Y/N- *eyes widen* Daniel! *holds his arms* I am not doing this. We’re going. *leaves*

Diggy- *puts his finger on his lips* *watches you leave and follows you*

*later that night*

Diggy- *closes door* 

Justine- Dig…?

Diggy- Yeah, mom it’s me…

Justine- Where were you? We’ve been worried sick.. 

Diggy- I was out and held up, don’t worry bout me mom *hugs her*

Justine- Well Zen’s been here for a while, she’s in the living room…

Diggy- *walks into the living room*

Zendaya- *stands up* Hi.. you said you’d be here hours ago,w hat happened?

Diggy- I’m sorry, I got caught up in stuff…

Zendaya- *hugs him* *smells his shirt* *looks at him* Why do you smell like that?

Diggy- Like what?

Zendaya- Like a girl’s perfume..

Diggy- I was with Georgie, she stopped by from Cali real quick to see me and Spin as a surprise

Zendaya- Ah, that’s nice.. hey, how about we go to my place from here and then we can see what surprise I have for you?

Diggy- Alright.. *smiles a little*

Zendaya- *walks out holding his hand*

Diggy- *thinks*

*a month later*

YOUR P.O.V.

Realtor- It’s beautiful.. and in your price range…

Y/N- *looks at Kumi* What do you think roomie?

Kumi- It’s perfect actually..

Y/N- *looks at Zoey* Zo, you’ve bought houses before.. this apartment… what do you think?

Zoey- I think you got yourself a good deal

Y/N- *reaches her hand to the Realtor* I’ll take it.. *smiles and shakes her hand*

*three weeks later*

Kumi- *puts box on the floor* I think that’s the last box.

Y/N- You know how we gon have to keep here real clean..

Kumi- I know. It’s so white and black

Y/N- I love it. It’s contemporary.

Kumi- You only got that word from Diggy…

Y/N- Don’t mention that. I’m over that, okay?

Kumi- Alright… well, since we’re furnished, we should celebrate

Y/N- Tonight?

Kumi- Yeah, Spin’s got a gig…

Y/N- Sounds good…

KUMI’S P.O.V.

*later that night*

Kumi- *walks in your room* You ready?

Y/N- *slides hoops in* Yeah.. *looks in mirror*

Kumi- Stop being more vain, you look great

Y/N- *smiles* So do you..

Kumi- *throws you your keys* You’re driving.

Another club we were going to. Since we graduated, these were almost a weekly thing for me and Kumiko and we’d have more since we were now living together. This time, Spin was hosting at Lust NY and he specially invited me and Kumiko out along with some others. 

We got there in Y/N’s silver coupe and parked it around the corner in the Brooklyn streets. Luckily, Brooklyn was easy for us to get to. The club was packed and amazing, music everywhere and it was almost sold out. by the time we got there.

Spin- *sees you* Hey.. *hugs Kumi*

Y/N- I see who comes first..

Kumi- *laughs*

Spin- Na,w I love you too.. *hugs you* Y’all want a drink?

Y/N- Yeah… *Show Me plays*

Kumi- I love this song!

Y/N- *chuckles* Me too, come on, let’s dance.. 

Kumi- *drags you to the dancefloor*

We danced for ages, we were in a real good mood to party all night. I had only a few drinks but Y/N had three or four, but she was good at holding her liquor, real good at it for a while tho…

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

Zendaya- *sitting on sofa* *plays with Diggy’s hair* I like when we’re like this..

Diggy- *looks up* What?

Zendaya- Just chilling at my apartment.. you and I..

Diggy- Hm, yeah..

*phone buzzes*

Zendaya- Till this happens.. *holds up his phone* *passes it to him* 

Diggy- Sorry.. *takes it from her* *reads texts*

Spin- Come to Lust.. I swear you’ll have fun 2nite :)

Diggy- Zen, I’m out.. I gotta go.. *sits up and stands up*

Zendaya- Woah, where to?

Diggy- Spin wants me at the club for an appearance or something.. *walks in bedroom*

Zendaya- Oh, alright.. That’s short notice..

Diggy- Yeah I know… *walks out* *puts on his jacket*

Zendaya- Hold up, no kiss?

Diggy- *turns back and kisses her*

Zendaya- That’s better.. you tell Spin I said hi. I wish I could go

Diggy- Well you can’t… but I’ll tell him you hollered at him.. I’ll be back tonight..

Zendaya- I Love you..

Diggy- *reluctantly* Love you too *leaves*

YOUR P.O.V.

*later that night*

Karl- *to bartender* Another round of shots please…

Bartender- *nods and fills up shot glasses*

Y/N- Thanks.. *picks hers up* You ready?

Karl- *nods* *takes shots with you*

Karl was a guy who chatted me up in the club. He was cool. 5’11, dark skinned and dressed well and his voice was like heaven, it was crazy. He must have been like, 25 though, so I knew in my head anyway that this wouldn’t go any further…

Y/N- Ah… *puts glass down* That was good!

Karl- *laughs* You sure you’re 21?

Y/N- *nods and laughs a little* *looks around*

Kumi- *dancing with Spin*

Y/N- *smiles*

Karl- You here on your own?

Y/N- Naw, I came with my girl..

Karl- Does she wanna join us for the after party.. *raises his eyebrows*

Y/N- Um, what the hell? No! And I won’t be either..

Karl- What does that mean?

Diggy- *comes up behind him and stumbles a little* It means you leave her the hell alone.. beat it..!

Karl- *screws him and leaves*

Y/N- *eyes widen* Woah, look at Superman *smiles*

Diggy- *shakes his head and points at you* I know too well that it takes exactly seven vodka shots to wipe you out.. how many have you had?

Y/N- *giggles* That was my fifth..! And I know that smell from anywhere and it’s vodka and cranberry.. how many have you had?

Diggy- That ain’t none of your business…! *laughs*

Y/N- Spin got you out?

Diggy- *nods* 

Y/N- I guess we’ll be half-drunk together then…

Diggy- Let’s dance… *walks to the dancefloor*

We danced for ages. So long.. probably cause I couldn’t think straight and Diggy couldn’t either. 

After a while of that, we went to the sofas in the back and the whole area was empty so we sat down and laughed and drank the whole night through, just us two.

Y/N- Okay, I gotta wait for a second.. you didn’t even tell her you were out with friends?

Diggy- *laughs* Naw, I didn’t..

Y/N- You’re a bad boyfriend to her

Diggy- I can’t stand the smothering. It’s too much, I ain’t need all that

Y/N- *chuckles*

Kumi- *comes in* *sees you both* Aye, I’m heading back with Spin to the crib. You’re on your own, okay?

Y/N- Alright. 

Kumi- *winks and leaves*

Y/N- Aite, well I’ma get another drink… *stands up*

Diggy- *holds you back* Wait, wait..

Y/N- What?

Diggy- It’s been months…

Y/N- Yeah?

Diggy- Ain’t there nothing you wanna ask me?

Y/N- No, not really..

Diggy- Come on, I know you. There’s one burning question.

Y/N- Except… did I mean anything to you?

Diggy- *looks at your eyes* Of course you did. You were my world

Y/N- *looks away* *mumbles* And now I’ve been replaced…

Diggy- Zendaya will never replace you. *turns your head*

Y/N- *kiss him* 

Diggy- *pulls you closer* *pins you against the wall* *feels up your dress*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

Crazy. That ain’t even the word. We weren’t even drunk, but we were eager and kissing each other and feeling each other’s bodies with our hands. Kissing for ages, so long that we didn’t keep track of time

Diggy- *murmurs* I’ve missed you..

Y/N- *kisses his neck*

Diggy- *moves his hands to your waist*

Y/N- *wraps her hands around his neck*

Diggy- *breaks kiss* You got the keys?

Y/N- *nods*

Diggy- Follow me.. *walks out*

Y/N- *fixes dress and follows him* 

Diggy- *walks outside to your car* *unlocks it* *gets in*

Y/N- *gets in car* Diggy- *drives off*

YOUR P.O.V.

*half an hour later*

We eventually ended up at my apartment. We were fooling around in the car.. his hands on my leg and my hand on his pants… damn. 

I led him up in the elevator to my apartment.. we kissed and made out on the way up until we got to the door. The apartment was quiet so we quickly headed to my room and wasted no time ripping each other’s clothes off..

I pulled off his pants and he took off my panties and threw them to the side. He got on top of me and pulled the sheets over him and entered me slowly.. I didn’t gasp as much, maybe because I was giggling and almost drunk. Diggy was good in bed, I forgot about that one detail.. and he was bigger than I thought too..

We went until the scratches, moans, bed-squeaking and panting was enough and fell back on the bed. He immediately went to sleep and I drifted off afterwards…

*the next morning* *11:37am*

Y/N- *sits up in bed* *holds head* Fuck… *blinks repeatedly* *sees Diggy naked next to her* Oh fuck, shit. *covers face with hands*

Diggy- *wakes up a little* Shit.. *sees you sitting up* Hey…

Y/N- Don’t even hey me… this was a mistake

Diggy- Really?

Y/N- Don’t.

Diggy- *lays you down* *gets on top of you* *lowers tone* Cause I remember how you were feeling last night. *mimics you* Diggy, no, don’t stop.. ah, ah.. *laughs*

Y/N- *slaps him gently* No, it’s not funny, you can’t be here..

Diggy- Why? 

Y/N- Because you have a girlfriend and I can’t be with you

*door knocks* 

Kumi- Y/N? Who’s in there?

Y/N- *clears throat* Just me, don’t come in..

Kumi- Why not? I heard voices, who the fuck is in there?

Y/N- No one else Kums, go away

Diggy- *laughs a little* You liar..

Y/N- *covers his mouth* *looks at him*

Diggy- *tickles you*

Y/N- *giggles a bit*

Diggy- *kisses your neck* Swear you’re too cute sometimes

Kumi- What was that? Seriously, I’m coming in..

Y/N- No, don’t!