Chapter 58

A/N: I received lots of lovely comments in my previous chapter...aw thank you so much. I don't think it was that good but well...I am not the one to judge you are:D

Perrie's POV

"Oh my god Jade. If I knew back then, I would never take Perrie away! Please tell me you will still be my daughter-in law! I don't want any other for my Perrie I only want you an-"

"Debbie calm down. Look at their hands" Norma cut my mom off who had been rambling since we pushed open the door. Her gaze drifted down to our hands and a smile appeared on her face when she noticed our interlocked fingers.

"What happened to me is never your or Perrie's fault. I only appreciate and love her more" Jade said. I beamed and pecked her cheek, turning it into a slight shade of red. My mom squealed and squeezed us in one of the tightest hug ever. I stopped my mom shortly, not wanting her to hurt my Jadey.

"You two had been gone for so long and left us all worried. Now you are going to watch movies with us and you are not allowed to leave until we said so. Understand?" Norma ordered

"Yes Ma'am" We said simultaneously

"We had made you chocolate cakes for dessert. I will go get some" Mom said. YUM. I squealed making Jade giggled.

"It's food I can't help it babe" I scratched my neck bashfully

"I know baby" She cooed and pecked my cheek, which brought a bright grin on my face

"And don't worry I think it's cute. I will help you Debbie" She gave me a wink which made me smile even wider and then followed my mom to the kitchen

"Nothing changed yeah?" Norma smiled. I returned the smile and shook my head, pulling the photo out of my back pocket and handed it back to her

"Only for the better. To be honest I never expect her to take it so well. She never blame me once, only thanked me for being there for her even just for a week...I don't know why she could only see the best in me..."

My voice cracked at the end as I was really overwhelmed by Jade's reaction and kind words. My guilt was all gone thanks to her, now all's left is my pride at her amazing perseverance, and to know that my words meant so much to her...to say I was deeply touched by her astonishing determination was an understatement. Not only do I find my long lost princess back...she still think I am her angel...or her hero or knight in shining armor as now she always called me. I am not gonna let her down, ever again. No matter what, I would always protect her, protect my princess.

"Because you ARE the best. For her. Jade knows it. Your mom knows it. I know it. I hope you realize it too Perrie"

"Thank you Norma" I pulled her into a hug, feeling tears started falling down on my face again. Only this time, they were happy tears.

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I cuddled with Jade on the couch, feeding each other chocolate cakes while watching 'The Polar Express' with our moms who were sitting on the opposite side. I pulled out my phone and checked the time, it's only 15 minutes left before Christmas.

"Jade baba. It's almost Christmas" I whispered and pointed at my phone

"Oh it's nearly time" She squealed and pulled away, put down the fork and pulled out her phone.

"No phone during movie you two young ladies" Norma scolded

"But mam we are going to post something about us. To make it official." Jade whined

"YOU ARE?!" Norma gasped and paused the movie. We nodded and gazed at each other with a giddy smile.

"Oh I know just the perfect photo for the post!" Mom shrieked excitedly. She pulled out her phone and quickly typed something, our phones buzzed seconds later and we clicked on the photo she sent to our group.

"Why am I not surprised?" I rolled my eyes, but curls at the corner of my lips gave out the fact that I love the photo. She took it while we were kissing in front of the Christmas tree

"Memory kid" She shrugged

"This is the one babe!" Jade grinned excitedly and I nodded happily.

"Thank you Debbie I really love it!" She gave her a grateful smile

"No problem Jade" She smiled and turned to me, raising an eyebrow

"Thank you mom" I muttered.

She laughed and gave me a smug look. I groaned and started to draft my post. I already had the whole speech in mind so it didn't take long for me to finish it. I looked at Jade and she was still typing, she looked up at me and flashed me a dear smile once she was done. We beamed at each other waiting for 30 more seconds to hit the 'Share' button.

'5...4...3...2...1!" With one simple press, our posts were shared to millions of our followers

"Merry Christmas!" We exclaimed and pulled each other into a group hug

"Now show me what you have written. You first pet" Mom said once we pulled away

"O-kay" I was a bit nervous hoping Jade would love what I wrote and the public would react positively.

perrieedwards This is me and my beautiful girlfriend wishing you a Merry Christmas! And yes she is the one and only @jadethirlwall and hell yeah I am one lucky woman:D I don't know if you noticed but we have been trying to hint you that #jerrieisreal for the entire month;)

Merry Christmas baba and I can't wait to spend this day, your birthday, and new year...every single day of my life with you. I love you so much Jade. I love you since the first time we met and I will love you forever and always. I can't wait to hold your hands and kiss you whenever and wherever we are with no worry of getting caught:) #nomoresecretlove #iloveyoujadethirlwall

I squealed when Jade surprised me by pushing me on the couch, smashing those soft lips of her on mine.

"I love you so much baby"

She whispered against my lips and kissed me feverishly. I closed my eyes and reciprocated her kiss passionately. We grinned brightly at each other once we pulled away, I looked at my phone and beamed when I saw it already got almost 50,000 Likes and the comments were mostly positive, a few of them caught my attention

leighannepinnock Finally! I am so happy for you and remember I am always the no.1 #jerrie fan:D

jesynelson I thought me and Lee-Lee are your best friends but you didn't tell me you are going to post this?! But I am still a great friend so I will forgive you and congrats you and Jade:(

debbieh202020 I took this amazing photo

normathirlwallreal I was there when you took this amazing photo @debbieh202020

I laughed when I saw those cheeky comments and the fans were definitely freaking out after reading our moms' comments, saying we were so bold to kiss in front of them and we should just get married already. They didn't know it's not the case as my mom took the photo without us knowing but I am definitely not opposed to their suggestion.

"Now baba let's look at yours yeah?" Jade hummed and nodded bashfully.

jadethirlwall Merry Christmas mixers! I hope you all have a lovely day with your love one just like me spending the day with my family and my Pez.

@perrieedwards I never expect to meet someone like you. I would never be who I am today if I never met you. You were there for me when no one else was and I have nothing but gratitude for you (okay maybe a tiny little crush too). You are the reason why I could achieve my dream of being a singer now and it couldn't have gone any better when I am doing this with you:) I knew you are someone special when I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of yours and you have no idea how ecstatic I was when you asked me to be yours. Perrie you are my rock, my ray of sunshine, my savior...You are the love of my life and my everything. I love you so so sooooo much. #jerrieissofreakingreal #iloveyouperrieedwards

"Aw this is so beautiful I feel like my post is shit" I chuckled and felt like my heart is going to explore with pure joy. Jade frowned and cupped my face

"Don't say that I LOVE your post" She caressed my cheeks

"And I LOVE you" I smiled fondly and leaned in to give her a sweet kiss on the lips

"Love you too" She mumbled once we pulled away. I turned my head when I heard some sniffing sound, gasped when I saw our moms were crying

"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly

"Nothing. Ever heard of happy tears?" My mom said

"Just give us a minute and we will be alright" Norma giggled.

"It's late Norma I think we better go to bed now otherwise these two won't have breakfast tomorrow" My mom laughed and got up from the couch, picking up the empty plates from the table

"You are right Deb. Good night kids" Norma turned off the TV and helped my mom

"Good night moms" We yelled when they walked out from the kitchen, they smiled and headed upstairs.

"And then there are two. Merry Christmas baba" I sang and beamed at Jade

"Just you and me baby. Merry Christmas" She grinned and pecked my lips

"So you had a crush on me huh? When we were still kids" I smirked, crooking my head to look at her with a smug on my face

"Can you blame me? You are pretty and have a beautiful heart" She mumbled shyly

"That's you baby. So am I your first crush babe?" I winked. She blushed and turned her head away, but I cupped her face to turn her head back at me and bat my eyelashes playfully.

"....O-Okay yes you are. You happy now" She scolded, cheeks turned into crimson

"Very. Now I have a confession too" She raised her eyebrows and looked at me expectantly

"Do you remember the last thing you did at the park on the day we first met?"

I asked softly and raised my hair to brush her silky hair, loving the feeling how it ran smoothly through each of my finger. She thought for a moment and her lips soon curled up into a smile. Jade beamed at me and gave me a firm nod, then gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek, the exact same spot she kissed me on that day. The same pair of lips that I love and long for. I moved my hand to my cheek feel the remaining heat her lips had just left, grinning at her like the same idiot 12 years ago

"When I got home, all I did was touching my cheek and giggling like a fool every time I relived how amazing it felt to have your soft lips pressed on it. That night I couldn't sleep because you were occupying my mind and I felt this strange tingly feeling at the pit of my stomach whenever I thought of you, I had never felt like that before and I fucking love it. That's when I knew I had this crazy crush on you. So...yeah, you are my first crush too."

"NO WAY"

"Yes way. But then you didn't give me goodbye kiss anymore" I pouted when I remembered the disappointment the next few days, she cooed and kissed my pout away

"I don't know what came over me at that moment I just felt the urge to do it...To do something to let you know I was really grateful. But when I realized what I did, I felt extremely embarrassed and you never mentioned it afterwards so I...you should've told me you like it" This time she was the one pouting so I did the same to make it disappears, I chuckled at how our roles reversed so quickly

"You should've told me you wanted to do it" I protested

"You expected me to tell someone who I just met an hour ago 'I want to kiss you please let me do it'? I am sure it's the perfect way to scare your crush away" She retorted, rolling her eyes.

"Okay you are right. But just let you know I would've let you if you did ask" I laughed and gave her a wink

"If only I had the power to read your mind silly. And thank god it was just a quick peck on the cheek. Imagine if I kissed you on the lips..."

"I wish you would've done that. Then I will be your first kiss, not that Connor Robinson" I grumbled

"Babe. Before you get jealous...let me remind you he IS also your first kiss" Jade snickered

"That's exactly why you should do it! We would be each other's first kiss and that Connor guy would have never existed in our lives." I snorted

"But if that's the case, you might never see me again in the park because I don't think I have the guts to face you again if I did that" She giggled

"NO!"

"Hey it's not important anymore babe. You might not be my first kiss...but you are my first crush and definitely my last kiss" She beamed and cupped my face, swaying my head slightly from left to right, made me chuckled at the cute gesture.

"Why you always take the words out of my mouth huh?" I mumbled and placed my hands on top of her to stopped her, slowly leaning in and closed my eyes when our lips were about to touch...

~Buzz~

I grumbled when I felt Jade pulled away because of the offensive sound, she giggled and grabbed her phone from the table.

"It's Jesy" She said and answered the call, put it on speaker

"POPPY!" Oh no that's not the sound of a happy Jesy...

"H-Hey Jes." Jade gulped and greeted her nervously.

I was about to scold at her for being rude to my princess, but I got interrupted by another buzzing sound and this time Leigh's name was shown on the screen of my phone. What do they want? I showed my phone to Jade and she nodded, I answered the call and put it on speaker too.

"Hey Pez. Had Jesy called yet?" Okay Leigh sounds calm so we just need to deal with an enraged Jesy, which isn't easy at all.

"Hi Lee. I am here and we are going to interrogate this two together!"

"W-What? W-What did we do?" I stuttered and looked at Jade confusedly, she frowned at me looking just as puzzling

"First, you didn't tell us, aka your best friends and sisters, you are going to tell the public today and second, what the hell is Poppy talking about in her post? That you are the reason why she is a singer now? Why I felt like you two knew each other before the X Factor and WHY HAVEN'T YOU TOLD US!" I had to cover my ears at the last sentence as Jesy was basically screaming at the phone. Sometimes it's not a good thing her instinct is so accurate.

"Shhh lower your voice Jessica! Our moms are sleeping!" I reprimand at her quietly

"Don't call me that! We are not ending this call until you told us what the fuck was going on and why the hell you didn't tell us!" She continued to yell, but much softer this time

"Yes Ma'am" We mumbled synchronously as we knew better to obey a furious Jesy than to go against her

That's how we spent the first couple hours on Christmas. How merry is it?

A/N: I have news...which I don't think you guys would like so much... ._.

As you know I have an upcoming trip to Dublin and Amsterdam...which would start on next Thursday:D So I won't be able to make any update for the next two weeks (Don't kill me I just want to see the girls:( ) Sorryaboutit

If you miss me, just reread this book;) (I am not only talking about the smuts okay...)

p.s. I will be in Dublin from 3/11 to 6/11 and Amsterdam from 7/11 to 11/11. I don't have any plan at night for most of the days as most attractions close after 5 or 6pm so if anyone is interested to meet up and talk about LM or Jerrie just DM me here or my ig. It would be nice to meet somebody that are also LM fans as none of my friends in Hong Kong know them...what a shame:(