Chapter 30 - Letter

~ Can you guess what I'm gunna say?

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: Emma's POV :

Breathe, Emma. Breathe. That's not you thinking. Block it out.

I need to find him. He doesn't deserve to be alive. He killed my father! He should get what he deserves!

That's not you, Emma. Stop it.

After all these years, he hasn't felt guilty once! He stabbed a man and left me to be an orphan! And now, he's found himself a happy ending. He doesn't deserve life.

This is Killian your talking about, Emma. Block it out. You love him, block it out.

I'm going to find him and-

"Emma! Swan, can you hear me? This isn't you thinking, Emma! Block it out! It's Killian!" A worried voice screeches through my mind, shooting down everything that made sense. The thought of killing Killian crumbled into guiltiness once again, leaving me to feel like a horrible person in reality.

I open my eyes to the world and find myself crouching on the floor of our living room. I'm drenched in sweat and my heart is racing. Killian is infront of me, fear and worry caressing his face. Henry is standing at the door, looking at me as if I'm a stranger instead of his own mother.

"I'm OK. I'll be fine. It's gone." I reassure, Killian nods slightly and helps me to my feet.

"I'll get you some water." Henry says, exiting the room to the kitchen.

"Thanks, lad." Killian calls to him in thanks, he then turns to me.

"Emma, this has gone to far. We need to do something, your due tomorrow and this is still happening." He pulls me into his strong arms and I bury my head in his neck.

Kill him.

I lift my head and rest my forehead to his, our lips connect, pushing all terrible thoughts away. I pull away, staring deeply into his eyes.

"I know. Belle is working with my parents at the library non stop to find something - anything - on what I've got." I weakly smile at him.

"I just hate having to always worry." Henry comes into the room and hands me some water.

"I gotta get going now, mum." He says.

"Where're you off to lad?" Killian asks.

"Well, there's this girl." What?!

"Is there now?" Killian smirks widely at Henry, raising his eyebrow slightly.

"It's not like that, her name is Violet. Shes really nice and we're good friends." I'm still suspicious about this girl, whatever he says.

"Alright." I tell him, "Have fun!"

"Bye Mum! By Killian!" He leaves the room and I hear the door shut.

"Well, you can hide buried treasure, or a winning poker hand. But you can't hide blossom of first love." Killian says, walking over to the table where a pile of mail rests.

"Yes, he has a crush and he straight up lied to my face!"

"Your his mother."

"Good point." I laugh, Killian is still peering over the table, he's holding a letter but I can't see who it's addressed to. "Do you wanna watch some netflix?" I offer.

"Sure, love. I'd love too. You go set it up whilst I sort something over here." He smiles to me and I go sit on the sofa, picking up the tv controller.

Kill him. Do it.

: Killian's POV :

I peer around to double check Emma is no where in sight and that she can't see me before I begin to open the letter in my hand. 'Emma Swan' is written in neat, calligraphic writing on the front. I know I shouldn't be opening her mail, it's invading her privacy, but I can't help having a bad feeling about what's inside this envelope.

It tears open easily and a folded piece of paper is inside. A muffled TV can be heard in the background, but I block it out and unfold the letter.

Emma,

I know what you've been feeling. There's no reason for you to be afraid. I needed to show you how I've felt for so many years and I'm sorry if you were slightly frightened by these periods of time. You must now see that your husband is not who he says he is. He is a murderer and does not deserve life. You need to kill him, I know you want to.

Meet me at granny's diner at 10pm tomorrow. Bring Killian.

Then we can he happy, together.

Your friend, Liam.

Anger bubbles and boils inside of me. This was his plan all along! To turn Emma against me and get her to kill me. Then he could have my child and be happy with my wife. But I wasn't going to let him.

I can't let Emma see this letter, she'll worry her socks off. Hell, she might even go to meet him. I can't let her risk her safety, nor our child's.

I need to keep this letter secret, so only I have seen it. Then I'll go to see him tomorrow.... I'll finally end this.

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