𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟟𝟡

-나는 그들의 것, 그들은 내 꺼야-

"right there!" i whimpered out as i felt him touch something in me

all my mind could think of is how much pleasure i was receiving and how good i felt

"right there?" i could hear him growl through this teeth, over my low moans and gasps each time he went deeper

i gasped as i felt him nibble at my breast and kiss it passionately, leaving me decorated with hickeys

"you feel so good" he groaned, lowering his hand and rubbing at my clit in a circular pattern

my toes curled and my back arched at the sensation, feeling my climax edging closer

"cheol!" i but my lip trying to not let the moan escape my lips

"areum-"

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"areum, you okay?"

i was awoken to abrupt knocking at the door, with seungcheol on the other side, and feeling something wet between my legs

"y-yes!" i shouted out, scrambling to sit up. "d-don't come in! what do- i- um... i'll see you downstairs!" i stuttered, trying to get a coherent sentence out of my lips

"okay" i heard him hesitantly say, walking away from my door

"whatever the hell was that?" i whisper-shouted, my face becoming flushed from the thought of my dream

it wasn't the first time i had experienced a wet dream but this time, it most definitely felt like a surprise

i was embarrassed and shocked at the fact that seungcheol probably heard weird sounds coming from my room. but, hopefully, he heard nothing

i need to clean myself

i uncovered my legs from the comforter and looked down at myself. my shorts felt wet on the inside and more embarrassment washed over me. getting off the bed i ran towards my bathroom, jumping into the shower the moment it turned hot

"what's wrong with me?" i muttered to myself as i felt the water fall over my head, running down my body. i was panting, almost as if i couldn't take in proper breaths. i cringed at the thought of being caught like that. you have the worst timing seungcheol... i sighed

but why now? since when am i so horny?

i cringed again

then again, he said he would be the one to take my virginity from me

the thought filled me with a strange excitement. seungcheol...

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i walked down the steps and saw seungcheol making breakfast. "how're you feeling? satisfied?" he teased me

he did hear, i groaned a little

"shut up" i mumbled as i sat down on the kitchen island, watching him make tteokbokki

"and look who's talking, just a few weeks ago i caught you too" i pointed a finger at him, feeling slightly bitter this particular morning

"what?" he shrugged his shoulders, "i'm a healthy man" he chuckled

over the past few weeks, i've noticed that i've started becoming more confident. i'm not as shy or timid with them, it's not like i ever truly was, but i snap at them playfully and i've started fighting to know. to know about what they do and what they are. i've gotten sick and tired of being in the dark for almost my entire life

i'm glad i'm changing

even if it's a little

"whatever" i mutter underneath my breath, taking a moment to smell the tteokbokki

"why don't go out today?" i suggested, an innocent smile on my face as if i hadn't just snapped at him a few moments ago

"where do you want to go?" he started placing the food on his plate and then my own. "anywhere" i smiled

"we can go to westminster abbey if you want, or maybe hyde park"

"hyde park sounds beautiful, let's go there" i poked a piece of tteokbokki with my fork and bit into it with a satisfied smile on my face. "you're a good cook, cheol" i said with my mouth still full

"not always" he sat beside me, taking his fill as well

a peaceful silence fell on us. the only thing you could hear was our chewing and the low music from the bluetooth that cheol likes to put in the morning. today the song was 'this song' by an old group in korea

i looked at him from my peripheral view, seeing as he looked at the window, watching the sun slowly rise from its long slumber. there was a strange sense of calm and docility about him at times like this. but at the same time he was still intimidating and serious-looking like he has something on his mind and he was deep in thought

"seungcheol" i whispered, he turned his head to me at the sound of his name. i  didn't even know what i was going to say, i just wanted to see his face more clearly. you're too pretty, i thought to myself

"what?" a smile fell on my face again at his confusion. he seems so kind now

he was always so cold when i was young. now, it's like he's a completely different person

"nothing, just enjoying your presence" i chuckled at myself

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"areum, there's something you should know? before you choose anything" he placed a hand on my shoulder before we left the house

what she was wearing:

what he was wearing:

"what do you mean to choose?" i sat down on the seat by the door, placing my shoes in front of me

"i'm not sure if you want children, but we can't give you them" he looked down at me with sad eyes, like it was something that has pained him for many years

"i know. changkyun told me once" i muttered, tying my shoes so that they have two bows. "changkyun? why would you be talking to him?"

"the day we went to sana and tzuyu's wedding, he said that" "why" he narrowed his eyes at me, his voice becoming serious

"i threw up, okay? he asked me if i could be pregnant, but then he realized vampires can't even get humans pregnant" i shrugged my shoulder. "it's not a big deal cheol"

"also, children aren't a priority for me. i don't want them but i also don't not want them" i stood up, meeting his eyes. "i always thought that if the day arrived that i would accidentally get pregnant i would keep it. it wouldn't be something planned or essential for me to accomplish with my life" i gave him a sympathetic smile, taking his hand from my shoulder and holding it near my heart

"i'm not with you guys because i want children. i'm with you guys because i love you"

he sighed, that stoic look on his face dissipating quickly at my reassurance

"just so you know, if i could give you children, i would" he let go of my hand and placed his arm around my shoulder, pulling me close, my cheek to his chest. his heartbeat was so calm... he truly is unfazed by everything, i chuckled a little inside

the thought of having his children made my heartbeat increase exponentially and brought a blush to my face again, heating it up

but i guess that could never happen

"i have no idea how i'm going to choose" i whispered underneath my breath, placing my arms around him

"i love you no matter what" he placed one of his hands on my waist and the other on the back of my head

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"the view is quite exquisite" he whispered leaning against the railing, looking out at the view in front of us

everything felt so calm. you could hear the birds chirping and the water trickling and the sound of the fountain

"it really is something" i leaned against the railing, looking at him as i said that. he turned his head to me, chuckling when he realized what i was implying, "it's nice to see this side of you"

"huh?" i looked at him with a confused expression on my face. "you've become more outspoken. you're different now like you've grown out of your shell. i'm glad i am the one to see it" he placed one arm on my shoulder, nudging me closer

"i'd like to see all of your sides. even the ones you think are too sad or ugly to be seen by anyone" "me too" i leaned into his shoulder

"i also want to see all your sides seungcheol. even the ones you are scared of showing anyone" my lips widened into a soft smile, "like that day i found you in the library"

"i don't care, i just want to know you completely"

"i would rather you not see me breaking down again" he chuckled briefly, "hypocrite much" my lips thinned into a thin line at his statement. "you can see all of my sides but i can't see all of yours" i playfully nagged at him, getting off his shoulder

"whatever" he laughed at my childish behavior, brushing off my question

"seriously though. i don't care if you think you're dangerous or that you'll hurt me. i want to see all of it" my words were heartfelt and genuine, truly wishing to see all of him as a whole

if i want to live with them for these next few short years of my life, i want to see all of it

"maybe one day" he pressed his forehead against mine, the tips of our noses touching

we stayed like that for a few minutes enjoying the intimacy of the moment. we were the only ones around. just us

and then the thought entered my mind

the memory of what happened this morning. what i dreamt and the thought of him

"seungcheol" i uttered out. his eyes opened the slightest bit to see me

"take my virginity"

the words escaping my lips before i could even think.

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