𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟝𝟞

-나는 그들의 것, 그들은 내 꺼야-

-wonwoo's pov-

it hurts! my head is throbbing and my throat is burning! i can't handle this!

my throat was burning, it felt like someone was pushing burning coal into my throat and forcing me to swallow, the burning sensation going down my esophagus. my head hurt like my brain was going to explode out of my ears

"wonu, what's wrong?" she asked, i opened my eyes momentarily to see her face, it was full of panic and concern. i need her to get away from me! i'm going to lose control

"no" i tried to say, "s-stay back" i stuttered our through my groans of pain

this pain... i've experienced it before. it only happens after i drink another type of blood and i don't drink AB blood right away

i knew the pain was going to come, but i thought i would be fine for a few more hours at least, i thought i could spend some time with her before it came... i guess i was wrong

"no, tell me what's wrong?" she begged for me to answer, she held onto my arm trying to support me so that i could stand up. but it was futile

"a-areum, i'm g-going to-to lose control. g-get away from me!" i shouted at her through the pain, but screaming only seemed to make my head hurt more, i need blood

"no, i'm not going to get away from you because you're scared you're going to hurt me! tell me what i can do to stop the pain!" her words came out strong and like an order

"BLOOD AREUM. I NEED BLOOD! and i'm not going to ask that of you" i screamed at her. i expected her to be afraid but her face was serious and calm

but her next actions surprised me

she put my arm over her shoulder and dragged me to her bed, making me sit down, "you won't ask, but i will offer" she whispered as she started to straddle me

she had a look of determination on her face, she won't give up will she

but before i could refuse her offer, everything turned black and i lost my senses

-areum's pov-

"wonu? wonu!?" i called out to him, but he seemed to black out

he fell back on the bed and closed his eyes, "wonu?" i tried to shake him awake

what's wrong with him?

i need to get help

i stood up from him and ran out the door, disregarding my appearance

i still had marks all over me and i was still in my black lace bra

i ran to seungcheol's room that was right next to mine, i entered without knocking, "cheol!" i called out

i searched around his room but there was no one there, i walked into his bathroom and he also wasn't there. i ran out of there in panic, hoping he was in his study

"cheol!" i shouted as i got closer to his study, i barged into the room to see jeonghan, joshua, and seungcheol talking, "cheol" i called out panting

they turned to me with a surprised face, jeonghan's face getting red when he saw my appearance, "what happened to you? who did that?" joshua said as he came up to me, "wonu, passed out, he was in agonizing pain. he needs help" i said through pants

"what happened to him?" seungcheol sat up and walked up to me, putting his white button up shirt on me to cover me, "we'll talk about those hickeys later" he whispered in my ear and walked past me and headed in the direction of my room joshua following him and jeonghan staying behind with me

"it's probably because he hasn't had blood" joshua said before leaving the room, "is he going to be okay?" i asked as i looked up at jeonghan

he was looking at the hickeys and bites on the parts of my body that were still showing. "you stink of him" he snarled, "what?" i whispered as i looked up at him, "he'll be fine, don't worry" he looked down at me with a strange look in his eyes

they were dark and so was his voice, his eyes began to change color

that look shaking something deep in me, it almost made me tremble in fear

"c'mon" he grabbed my hand and dragged me to where wonwoo was

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"he needs blood" seungcheol scowled as he looked down at wonwoo, "tell mingyu and jihoon to go to the hospital now" he ordered

"we went yesterday and there wasn't any" joshua said, clenching his fists until his knuckles turned white

they were tense, the situation creating an ominous aura in the room. it didn't help that they were glaring at me every once in a while

they knew what we were doing because of all the marks decorating my body. i felt scared and almost ashamed to be seen like this by them

"i-" "don't even think about it" jeonghan scowled as he grabbed my arm, "you didn't even-" "i know what you're thinking and it's not going to happen" he said through gritted teeth, his grip on my arm getting tighter

"but why not, i can-" "areum, you aren't doing that" this time seungcheol spoke, his eyes were intimidating and he had a scowl on his face, "you are not going to give him your blood"

"shua, tell mingyu and jihoon to go NOW" he ordered joshua and he picked up wonwoo bridal style like it was nothing, "i'll take him to his room, jeonghan clean her up" he spoke without looking at me, like he didn't even want to see me at the moment. i looked down in shame

-seungcheol's pov-

i was fuming but i didn't want to admit it. he was going to take advantage of her, wasn't he. but... wonwoo's not that type of man, but that just makes it worse. it sparks jealousy inside of me

god damn it wonwoo...

we need to get you blood and after that i'll beat your ass

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i placed him on his bed and looked at him, "you fucking moron" i scowled at him, "i'm going to fucking kill you when you wake up" i snarled

why does he get to have her first? i shouldn't think like that, she's not an object

but it still angered me, the way he marked her and decorated her soft skin with his mouth, leaving bites and dark purple hickeys all over her body

-mingyu's pov-

we were told that wonwoo's condition had gotten worse and he needed blood immediately, so joshua came into my room and told me to go to the hospital with jihoon and to go at that very moment

a vampire can't die from being deprived of blood, but they do desiccate and go into a state similar to hibernation, only awoken with blood

but the process of desiccating is horrendous and painful. your veins feel like sandpaper and you feel like your on fire as more time goes on without blood

i had to go through it once, better said, i chose to desiccate for a few years. it was after abella died, i felt like i couldn't go on so i decided to desiccate because i was too much of a coward to die by her side. wonwoo begged for me not to do it, but i did it anyways

it didn't last very long, about ten years after wonwoo and jeonghan woke me up again. it didn't help with my grief though. it made it worse, but they helped me through it, especially wonwoo

"jihoon, get in the car" i walked out the front door and told him to get in as i saw him already waiting for me there. without another word he entered and we drove to the nearest hospital, hoping that there would be blood for him

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"hopefully there's blood here" i voiced out my thoughts as we walked stepped out of the car, we walked in and the moment i entered i bumped into a nurse, "i'm so sorry, i wasn't looking where i was going" she apologized, she looked frantic and like she was in a hurry

she was a woman in her early thirties, she had soft eyes and short hair just below her jawline but it was tucked behind her ear and in a little bun at the back

i saw that as a fine opportunity to get what we need, i grabbed her arm and made her look into my eyes, "take us to where you store the blood here" i compelled her to take us there

"right this way sir" her behavior from before changing completely, she immediately started walking in the direction we needed to go

we walked past many people, some were mourning the loss of a beloved family member and others were celebrating that their family was still alive

i don't remember what it was like to be human... to be in a time limit and to be desperate to continue living as long as possible. i wonder what it's like... i must have forgotten somewhere along the way

she brought us to a room that had glass fridges and blood bags inside, "show us where the AB negative blood it" jihoon compelled her, but she didn't move, "sire we don't have AB blood in the hospital at the moment"

i walked up to her, "forget you ever saw us and go back to what you were doing" i ordered to her and she left without saying another word

"god fucking damn it" (a/n sorry for the crude language) jihoon let out a groan of dissatisfaction, "we need to find blood now"

i already knew that there wasn't going to be any blood here, i came here not too long ago and there wasn't any blood as well. out of anger i kicked on of the fridge doors, shattering it in the process, glass scattering all over the floor

this is my fault for giving him blood he can't drink, he could have lasted a while longer without it, but i had to be naïve and believe that he could at least try

"are there any other hospitals near by?" "no, all the other hospitals are too far away" i closed my eyes trying to calm down

"call hyung, tell him we didn't find anything"

-areum's pov-

he needs blood and i can give it to him, but they won't let me, if joshua said they were at the hospital a few days ago and there wasn't any then why are they going to check again!?

jeonghan had taken me back to my room, despite my protests to stay by his side and give him my blood. i'm surprised in myself that i'm not afraid of the situation, that i'm not afraid that i'm offering to feed him my blood

"did he take advantage of you?" jeonghan suddenly spoke up. he was standing in front of the door and leaning on it, "w-what? of course not! he would never do that!" i said, rather surprised at his unexpected question, does he really think wonu is capable of doing that to me?

"huh, i was hoping you would have said yes" his aura was the same as it was in the study, "why did you let him mark you like that then?"

i became flustered at his question, i tried to look away from him

he just confessed to me today and now i run into a room with hickeys and marks made by another man, "i'm sorry" i whispered, "i know what it looks like and i'm sorry" i whispered, a few tears forming in my eyes at the situation

"but is he going to be okay?" i tried my best to blink my tears away, "he won't die from not drinking blood, he'll be fine but if he doesn't have blood he'll be in terrible pain for a while until we can get him" he explained as he walked close to me

i watched as he bit into his wrist and offered it to me, "here, it'll make the hickeys and bites disappear" he explained, "i-i" i stuttered out not sure if i should drink his blood, but i wasn't able to answer him because we were interrupted, "don't do that" seungcheol walked into the room, making the already dark aura worse

"jeonghan, give us a moment"

a/n when i'm writing this is a few hours before the release of ready to love and i'm so damn exited to listen to the entire album and just see how amazing it is and how hard the boys worked on it

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