TAEHYUNG

❗ ❗ Trigger warning❗❗

Mentions of rape and murder. Please do not read this if things make your uncomfortable. There's no way I am promoting it. Please do not get me wrong. And also there isn't any mention of the actual thing... Only words are used. So if you can handle the names and all, you can go ahead but if you can't them please skip to the part after the long paragraph given below.

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"I won't. I am not leaving her alone this time… let your 'he' do whatever he wants. He would be dead meat right when he thinks of hurting her…" he warns Mark, stepping closer while his sharp gaze pierces his once best friend's soul. 

"Woah… I love your spirit, Jungkook. But do you think she'll allow you to be near to her once she gets to know that YOU are the reason behind all her pain? Huh? That you…" Mark takes a breath as he steps closer to Jungkook, almost closing the distance between them. While their intense gaze fought with each other.

"That you are the reason why she was… she was r*ped," the words left his mouth, shutting Jungkook's all systems. His knees weaken as he steps back, his sharp gaze shutting down while his throat dries up. 

R"ped?!!

What? Me?... I am the reason… 

But why?

Why was she hurt because of me!

Oh God!!!

"You remember Bushong? The man whose company closed down because of you? He took revenge by hurting that poor soul… he hurt her. And Jungkook you weren't even bothered to know about her. But don't worry Jungkook… that filthy creature got his punishment for doing that. He was killed… and do you know by who? KIM TAEHYUNG. Yes, the mafia king… Kim Taehyung. Your words show that you love her… but you know what! His actions prove that he loves her more than anyone. For God sake! You didn't even try to know about her when she was going through all this!! But he was there. He was there for her always… and he won't tolerate seeing you near her. Leave before he comes for you. No matter how much he loves her… he's mafia, he won't tolerate this sh*t," Mark warned him. Mark didn't pity Jungkook. He doesn't know what Jungkook was going through so there was no way he had any idea about his sufferings but he does know what Taehyung is capable of doing. Hence for saving two lives, he warns Jungkook beforehand.

Bushong!! He hurt her and I didn't even try to protect her?

Why am I so selfish!!

Why do I always bring pain and hurt to her!

Oh, God!! Why?

Kim Taehyung… 

He loves her… she loves him?

Someone touched her… hurt her and I was sitting and crying over my pain!!

Oh, God!! How selfish I am!!

No wonder why she hates me…

No wonder!!

You are the worst Jungkook… worst of all…

"Jungkook… I don't hate you. But I know how powerful Taehyung is… and y/n has already seen too much. Let her live peacefully now. He's on his way back to Daegu… leave before he gets to know you are searching for her. He doesn't tolerate any man near her and especially when you are her ex-husband…" Mark gets cut off by Jungkook's weak voice.

"Is she alright? I heard she… she is in hospital. Is she okay? Please tell me that he takes good care of her… tell me that he lo… loves her the most. And she is happy with him!" His voice breaks as he practically begs Mark for an answer. 

You'll be always loved by me… no matter who you love…

You'll be always the same for me… 

Your cologne will always stay with me…

You were mine… and will always be mine in every birth, doesn't matter if you are in my arms or not…

I hope you'll forgive me one day…

"He does take good care of her. As I said he's on his way back to Korea from America. It's just that… Y/n doesn't know about him. He admires and loves her from far, like sending gifts and every other thing. I don't know much… whether she accepts or not but yes, he loves her very much. A little too much," Mark's annoyance was far gone as he talked about Taehyung's love for you.

Taehyung is a mafia man and anyone would get scared hearing about the mafia world. Taehyung was creating a place in your heart little by little even when he knows you can reject him after knowing about his mafia world. He will do everything to get you. He is waiting patiently and trying for the past three years. He would wait forever. But he won't tolerate any male near you. Jimin was safe because he knew you had no one except him. Otherwise, he was already on his killing radar when he got to know about your friends list. 

You know Taehyung. But not as a mafia, of course. He is a regular customer at the cafe and you remember him specifically because of his sweetest boxy smile. He wasn't much friendly and you liked that. Every other person scares you but he was different, he knew his boundaries. 

You don't know Taehyung…

Are you his obsession? Not his love…

Will he hurt you if you reject him?

Will he hurt you if he visits you for once... Just once to get a glimpse of you?

But wait… he's still not in Korea!

"Mark… please, please, let me see her for once. I promise I won't get inside her room, I swear. I'll just see her from far and leave. Please," he begs, his hands making way to beg him. 

He can't live on your memories… he can't live by your dream, he needed to see you safe...

He was helpless. He would fight for you, he would die… but not by hurting you. He doesn't want you to get hurt. He doesn't want you to get in trouble because of his greediness again. If you are safe and happy with Taehyung, then probably he would let you live like that but he needs to see you once, once to calm his mind. Once to get assured you are protected by him. 

I lost you miserably… didn't I?

I always lose you because of my selfishness… don't I?

I always hurt and my actions always bring pain to you… I am so so so sorry, love…

I am good to be cursed…

"I don't know Jungkook. She's under his sight always. If anyone sees you getting inside then it might create problems for her and you," Mark sighs. Jungkook holds Mark's hands, pleading him to do something. 

There was no way… he would survive if he leave Daegu without seeing you.

There was no way he would be able to die if he doesn't see you safe…

"Please," he breaks while Mark sighs.

At the hospital

You scroll through your phone getting bored as your sleep was long gone after Rose's leave. You believed your sleepless routine came back again. You didn't complain though. You are used to living like this. 

The dream you saw earlier today keeps on replaying in your brain as you keep zoning out, wondering if he got married or not. 

Did he really forget you?

Did he really never feel a tad bit for you?

You never once tried to know about him as you were afraid, too afraid. 

What if he got a girlfriend? What if he and Eunji got married? What if he and Sarang got back together? What if they have a cute small family? What if he really has Haneun as his daughter? What if… 

I'm okay as long as I have you in my dreams…

I am nowhere in your street of love but you are everywhere… and I will live with this.

I will live with the memories I have… with the forehead kisses I have…

I just have them… and seeing you moving on will snatch everything away… I don't want that.

Forgive me… but I am selfish for your love.

Be happy… wherever and whoever you are with,

"Jeon Jungkook," you chuckle half-heartedly, tears pooling in your eyes. 

He was really one… one of the people. 

Only if he held your hand for once… your would have fought with all your left will. 

But there was no point in fighting… y/n was dead long ago. 

"There she is…" Mark points at the door of your room while Jungkook gulped dryly, starting at the wooden piece.

He is so close to you… again.

But does he deserve to see you? Does he deserve to see your holiness after what his actions brought for you?

It doesn't matter… he needed you. He needed to see you. He would die otherwise… he needed to see you breathe normally again, you were his sunshine, his moon…

He dragged his feet, his mouth gasping for air. He knew, he knew he would die with shame by seeing you hurt but he needed to see you. 

As he reached by the door, his gaze shifted to the doorknob and with trembling hands, he latched on the knob. 

Just pull a little strength and open it…

His eyes travel upwards as his vision pierces through the glass and reaches the bed inside the room. Your crossed legs were the first thing to catch his attention.

Still the same… 

As he gathered up the courage, he bit onto his lips harshly to prevent any whimper from leaving his mouth when he sees you. He knows he will lose his breath again and his heart would explode by beating fast in the chest.

You are his sweetest nightmare while he was your worst dream...

There you were. Lost in your thoughts. Your weak gaze stared at the ceiling mindlessly. Your once shining eyes were covered with dark circles… he was the reason behind that lost shine. Your dark, wounded lips spoke so many miseries without speaking. He heard each of them… he heard how much you were exhausted, how much you've beared, how much you wanted to rest and feel the love. Your weak body needed support and care, more of anything love.

But he knew you will probably want to live like this instead of wishing for his love…

But what he can do!! He tried, tried hard to forget you and let you live alone… but instead he got erased, his existence got wiped out… you were too much in his life, in him, by him. 

He was incomplete without you… and he'll stay incomplete without you… he has nowhere to go except your embrace…

And oh, what destiny God wrote for him… he will never get complete, he'll never feel your embrace, your warmth, your love, your hold...

His sweaty palms caressed your face through the glass as muffled son escapes his edges. Beautiful. As always. No one can take away his y/n… away from him. No one. 

Maybe… maybe you'll fall for Taehyung… maybe he'll give you everything but he knows… he has loved you the most.

Please don't hate me… 

I am being selfish… I know…

I am coming inside… forgive me, y/n…

He twists the doorknob as he pushes the wooden thing inside a little, his step meeting the floor as he foots inside the room.

"Oh, Mark! I see you are here already… how's she? Did she eat anything? Where's the doctor? Did she take meds? Where's she?" Taehyung's low, a half-hearted voice echoes down the hallway. 

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Twists! Twists! Twists!

So many twists!! Right?

Hate me after this... I don't mind😭😭