Day 39

I stayed home since I wasn't in the mood for working and I'm totally in debt to Mirajane for taking over my job.

I wonder why she is so kind...

Anyway, I thought of messaging Jellal but I didn't because I had this feeling that he won't reply to me today as well.

Maybe he got fed up of me?

Or maybe he's ignoring me because he is scared of falling in love with me! You know, like in the movies...

No?

His feelings are such a mystery to me, so are his thoughts.

I can't even read his face, I can't tell what he wants or what he wants to say.

Does his happen in true love?

I'm staring to doubt myself if my love for him is really true or not...maybe I just admire him, maybe I just like him like I like Usui Takumi.

But my heart yearns for him.

I could keep staring at him for hours without blinking.I could keep talking about him and my mouth won't run dry.I could keep hearing his voice and not get annoyed by it.

I could spend my whole life with him and not let go of him.