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   I breathed in an unfamiliar air of morning aura. I opened my eyes, adjusting to my environments, focusing on the handsome angel next to me. He had slept in his red hoodie, buried in the blanket, which made him a cute sight to watch. Did I deserve him? His fingers started moving slowly, indicating that he was waking up. He sighed and looked at me. Oh, thank God I wasn't dreaming. I thought you'd have left. He said in his sleepy voice. Good morning. I said, giving him a kiss on the cheek. He grabbed me in his embrace, warming my body. We lied there, cuddling for quite some time. How did you sleep? He asked, placing his head on my shoulder. Great. I told him, still enjoying the cuddling. Of course I had told my parents I'd sleep at Irene's, cause in no hell way, would they let me sleep at Jaehyun's. Hungry? I asked him, inspired to make some rich breakfast. With anything that was in the kitchen. Actually, I am. He smirked, turning me around to kiss me. I buried myself in his chest, giggling. Thank you for last night. I told him meaningfully. For what? He said, putting some trace of hair behind my ear. For not pushing me. I hesitantly told him. Babe, you did amazing. It was simple, but hot. He said, kissing my nose. I'm ready whenever you're ready. Said no boy ever, but paradoxically he did.

   Why do you have to go? He complained, as he parked a block away from my house. Cause, my parents won't let me go out as frequently as I am right now If I don't obey to some rules. I complained back, not wanting to part ways. I'll miss you. Jaehyun said, kissing my cheek. Thank you for this lovely weekend. I added, holding onto his kiss. Talk to you later. I said, getting out of the car.

  I walked home, pretending I was coming back from Irene's house. I heard voices from the inside, but no one had informed me about guests invited. I opened the door and entered the living room, seeing my father and his beloved friend Clarke. Good morning, young lady. How was your night? My dad said, standing up to welcome me. Hello. I'm good. It was fun. I lied, my eyes locked on his friend. It felt like he was touching me with his eyes only. A nightmare, right into my house. Why was he here? Clarke is staying over for a couple of days as he's doing some business meetings in our city. Won't you greet him? My father said, but thankfully a call from Mark saved me from the worse.

  What are you drawing there sweetie? Mr. Clarke asked, while I was oil painting for my grandmother. A garden with beautiful flowers. Just like my granny's. I told him, innocently. Aw, aren't they beautiful. He said, caressing my hair. Would you draw something for your friend, Clarke? He said, sitting next to me, his hand caressing now my back. What would you like Mr. Clarke? I asked innocently. Whatever you like. He said, his hands caressing now my buttcheeks. I felt his fingers squeezing my down area, making me feel uncomfortable. Let go of me! I screamed, my mother entering the room frightened. What happened? She asked, Mr. Clarke looking all innocent. Oh, nothing. We were playing a game and she lost. He fake laughed, while I held all the anger in my watery eyes. Come on, Clarke. John needs your help at the barbecue. My mother said, leaving me alone in the room. Alone and frightened. Innocent and frightened.

  Mark wouldn't stop talking about math, while my mind was lost. Lost and frightened. Y/N? Are you listening? Oh! I know... You're daydreaming of Jaehyun. Yahh!! He joked, but I was in no mood for jokes. If only I had Jaehyun on my mind, rather than this bastard. He was the one who had scared me for life. But then, Jaehyun proved my fear wrong. He made me feel safe. Look, Mark. I'm really tired. Can we talk tomorrow? Like, at school? I sounded nervous. Yeah, sure. But is everything alright? He asked and damn it, I wanted to tell him everything. I needed to tell someone at that very moment cause I was in my own house. Under the same roof with that monster and I couldn't escape. Yes, it's all good. I just have studying to do... I lied, dialing off. Right after hanging up with  Mark, my phone vibrated again.

Already missing you - Jaehyun.

I instantly smiled, but that smile faded away the moment my mother shouted dinner was ready.

I miss you too, idiot. Sent

I played it tired and sick and stayed in my room for the rest of the day.

  My midnight thirst had to drag me downstairs to the kitchen. Clarke was sleeping in the guest room across the kitchen, so I tried to stay all silent to not catch his attention. My stupidity though couldn't keep any noise unoccured. As if I had predicted it, I saw the door knob being pulled down and I felt fright getting a hold of my body. I tried running upstairs, but his monstrous hand grabbed me while his other one covered my mouth, helpless of screaming out for help. He dragged me in the guest room, locking up the door. Well, well. Long time no see, beautiful lady. I was waiting for that day to come where I'd see you all grown up and mature enough to give in to me. He said, his fingers caressing my jawline. I spitted on his face trying to get away. He pushed me on the door and I felt his hands pulling down his boxers, feeling his hard cock on my behind. I cried, but his filthy hand covered my mouth, incapable of moving. His other hand made each way to my inner thighs. I felt all the anger of the past twelve years gathering up. I bit his hand and pushed him away, thankfully grabbing the key he'd left on the night stand and escaping to my room.

  I woke up all sweaty from that horrible nightmare. I checked the time and it was a quarter past four. I was damn thirsty, but I wouldn't dare to relive the dream, in reality. Surprisingly, my phone screen shone in the dark room, wondering who could it be. My face enlightened in the message I had received some minutes ago.

I can't sleep. I hope you're sleeping, though. - Jaehyun

Actually, I just woke up to drink some water. Sent.

Go back to sleep 😴🔙❤️ - Jaehyun

I will. Good night ❤️I wish you were here. Sent

I sent it and I truly meant it.