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By that evening I started to think Zacky and Meghan weren't going show up. I looked at the time and noticed they only had a couple hours left before visiting hours were over.

"Babe?"

"Hmm?" I looked up from holding Nyla in my arms.

There stood Matt and Zacky along with Meghan, who didn't look pleased to be there.

"Yay, you came." I beamed, "Babe, take Nyla."

"Okay."

Matt came over and gently took Nyla from my arms then I looked at Zacky and waved him over.

"Come over here." I held my arms out.

He walked over and I pulled him into a hug, "Thank you for coming, and bringing Meghan." I whispered in his ear.

"You're welcome." He whispered back.

I kissed his cheek and broke away from the hug.

"Are you doped up or something? Because first you're biting his head off yesterday then now you are hugging and kissing his cheek like nothing happened." Meghan rolled her eyes.

"Meghan, chill." Zacky hissed quietly, "I told you, we talked it out earlier on the phone."

"I may be doped up for the pain but I'm not loopy from the medicine Meghan. Anyways." I motioned her closer but she didn't budge from where she was standing, "I asked Zack to bring you, I figured you might feel better coming here than the house."

"Yeah well I can't forget how you went off on us as easily as he can."

"And I'm not asking you to forget but maybe forgive. I do want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for freaking out the way I did. It was wrong of me to do that. I just didn't want him to do anything he regretted and I didn't want you to take advantage of him being vulnerable, emotionally anyways. So please, forgive me, I promise from here on out I'll support what you two have between you. Rather it's just friends or something more, it doesn't matter, I'll be the supportive friend, that you both deserve. So can you please do that? Can you please forgive me?" I begged as I folded my hands and rest them under my chin.

Meghan looked around and noticed the three of us were looking at her, waiting for her answer.

She took a deep breath and nodded, "Okay, I forgive you."

"Yay, thank you." I clapped softly and held my arms out, "Now we've got to make it official and hug."

"Okay okay." She smiled, coming over to me and we hugged it out.

"Now just think." I said as we broke the hug, "If you two do fall in love, you and me will have something in common."

"And what would that be?"

"Actually be a couple of things. Loving one of the guys from the same band and the studio, it'd be where we both met the person we fell in love with." I grinned at her.

"You made that sound like you two love the same guy." Zacky laughed.

"Hey, I didn't mean it like that." I laughed with him.

"I knew what she meant though." Meghan shrugged as she smiled at Zacky.

And I could tell, just by the way they looked at each other and the fact neither one of them denied anything when I threw out the love word that them two had feelings for each other. I just hope that Zacky's not jumping into anything too soon and that they both are happy with whatever happens between them.

"So what are my adorable niece and nephew's names?" Zacky asked a he leaned over the cribs, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Kingsley and Nyla James Sanders." Matt answered.

"Wait, they both have the middle name of James?" Meghan questioned.

"They do." I nodded, "After our friend, Jimmy that passed away years ago."

"Awe that's so sweet. And it's cool that they also share your middle name Zack."

"Oh my, that's true. When we thought of those names, I never thought about that." I smirked, I almost forgot his middle name was also James.

"So, usually, I thought, twins ran in the family. You're not a twin, was either one of your parents?" Zack questioned.

I shook my head, "Nope, but I talked to my mom about that. My grandma, her mom, was a twin. So it must have skipped a generation apparently. And when I first found out I was having twins, I was scared shitless about it, once it finally sunk in that we're having two babies at once anyways. But Matt here assured me that we'll be just fine." I grinned at him.

"And just think, you two have something in common with your aunt Michelle, she's a twin too." Zacky smiled down at the babies.

"She's got a twin too?" Meghan asked.

"Yup, her name is Valary but we all call her Val." Matt nodded.

"So cool, so now there's two sets of twins in this family you guys have. Can I hold one of them?"

"Of course you can!" I beamed, then motioned to the bottle of hand sanitizer, "Just before you do, please use some of that sanitizer because their immune system isn't fully developed yet."

"Of course." She nodded and squirted some into her hands and rubbed it in, "Is it because they were born early?" She asked as she picked up Kingsley carefully.

"Partially, but it's a common thing for all newborns regardless of when they were born. Before they were born, they had help to fight off germs and bacteria but out here they don't have that type of help." I smiled with a shrug.

I only knew about any of that because of the books I've been reading and because of the doctors and nurses telling me about all that.

"So are you breast feeding?" Meghan smirked.

"Meghan, that's a little personal don't you think?" Zacky snickered.

I couldn't help but giggle as I shook my head, "It's okay Zack. And no, that would be too complicated to do that with both of them."

"Makes sense." She then looks at Zack, "And I only asked because as soon as I started holding Kingsley he turned his head around as if he was trying to find something to latch onto." She smirked, sticking her tongue out at him, she then looked back at Kingsley, "Sorry Lil man, you won't get anything out of those." Which caused us all to laugh.

"Here." Matt handed her a pacifier, "Try giving him this. He shouldn't be hungry yet, he just ate not to long ago."

"Awe look at you, going into father mode." Zacky laughed.

"Oh you hush." Matt chuckled as he playfully shoved him. "Why don't you be a good uncle and hold your niece."

"Oh no. Be my luck I'd drop her or something." Zacky shook his head as he held his hands up in defense.

"No you won't Zack. And if anything, sit on the couch and hold her." I motioned to the couch.

"Okay, fine." He smiled.

He put some sanitizer on than sat on the couch and Matt handed her over to him carefully.

"Meghan, sit by him. I want a picture of you both together with the babies."

"Okay." She smiled and did just that so I grabbed the camera and snapped a picture of them. "You two look so cute together holding the babies." I winked at them.

"Yeah well don't get any ideas." Zacky shook his head, "We just started hanging out, it's too soon to thinking about us having any babies." He then looks at Meghan, "Don't take that the wrong way please, I mean we haven't even discussed what we are besides just friends."

Matt then coughed out, "With benefits."

"Non taken, I'm not ready for kids yet anyways." She then looks at Matt, "And what are you talking about?"

We all looked at him confused as to why he did that.

"Oh come on." He chuckled, "When I called you Zack, don't think I didn't hear her giggle and then all of a sudden you had to get off the phone quickly."

"Oh right, I didn't think you heard that." He said nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck.

"Uh yeah I did." Matt smirked.

"Let me get this straight, instead of coming and meeting the newest members of the family, you were busy getting your dick wet?"

I acted like I was mad but I really wasn't. Hell it's pretty much no different than what me and Brian did years ago, we were friends only and slept together.

"Was this before or after you two claimed you're just friends?"

"Uh after." Zacky said slowly then laid Nyla down in the crib, "And why does it matter Jo? It's not like we left your guys house and instantly jumped each other's bones." It had almost sounded like he said Boner instead of bones though.

"Awe Meghan you get a boner too?" I laughed, "Zack I should have known you was into that stuff." I winked at him.

"What? I do not even have a penis!" She exclaimed with a smile, good she could tell I was giving them both a hard time in a joking matter.

"I said bones not boner." Zack rolled his eyes, "I'm so not into that. And anyways I thought you said you were going to be a supportive friend."

"Oh relax I'm only joking, I don't give a shit what you two did or do in your alone time. If you two want to have sex who cares because we all have needs." I shrug with a smile.