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Joella's POV

Once Matt told me when the tour would start I decided to call my father to let him know I wanted to go with them and that we need to find a temporary replacement for me at the studio. 

"Joella, I don't think that's a good idea. You do realize there's usually lots of partying that happens on these tours?" He said after I told him about it all.

"Yeah and? It's not like I've never been around parties before. Plus I'm a grown adult, I can make my own decisions."

"Oh don't I know it. But those adult decisions and partying landed you in the hospital Joella."

Wow so he still doesn't trust me? I guess I don't blame him but I've also given both him and my mom reasons to trust me again.

"I know but-"

"But I don't want you to go down that road again and I know damn well you're mother doesn't either."

"Oh my God I won't." I groaned out, "When are you going to finally trust that I'm done with that. Never going back down that damn road again. I've learned my lesson. I know how to control my urges and honestly I don't even have any for those drugs. I mean yeah I'll smoke some weed or have some edibles but that's it."

"Well the weed isn't bad, you know how I smoke that too."

"Exactly, and the guys knows my history because I've told them. Matt will help me out, I know he will because the other day when hanging out with Jimmy Sullivan, and we had smoked some weed and I'll admit we ate some shrooms which isn't a addictive drug, anyways Matt freaked out, mentioning my recovery. And if you also don't believe I can't keep clean here's more proof. Some coke was found in some of my stuff. I could have snorted it but I didn't, I washed it down the drain. If you don't believe me ask Brian Haner, he was right there dad. He talked me into disposing it myself when I asked him to do it for me."

"Okay." He breathed out.

"Dad, please just trust that I'll be fine okay? Please?" I begged him.

I know I don't need to ask for his permission, I just needed him to agree to find someone to temporarily replace my job at the studio. Because in the end it's his decision on that.

"Okay, okay." He says, "Look if you are set on wanting to go with them we'll have the temp agency send someone over to take your spot until you get back. That will be your responsibility before you go, you understand?"

"Yeah I understand, thank you daddy." I beamed.

"You're welcome sweetheart." He chuckled.

After we was done with our conversation, I was hanging up when I heard someone at my door. So when I opened it, there stood Matt and I just grinned big at him as I let him in.

"Hey baby, why are you so happy." He chuckled as he walked inside

"I just got off the phone with my dad. After much convincing, he's agreed to allow someone to replace me so I can go on this tour." I  beamed as we sat down.

"Why did you need to convince daddy dearest?" He looked at me confused.

"Well you know." I  placed my hands on his shoulders as I moved to where I was straddling him, "Because of my past history. At first he didn't think it was a good idea. Because usually there's a lot of partying and he was afraid I might fall back into the old pattern."

"Seriously? Wow, that's not going to happen." He rests his hands on my  butt, "I won't let that happen." He kisses my collarbone.

"I know that. I told him about how you reacted at Jimmy's and also Brian helping me disposing of the last bit of what was found."

"So he knows about your weed habit? And he don't care?"

"Of course he doesn't. And he has no room to talk. He has one too."

I didn't know if I should be mentioning that but I did anyways. What's the point of hiding it. They'll be the first ones to admit they are old hippies.

"A weed habit?" He asked and I nodded, "Wow, that's pretty cool."

"Mhm." I nodded, "Man, so much to do now. I have to pack and have to contact the temp agency. Then once someone is found I have to show them how things work around there."

"You still have a month to pack and do all of that so don't worry too much about it just yet." He rubs his hand up and down my back.

"Yeah I know. But those things can take time." Just then one of my favorite songs came on. "Woo! I love this song." I beamed, reaching over, grabbing the remote and turning the volume up.

I smiled standing up on my knees as I danced along with the song Crazy Bitch above Matt. Thoughts of the last time I heard it popped into my head, which was with Brian, but I just shook the thoughts of my head as I danced. As Matt watched me dance above him, I noticed him lay his head back to get a better view. So I smirked as I grazed my hips against his, which caused him to hiss with a grin.

"Like that huh?" I smirked at his reaction.

"Mhm." He nods, with the grin still on his face.

I then leaned my face to his where our lips brush against each other, "Good." I moved my face away and continued to give him a lap dance, this time taking my shirt off.

"Nah Ah ah, no touchy." I giggled when he tried to rub his hands over my breasts and backed away from him.

"But we're at your house, those rules shouldn't apply here." He smirked, and playfully smacked my ass when I had turned my back to him to dance.

"Mm okay you're right." I turned my head to grin at him.

"Good." He smacks my ass again but this time on the other cheek. "What would make this better is if these were off." He pulled back on the hem of my shorts and let them lightly pop back against my skin.

"Good idea."

I had realized the door was unlocked so I went over and locked it, then came back over and started dancing again as I slid my shorts down.

"Much better." He kept grinning.

Even though the music changed to another rock song I continued to dance. Taking my bra off I tossed it to him then slowly messed with my panties before sliding them down.

"Someone's getting happy." I smirked as I rubbed my hips against the bulge forming in his pants.

I continued to smile as I faced him to dance. Sliding my hands under his shirt I gently rubbed up his sides, pushing up his shirt with them while also barely running the tip of my tongue up the front of him which caused a grumbled from him. As soon as it was off, I placed kisses all over his chest as I undid his belt and pants.

Grabbing the hem of his bottoms I tugged them down so he lifts his hips, I pulled his boxers and pants down to his ankles. I then grabbed his member, running my tongue up the bottom half before climbing on him.

I had started to kiss his neck but he grabs my face to kiss me. As we were exploring each other's mouths I rubbed myself against him a few times before sliding down on him causing both of us to moan at the feeling.

"Oh God Matt!" I threw my head back as I was bouncing up and down on him. 

He growls out of pleasure as he roughly kneads my breasts as he thrusted his hips upwards.

"Ah yes!"

"Ells, damn." He moaned, feeling my walls tightening up around him.

I slowed my hips after my orgasm then as soon as I felt him twitch and hit his orgasm I collapsed on him trying to catch my breath.

"I swear I have one of the best girlfriends." He chuckled rubbing my back which made me giggle.

"Thanks baby." I smiled at him.

I Figured if I keep him satisfied in this department maybe he won't feel the need to get it somewhere else. But don't get me wrong, I don't start the love making just for that reason, I do it for my own satisfaction too. Sometimes, it's like I can't get enough of him.

As we were kissing, he started getting stiff again so he laid me on my  back, hovering above me and we went another round.