19

Matt's POV

I walked outside to see Brian and Johnny talking. And before they could say anything, I grabbed Brian and slammed him against the wall.

"Woah man! What the fuck?!" Brian coughed out.

"You fucking slept with my girl?! Really?! How could you?! You knew how much I care about her! But yet you still went and stuck your dick where it shouldn't have been! Now how can I trust you or her!"

"Matt, man calm down." Johnny tried to intervene.

"Fuck off Johnny. This is between me and him." I spat out, not even looking his way.

"Look, it just kind of happened. I was comforting her because of you! Because YOU said you didn't want her to be your girlfriend anymore! She was fucking upset over it and next thing I know we're making out and both of us lost control and I'm fucking sorry man!"

"That's your fucking problem, you're always thinking with the wrong head. You're taking advantage of this whole open relationship thing you have with Michelle. How's she going to feel that you went and done something with Joella yet again! Now what am I supposed to do now that the girl I love slept with one of my best friends, yet again." I let him go, slumping in the outside chair, resting my elbows on my knees and put my head in my hands.

How can I trust that they won't keep doing things like that with each other. I don't want that kind of relationship.

"Seriously? You love her?" I heard Johnny speak up, I hadn't realized I had said that I loved her, "Then go up and talk this out with her! Because if you truly mean that then you'll forgive people you love despite what they've done. Yeah Brian and Joella did something they shouldn't have." I noticed him glare at Brian then looked back at me, "But obviously she cares enough about you to be open and honest with you, she could have kept that a secret but she didn't man! She came clean as soon as she could, that should mean a lot right there."

It was silent for a few minutes before I wiped my hands down my face, "You're right, I should go talk to her." I rubbed my palms on my legs then stood up.

"What's that? I didn't hear you." Johnny smirked cupping his hand behind his ear.

"I said you're right fuck, don't push it short shit." He loves to hear when we tell him he's right about something.

"Hey only Jimmy can call me that." He chuckled.

"Yeah yeah." I smacked the air at him then looked at Brian, "I'm sorry for freaking out on you man. And for shoving you against the wall, sorry if it hurt."

"Hey no worries." Brian shook his head, "I deserved it, no hard feelings on my end, if there's none on yours." He held his hand out to me.

I took his hand then we did a bro hug. Despite what happened, he's still one of my best friends.

"Now go talk to your girl." Brian smirked and playfully smacked my ass.

"I'm going, I'm going." I smirked back then walked inside.

When I walked in though, Joella was walking down the stairs. Shit, I can't let her leave not yet.

"You're not leaving are you?"

"I am, what's the point of sticking around here Matt. I'm sure you hate me and I don't blame you." She continued down the stairs.

I took that moment and stood in front of her and blocked her way, "Don't leave. Not yet, not until we talk."

"Why so you can yell at me and tell me how fucked up I am. I already know that." She stepped around me and started to head for the door but I grabbed her arm harder than I intentionally meant to but didn't loosened up my grip.

I didn't want her to walk out before I said what I needed to her.

"Just listen what I fucking have to say first damnit!" I growled out.

"Ow! Fucking let me go, you're hurting me!" She tried jerking her arm away.

When I realized I was hurting her arm by holding it, I instantly threw my hands up, and about that same time she had yelled the guys had stormed in.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to grab so hard." I put my hand softly on hers that was rubbing where I had grabbed. "Will you please listen to me."

"Why the fuck should I after you just hurt my arm!" She started for the door but Brian and Johnny was blocking it, "Excuse me, I'd like to leave."

"Not happening, not until you listen to him, let him say what he needs." Brian crossed his arms.

"You do realize there's a back door." She turned around to head towards it but Johnny took that cue to rush past her and block it. "This is fucking bullshit! You're holding me hostage, you do realize that."

Thank God they're helping me do this by keeping her from leaving. That's one of the things I love about these guys, we'll have each other's backs no matter what.

"Come on, just listen to Matt, then if you still want to go we'll let you." Johnny told her.

"Ugh fine!" She came back over to me, "You have 5 minutes!"

I took that moment to spill everything I wanted, "I'm sorry okay? In these last few days all I've thought about is you, how I feel about you. How I was an asshole towards you and not even letting you explain what I found. Taking off like I did was a coward thing to do. And I was going to come back to talk to you, to straighten it out but to make things worse on me, my car wouldn't start. Then yes it upset me when I found out what you and Brian did together but I've realized, you were right, by me saying I didn't want a girlfriend who was into hard drugs and walking out, that's basically breaking up with someone. But I don't want us to be broken up because I've realized something these last few days."

"Besides you being an asshole? What?" She crossed her arms.

"I already knew that." I couldn't help but chuckle then got serious, "I just hope you love this asshole, like he loves you."

She let her arms drop as she choked out, "You, you love me?"

"I do Ells, I love you." I smiled as I threw my arms out and then let them drop to my side. "And I'm sorry if it seems like it's too soon but I can't-"

I didn't get to finish my sentence because she had grabbed my shirt and kissed me passionately. Smiling into the kiss I placed my hands on her lower back.

"I love you too." She smiled, placing her forehead on mine, "I'll be honest, I've loved something about you before I officially met you that day in the studio. I've uh, I've actually been a fan of the band for a while I had just felt like messing with you that day. Just like what you were doing, pushing my buttons to see my reactions, I'll admit it finally, but I was pretty much doing the same with you. That's what made me fall in love more with you, because despite me being a bitch to you, you still wanted me."

"I kinda figured when the other day at your place, I seen the bands memorabilia stuff." I smirked then we started kissing again.

"I'm glad you two finally got all of that cleared up. How about me and Johnny boy clear out and let you two continue this." Brian waved his hand in a circle, "In private, without an audience."

With that him and Johnny left the cabin. That means if they leave, we'll be stranded up here because of my car but I'm just fine with that since Joella is here with me.