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raelyn it's billies birthday today and i'm currently trying to get my shit together.

i've been stressing on what to get her.

this bitch has everything! i can't get her new shoes. i can't get her more jewelry because she told me not too. i can maybe get her a hoodie just so i can steal it later...

wait thats a good idea

i can't get her food because i asked and she told me she didn't want that. i said taco bell as her birthday present and she still didn't want it either!

i don't know what to get her!

i don't know what she wants. like do i just get her a birthday cake? she's not doing anything though. billie didnt want to do a party. she just told me to let her come over after she's down doing something with her parents and friends.

billie just wanted to spend time with me like she said earlier.

"today's your little friends birthday right?" mom asked me when she walked into my room.

"she has a name" i giggled. "and yeah why?"

"does she like designer stuff" mom held up a bag. "i got her something"

"mom!" i gasped. "what the-"

"what?" she made a face. "does she not?"

"no, she loves it" i shook my head quickly. "but you- why did you do that?"

"well she's your friend" she shrugged. "and i always give your friends stuff for their birthday"

"what is it though?" i asked her.

"oh, it some brand i saw that you teens usually like" mom told me and showed me inside the bag. "i can't remember what it was called but it has a shark mouth on it. i thought it was cool cause of the colors and it reminded me of her hair and because i saw you two watching that show"

mom pulled out a rick and morty sprayground backpack out of the bag.

i can see why it reminded her of billie.

i found it cute that she was thinking about her when she was shopping though.

"do you like billie?" i let out a small chuckle.

"yeah" mom nodded while setting the bag down on my chair. "more than that savannah bitch you were with a couple months ago"

"let's not speak of that name here" i covered bubbas and zeus' ears. "plus we weren't even together"

"yeah right" she snorted. "are you and your little friend dating?"

"billie" i told her while shaking my head. "no we're not"

"what?" mom made a face. "i thought you two were like... a thing"

"we're not" i chuckled.

"so you're just really good friends?" she asked. "even though you like her?"

"yeah, i guess you can say that" i shrugged.

"whatever" mom waved her wrist. "give this to your little friend if she comes over"

"why do you keep saying that?" i laughed. "your little friend"

"you guys are friends" mom shrugged and walked out my room.

damn

i stayed in my room for a bit while on a facetime call with maeve and tycee. we were just talking about random things and showing off our dogs.

i then went to the mall with maddy and her friends.

i ended up buying billie an expensive ass designer hoodie that she is gonna like. if she doesn't then i'm gonna steal it and keep it for myself.

i was thinking of buying one i know she won't like on purpose so i can take it, but then i was just like no never mind.

she deserves something good so i got it.

even if she told me not to get her anything, i got it, fuck her. i also made a goodie bag with her favorite snacks in it.

billie BETTER like it

the drive back home with maddys friends was scary as fuck.

one of her friend drives like we all have nine lives and hits curbs every damn turn she takes. plus she's like eating and on her phone while she is driving.

so i'm just in the back holding on for my dear life.

i'm too young to die tf

she also ran like three red lights and i'm surprised she hasn't gotten pulled over once.

maddys friend dropped us off and left.

i put the stuff i got for billie inside the backpack my mom got her to save space inside the bag it came in. i set it on my chair and sent billie a text to come over whenever she wants.

idiot <3: if i come ther and i see that u got me something i'm gonna leave

me: why 😐

idiot <3: bc i told u not too i don't want anything from you tbhjust your companyyy

me: smd 🖕

idiot <3: it's my birthday shut up 😕

me: just cuz it's ur bday doesn't mean i have to be nice u shut up 🙄

idiot <3: ur mean 😒

me: shut up and come over

billie sent me her last final text saying she was on her way. i told her the door was unlocked so she can just walk in and come straight to my room.

after a few minutes, i hear a knock at my door and see billie come in.

"happy birthday!" i ran up to her and engulfed her in a hug. "happy birthday, happy birthday!"

"thank you" billie chuckled while pulling away and looking at me. "can i maybe get a kiss?"

"fine" i playfully rolled my eyes. "just cause today's your birthday"

billie pursed her lips out and i leaned in to peck them.

"there" i said while turning around and getting back on my bed. "look behind you though"

"why?" she turned around and loudly gasped. "mckayyy!"

"what?" i let out a giggle and stared at her.

"i told you not to get me anything!" billie pouted while she opened the bag and first took the backpack out. "dammit raelyn!"

"that one wasn't me" i chuckled while holding my hands up. "my mom got it for you"

"oh, your mom got this for me?" she smirked. "that's even better"

"stop that" i threw a pillow at her. "open the bag though"

"hold on" billie told me while spinning it around. "how does she know i like rick and morty?"

"remember when we were watching it in the living room one time" i told her and she nodded. "yeah that's why"

billie zipped open the bag and threw her head back.

"i told you not to get me anything!" she pouted while holding up the hoodie. "what don't you understand about that rae!"

"just say thank you and accept your damn gifts!" i made a face. "but why don't you want anything?"

"i just dont" she shrugged while putting the hoodie down and walked towards me. "i almost have everything i want though, there's just something missing"

"what is it?" i asked her. "i don't know what you want cause you basically have everything. do you need more of my hoodies? more of my shirts? do you want bubba?"

"nope" billie shook her head and tilted my chin up. "i don't want that"

"oh i know what you want" i smiled while wrapping my arms around her waist and resting my chin on her stomach.

"what?" she looked down at me and giggled. "do you know?"

"sex" i smirked and her face kinda dropped.

"i- that's not what i meant" billie sighed.

"then what is it?" i tilted my head.

"i want uh- i want to have drunk messy sex" she stuttered out. "yeah that..."

"are you being for real?" i raised a brow up.

"mhm" billie nodded. "let's see how we get"

"bet" i smirked while sitting up. "let's go to the bar"

i grabbed billies hand and dragged her behind me to the bar by the kitchen and living room. my mom isn't home so there's nothing to worry about.

plus she doesn't even care if i drink or not.

she just tells me to be responsible and make sure i don't end up dying or some shit. like if i ask her to get my nipples pierced or a tattoo, she'll say yes.

i made billie sit down while i went behind the bar pretending to be a bartender.

"i got a lot of options" i pulled out a few bottles. "what do you want first?"

"mmm" billie eyes scanned the bottles and pointed. "that one"

i got the 818 bottle my mom got and grabbed two shot glasses. i poured the tequila in them and slid it to billie.

we started taking multiple shots and then i went to youtube to make some weird drink mix that tasted like ass.

after who knows how many shots each we took, we're stumbling and giggling on our way to my room.

"i'm excited for this" i bit my lip when i closed and locked the door.

the second billie hit my bed, she just laid there motionless.

"billie" i nudged her. "are you- did you fall asleep?"

"let's just cuddle" she mumbled while pulling me down. "i'm tired"

i let out a sigh and laid next to her.

billie scooted closer to me and laid her head on my chest. "you don't wanna fuck?" i asked her again.

"no" billie mumbled while shaking her head. "sleep"

i was actually excited to have drunk messy sex, but this bitch got tired and fell asleep.

damn

"fine" i huffed while pulling my blanket on top of us. "happy birthday though"

"thank you" she smiled against my neck. "go to sleep"

"shut up" i giggled. "i guess we're gonna sleep"

"yeah shut up" billie mumbled.

sleepy billie is kinda cute... mean but cute lol