Chapter 12

A few days later ~~

I'm staying at Joe's for a few days. Something has happened. Something bad! Well not bad but still bad. Remember that photo I was on about before? Well guess what? Joe's only gone and bloody hit 8 million hasn't he? Too bloody right he has. Not only has he promised to show that photo but also clips of us all. I'm sat in his bedroom. He's adjusting the camera ready for the video. Zoe is twiddling her thumbs nervously. I'm glaring at Joe. If looks could kill.... he'd be gone in a matter of seconds. He turns around and laughs at my raging face."You look hilarious!""Yeah well you look stupid but I don't make remarks!" I say.Zoe and joe laugh and he pretends to hit me around the head."Bloody cheek!" He says but he's laughing whilst saying it. Then he presses record on his button."Hello everyone! Welcome to another sugg Sunday special!"It's saturday! But we're filming for tomorrow. I smile and wave at the camera."As you can see, I'm joined by my gorgeous cousin Jess, and my sister Zoella 28390 !"We laugh. "So a long long time ago, I said that if I hit 8 million subscribers, I would show you some pictures and videos of us when jess was only little. And we've only blooming gone and done it. First of all, I'd like to say a huge thank...."

A few hours later ~~I think I've been cringed out so much that all I want to do is go to sleep. That video is the worst thing ever. I hate it I hate it I hate it. It's so embarrassing. A lot of people will watch that video. I feel very anxious when it comes around 9 o'clock. Joe sees my face."Are you really worried?" I nod."I won't post it if you don't want."I feel a bit mean. If he doesn't post, then he won't have anything to post. And he tried so hard. I shake my head."You don't have to do that!"Then there's a knock at the door and Joe goes to get it. He comes back with a big box of pizza."Guess who has pizza!" He songs in an opera voice."Oli white?" I say. We both laugh. Zoe's in bed. She felt really ill after we finished filming, probably because of how cringy I was! But seriously she felt really drained and sick and went to bed. After we finish our pizza, joe goes to film a yarn video. I creep upstairs.Zoe is laying on the bed in the room she is sleeping in. She looks so tired yet she isn't asleep. She has a cold flannel pressed on her head. She is staring at the ceiling, tracing the lines in her palms. She looks worried about something."Are you worried about the video too?" I ask.She looks at me, confused for a second. Then she realises. "No... and it's daft to be worried about that! It'll be great!" "Then... what is it you're worried about?""Hmmm? Oh nothing." She mumbles.She's the one being daft now. Does she think I'm dumb? She knows that I know there's something wrong but she stays silent so I walk out.Ooh I wonder what Zoe is worried about! I can finally follow people again, so if you could please follow me, then I'll make sure to follow back. It would mean a lot <3Sorry no Max and Harvey in this. But they're back in the next chapter. And better than ever! Thanks for reading. Don't forget to vote - J xx