C20

Years passed, Gawin and Joss both finally graduated with first class. Gawin choose to find a job but Joss is still unsure what he wants to do after.

"It's ok. U got lots of time to think." Gawin sits down next to Joss on Joss's bed.

"Um." Joss smiles at Gawin. "By the way, should we go somewhere for a vacation?"

"Vacation?"

"Yep, after few days u will also be busy with ur job hunt so before that let's spend some time together somewhere far from here just us two."

"Ok, just us." Gawin smiles and lean down on Joss's shoulder.

"Where should we go?" Joss interwhines his fingers with Gawin's.

"How about the mountains?"

"Mountains?"

"Why? U don't want to?"

"No it's just I thought u would say the sea."

"Why?"

"I don't know. It just come to my mind. Maybe it's because ur parents work by the sea."

"That's why I said the mountain. At the sea there will be a sense a familiarity but at the mountain there will be none and we can do anything we want there."

"Anything we want?" Joss smirk. Gawin also knows this even though he's leaning on his shoulder he can sense his man.

"What are u thinking about?" Gawin distance himself away from Joss.

"What? I didn't even say anything."

"Stop ur perverted thoughts."

"Hahaha... I won't even touch u if u don't want me to so don't worry. U are safe with me. I'm here to protect u not to hurt u." Joss said sitting still at his position.

"I know but still there's something I'm curious of." Gawin comes closer towards Joss.

"What?" Joss lift one of his eyebrows.

"We have been dating for over 3 years now and never not even once have u ask to have sex with me. Why is that? Are u hesitating because I'm a man?"

"What are u talking about? I'm dying everyday to touch u, to feel ur skin against mine but it's just u know I don't want to pressure u with those kinds of things."

"Why would I feel pressured?"

"U know, we both have never dated a man before so I thought u won't be comfortable doing those things with me so I chose to give u some time."

"U didn't even ask me and how do u know that I'm uncomfortable doing those things?"

"That time when I tried to lift ur shirt, u didn't let me and the other time when I tried to put my hand under ur shirt u stop my hand so I thought maybe u aren't comfortable enough to do it with me."

"Dummy!" Gawin slaps lightly on Joss's arm. "That was because u did that in the changing room and the other time u did that with cold hands. U know that I hate cold."

"Really?"

"Um."

"Then what about that one time when we were taking a shower after playing basketball?"

"Are u crazy!? That was the college's shower room. Our team was all taking a shower in the other room and how do u expect me to let u huh? How come u are so delusional and that too in negative things?"

"Hahaha..... so that's how it is. I thought maybe u are not willing to do it."

"Jerk. I'm going back home." Gawin gets up and rush to the door.

"Hey wait! G wait for me baby." Joss hurry after him. "Wait let me drop u."

"Hurry up then u pervert!" Gawin replies.

Back at Gawin's home:

"Mom, dad I'm back." Gawin walks inside the house. His parents were sitting on the sofa watching the news.

"Oh u are back son." Gawin goes and sits on the sofa besides them. They scoop over making a spot for him.

"What are u guys watching? News?"

"Um, by the way, how is Joss?"

"He's ok."

"That's great. Be there for him son. Don't turn him down as much as u can. Remember a friend in need is a friend indeed." His father replies.

"Well years had passed so he's kinda ok now."

"But the scar will remain dear. Losing a mother is so deep a pain that it's almost impossible to heal completely." His mother replies.

Gawin just sigh and nods as a don't worry to his parents. They keep their relationship a secret from everyone except Joss's sister. Gawin asked Joss to do so and Joss also didn't deny it as long as his G wants it he's fine with anything. As long as he's by his side, whether other people knows about them or not doesn't matter much to him. For Gawin it's because he's scared that their relationship might tarnish Joss's name if publicise so he choose to keep it a secret.

Joss and him decided the place for their vacation. Joss already booked a hotel at their destination. Both of them packed their things they will need their. Joss picks Gawin up from his home and both of them hits the road. They could take a flight but choose to travel by road instead cause that way they will also get to enjoy a long ride there. After a long day of driving, they reach at the destination.

"Finally, we are here!" Joss exclaimed all excited.

"The road was so damn long but I enjoyed it." Gawin stretched.

Both get out of the car and heads towards their hotel to check in. After checking in they head for their room. The hotel room is dimly lit, floor is of wood and the setting of the room makes it very aesthetic. It is just their style.

"Woah, the room is even better than the photos."

"Room is great.Shall we go and take a shower to sleep?"

"U not hungry?"

"Oh we haven't eaten anything for the whole day right. Ok let's grab something light to eat."

"Let's go then." Joss keeps the luggage inside their room and both of them heads outside in search of a restaurant. Luckily they found one.

"What would u like to eat?"

"Something light."

"Then..how about soup?"

"Ok."

'Excuse me. Two soups please.'

"The morning view will be great here."

"Um let's watch it tomorrow."

They finish the soup and heads back after paying for it. Inside the room, they both take a shower and sleeps right away. Next morning they woke up a little early to watch the sunrise. They both came to the same restaurant from the night before and watch the sunlight together.

"It's really beautiful."

"Wish I could come here again."

"We will. I'll make sure of it." Joss smiles.

They took a stroll after it and go to some other places. When the sun becomes warmer they head inside to take a nap before heading out again in the evening. They feel like living in their own world only two of them with no one else to bother them.

"It's refreshing." Gawin said taking a sip of his tea. During the day, they went for a small hike so both of them are a little tired.

"It is indeed." Joss also takes a sip from his tea.

"Let's head back inside after dinner."

"Ok."

Gawin calls his parents once a day at night to let them know that he's fine while Joss calls his sister once a while. In other time they switch their phones off and they both wants to enjoy the time without any distractions.

Night time arrives, both of them eats dinner before heading back to their room. Gawin takes a shower first while Joss makes their bed. After Gawin comes out of the bathroom, Joss went inside with a towel.

After sometime, Joss came out. Gawin was under the blanket reading a book under the warm light. He looks up to see Joss with wet hair and towel around his waist. His body is shining under the light because of the water and strands of hair falls on his face. Gawin's jaw drop at the sight before him, he gulp.

"Anything wrong?" Joss asked completely clueless but Gawin just keeps on staring at him so he calls for him a little louder. "G!?"

"Huh! What?"

"Are u ok? U keep staring at me."

"Oh I'm fine. U didn't wipe ur body?"

"I did why?"

"It looks like u didn't so."

"Oh it might be from the water from my hair."

"Should I give u a towel?"

"Ok."

"Hold on." Gawin heads towards the wardrobe they used to keep their things. While he's searching for the towel, Joss hugs him from behind and sucks on his ear whispering softly.

"U want me...?"

Gawin drops the towel on the floor and remains completely frozen. Joss rest his head on Gawin's shoulder, the water dripping down from his hair makes Gawin's shirt wet. Joss puts his hand under Gawin's shirt and slowly traced against his body line. Gawin slightly leans his body back against Joss, a gasp coming out from his lips.

"G..."

"Hmm.."

"I want u..."

"..."

"Can I?"