12

Getting back everything was quiet and the halls were empty. The only thing heard were each other's footsteps as you walked to your office.

"Well here we are.." She whispered to you as you both stopped at your door. "I had a nice time with you." She smiled.

You smiled back. "So did I." You opened your door and looked out to her. "Good night, Hange."

"Good night, Y/n." They then left going to their room. You closed the door resting your head on it as you looked down to your necklace.

The necklace Hange had gifted you with. You held it in your hands and looked it over. Just looking at it you pictured Hange. You pictured Hanges face looking straight at yours smiling widely.

Their perfect smile that smiled at you. You then thought about their lips. Their soft lips that you wanted more than anything to feel once again. You touched your lips just thinking about it as you closed your eyes imagining the feeling.

But why were you thinking about them in such a way? You were over them weren't you? But you knew for a fact you weren't. You wantedto see them again tonight. At least one last time. You needed to see them again.

You went to your desk quickly writing a note then folding it up heading out the door. You rushed quietly all the way to their door.

You knocked gently as your heart raced. You heard footsteps come closer to the door as it opened revealing their face. They were already in their night clothes. Their glasses were on their hand as they had a sketch book under their arm ready to start sketching.

"Hi." You said in a whisper as you smiled holding the folded paper in your hands.

"Hi.." They said moving to let you in. You walked in as they shut the door.

"Here." You said holding it out to them and they looked at it.

"Don't read it yet. Just wait until I've left." You say quickly as they take it.

"Okay." They say as they look at you curious on what all of this is.

As you both stand awkwardly staring at each other you decide it's time to leave and head out.

Right away you go to the place that you had planned on going to, that you haven't visited in years.

-

You climb up to the top of the roof while holding a blanket in your arm. You look up at the night sky and sigh as you feel the cool breeze of the air on your s/c skin. You missed the days you would go on the roof tops with Hange when you were both just scouts. The memories you both shared.

You then placed your blanket down laying on top of it as you looked up at the sky. You looked out at the stars trying to find the different types of constellations and a certain star...

.....

"Look Y/n! You see it!" Yelled out Hange to you as you smiled up to the sky as she pointed out all the different types of stars. "That's the big dipper!"

"I see it!" You say as you look back at them and laugh. They smile back at you.

"It's amazing isn't it?" They ask and you smirk replying back. "Not as amazing as you."

They then wrap their arms around you tightly squeezing you that you gasp out laughing. "Hange!" You shout and they let go kissing your forehead.

You smile up at them as you put your hands on both sides of their face admiring them. "But I really did mean it. You're the most amazing thing." You say and they look away back up at the sky. You could tell they were blushing with the moonlight shining right down on them. It was like they were an angel glowing in the moonlight and you were just lucky enough to see it tonight.

"You see that really bright star up there." They point out and you look at them and nod as you see it.

"What's the name of that?" You ask, twirling their hair in your fingers. They look back at you.

"I don't know actually. So, I've decided that it will be our star." You smile widely as they say that, and you look up at it.

"I think that's a good idea." You reply and she places their soft lips on yours sealing them, with nothing but gentleness. You smile into the kiss as you couldn't help but just be happy in this moment.

You both release with smiles and you wrap yourself around them as you get comfortable in the blanket you had brought.

"Y/n, you know we can't sleep up here, right? We could get caught." They say to you as you stuff your face into the crook of their neck.

"I don't care. I just want to be with you, up here. Just for tonight." You say to them as you doze off.

Before you knew it you were already asleep and they couldn't argue with you because they wanted to be up here all night with you as well. But, Hange definitely knew the risk of getting caught.

They carefully got up holding you in their arms firmly as you were wrapped into the blanket. They carefully got down from the roof and thankfully, and surprisingly Levi was at the bottom.

"Levi?" They said to him as he was looking up to Hange with you in their arms.

"I knew you brats would be out here." Is all he said as he helped Hange bring you down carefully.

"Is she asleep?" He asked as you both finally got down. They nodded.

They then quietly went over to the room you both shared and opened the door, carefully placing you on the bed.

You stayed asleep as you just turned into a comfortable position. Hange smiled down at you in awe.

"Good night my love." They said placing a kiss on your head and blowing the candle in your room out.

.....

You now laid out the blanket resting your eyes as you heard footsteps coming closer to you. You opened your eyes, and standing above you was Hange.

"I read your note to meet you here. I was afraid you fell asleep." They said sitting down next to you as you sat up.

"I would never." You say as you look up at the stars. There is a silence between you two but it wasn't weird. It was comforting. Their presence alone was just comforting to you.

You looked down to your bare hand as Hange slowly took yours holding it in theirs.

"This brings me back." They say and look over to you. You nod agreeing. The amount of memories that came to you. The memories you made with them. There was just so many.

You felt tears fall down your face and quickly wiped them away. You didn't want to ruin this. You didn't want to be upset in front of them. But of course they noticed quickly.

"What's wrong Y/n?" Hange asked as they looked at you with concern. She held your hand tighter and you could tell it was a sign to show you that she was here and that she was listening to anything you had to say.

You took a deep breath as it took you a while to even form the words of how you were feeling.

"I just wish we could go back Hange. I missed you so much. It hurts." You say and you immediately sob uncontrollably as they take your head placing it on their shoulder, wrapping their arms around you.

"I know, Y/n." They say. You can tell from their voice they are sad as well and you can't help but feel guilty from ruining the moment.

You back away from their hug. "I'm sorry. I don't know-"

"Please, don't be sorry Y/n." They say cutting you off. They wipe away the rest of your tears as they are now holding your face with both of their hands.

"Can I tell you something?" They whisper to you. You nod and they smile as they can't help but find you so cute.

"I still love you Y/n, I always have." They say and your eyes widen. More tears well up in your eyes when you thought you were finally done crying. You can't help but feel so emotional and shocked by all this. Hange still loved you. You felt so happy and sad and just so many emotions. Your heart had felt broken for so long and just like that it felt as if it was just mended together.

You opened your mouth to speak but couldn't even say a thing. Hange just laughed at you as they kept wiping away your tears that fell down your face.

"You don't have to say a thing Y/n." They say, slowly coming closer to your face placing their lips on yours. You close your eyes as you move into the kiss wrapping your arms around their neck.

You missed their lips and the feeling of kissing them. You selfishly kissed them, as if you would never get a chance like this to kiss them again.

You both let go, as you were both all flustered from sharing that kiss for so long. They smiled at you and you smiled back.

"I forgot how much I loved kissing you." They say and you laugh.

"So did I.." You replied shyly. "I think we should do it again." They nodded agreeing as they moved closer to you kissing you once again.

The rest of the night you both made out on top of the roof, as if you were making up for all those years you weren't together.