Before the party

(Curse warning, very, very slight blood)I wake up to the sight of my carpet floor in my living room. Then I remember that I fell asleep on the floor out here and not in my room. I slowly stand up and head to my room, getting ready. Then to the bathroom and after I am done, I look in the mirror. I look pale and have heavy eye bags, slight blood on my lips. So I wiped it away and walked out. I couldn’t fix that I looked terrible, why was I even going to the party?They weren’t forcing me to but I think it is because I have been lonely. Thinking about seeing the others helped a bit. Which reminded me that I accidentally called Sanemi last night and spilled a few things to him. I looked at my phone and saw three missed calls and a few missed texts. I decided to check the texts, even though I knew they were from Sanemi.Texts:Sanemi: What the fuck? What sickness!?

    Sanemi: Also sickness is getting worse!??? I knew it wasn’t some stupid cold. You better answer back or I will fuck you up!

Sanemi: Stupid bitch.

Just great, I wasn’t looking forward to the party even more now. Plus today was the party so I had to mentally prepare myself. Today was going to be terrible, extremely terrible. So I headed out and went to get some drinks that I will bring to the party. Just some two liters of soda, not alcohol. Then I got into my car and checked the time, one thirty six pm. I also had a text from Tanjiro, probably about the party.Texts:Tanjiro: The party starts at six and ends whenever, we are just going to have fun! But you can come sooner to help out.

Me: I bought some soda for the party.

Tanjiro: Okay great! See you later!

I slightly smiled at my phone, I was going to be helpful. My smile quickly faded as I drove home thinking about seeing Sanemi. I had nothing against Sanemi, but he seemed to hate me and now he knew I was sick. If I wasn’t in this situation, I would be happy to see him. I had a crush on the guy for the longest time. I wouldn’t admit that to anyone though, because everyone thought I was straight and liked Shinobu. I didn’t like her though, I was gay. Some of the others had guessed that I liked men once but I was able to brush it off. It is not like I was trying to hide it, I just didn’t know if I was ready to come out yet. Only two people really thought I was gay and that was Muichiro and Sanemi. Muichiro forgot though, he had a bit of a memory problem. Sanemi on the other hand doesn’t, so I think he might still suspect me. Sanemi thought I was gay because I have looked at guys the same way his brother has. I just shrugged it off. I made it back home and brought the soda in and put it in the fridge. Another coughing fit soon occurred. Everytime that happens I get so tired, it is exhausting. Soon though I started wheezing, it took a while for me to calm down and be able to stop.Then I turned on the TV and watched some news, for time to go by and to wash out the silence. To also help me get my mind off of things. I didn’t like what I was seeing on the news so I changed the channel to some wildlife channel. It was better to watch and way more entertaining. I watched the show until it was time to go, so I then turned off the TV and grabbed the drinks. It was going to be a long night…