part 19: oh no

(mild language warning)"no no no no no i can't be pregnant""i just think you should take a test""no codel you don't get it i CAN'T be pregnant""why not""what do you mean why not?? i'm not ready to have a child! and me and seonghwa aren't married or anything and i don't think we're going to get married soon. he's an idol! he can't have a baby! and i sure as hell can't raise one on my own""first of all, calm your shit. we can figure this out. besides, you don't even know if you're pregnant or not. it could be literally anything else""i shouldn't have let him do that. what was i even thinking! i should've take plan b or something at least""y/n.""how am i going to tell him? he'll probably break up with me. i won't blame him, honestly""y/n!""what???""look at me."y/n looked. "you don't know that you're pregnant. it's just one of many possibilities. i know you have regrets, but there's nothing we can do about it now. and no matter what happens, you know i'll be here for you and we'll be able to figure this out but first you need to calm. the fxck. down."she took a deep breath. "ok good. now, you have to tell seonghwa""no i can't""what do you mean you can't""i don't know for sure, and i don't want to stress him out any more. especially because he's on tour right now.""when does he come back?""in a couple of days""do you want me to run to the store and get a pregnancy test? or two to double-check""yes, thank you"codel rushes to the nearest pharmacy, and y/n sat, biting her nails.

after a few minutes, she returned with two pregnancy tests in hand. "let's do this""codel...""what y/n?"y/n paused, deep in thought. "i want to wait, and take it when he comes back.""ok. do you want me to be there when you do?""yes please"and she sunk into codel's arms, filled with dread.