39: I will still love you

Haesoo's POV

Three weeks has passed since that night. He always tease me everytime he bring that topic to our conversation. For another time, my heart beated again for him. I don't know why, I still love him. I still do. My mind is against my heart, he broke my heart, but I want to give him another chance. Since that night, I started to avoid him but he's always everywhere watching me every single second.

What if I should just give him another chance? When you love someone, even if they hurt you, you will still love him/her.

"Thinking so deep?" Jimin entered my office and waved his hands in front of my face. I gave him a little smile that made him to smile too. "I brought some fried chicken and beer for us. Anyways, where's Minhyung?" he asked.

"At Busan, with Eomma" I said as I leaned onto my seat and sighed. Jimin started to open the beer and gave one to me and he drank his. Silence existed, you can only hear us sipping beer in the can. Jimin stared at me even though i'm looking in my papers. I can feel his gaze, he smiled and I felt heat rushing to my cheeks.

"Haesoo" he mumbled and he looked at me straight in the eyes as I face him. "Are your memories came back? You know, when we were still teenagers?" he added.

"Yes, they already came back. Why?" I get some piece of chicken and ate.

"And that night, you know. You responde—" I shushed him and sighed again.

"Why didn't you said? Why didn't you told me the whole story that you were my-" I stopped and look at him.

"I did that on a purpose, and I will be a fool to you if I spill the truth, you won't believe me that time because you're still recovering" he said.

"J-jimin..." I softly said.

"I know you'll ask about Jungkook. Yes, I'm mad at him. We were bestfriends since primary days until in middle school. I asked a help from him, to help me confess to you. But that jerk was the one who confessed to you. We fought about that, he didn't even said a thing that he likes you too" I nodded at him.

"I already know about that. That memory is a part of me too" I said.

"I love you, that's why I ended up our friendship. He betrayed me. Sorry for not telling you everything" he drank his beer again.

"I can't believe you were my boyfriend that time" I chuckled and he smiled.

"You broke up with me by leaving me alone and I broke up with you for the second time by cheating. That sounds so funny" he smiled at me. "When will I ever own you again and will never break with you?" He placed his elbow on my desk, he rest his chin on his palm and looked again into my eyes. I was a bit startled by his words.

"I think you don't deserve a second chance" I rolled my eyes at him and shoved him away from my desk. He pouted and stood up.

"Okay. Fine. I won't face you again after this project. I'll leave you alone and won't bother you anymore" he walked towards the door with his serious face. He was hurt, yep Haesoo you hurt him.

"But what about Minhyung? What will you do?" He stopped walking but he didn't looked at me.

I left my company and started the engine of my car. As I drove my way to home, the beach caught my attention. I parked it at the parking lot and wore my slippers. I took the banana milk Jungkook has given me earlier. I walked towards the sand and watched the sparkling beach with matching sunset. It feels so relaxing. I walked to the shore and ran to the water. I washed my feet and left. I walked around and I saw a familiar figure sitting from the distance. Those peachy-pink hair color.

J-jimin?!

I walked over to him and sat beside him. He didn't noticed me because he was paying attention to the water splashing back and forth. I looked at him and saw a tear dropped from his eyes. I wiped it away with my thumbs and cupped his cheek. He was startled when he noticed me.

"W-what are you d-doing here?" He asked with widened eyes.

"I just passed by, I noticed the sparkling waters and decided to relax here and let the stress came out of my body" I smiled at him. "Why are you tearing up?"

"Uh- it's just the nature is so beautiful" he said and scratched his eyes with his fingers.

"I know you, Jimin. Don't lie to me. You're not tearing up just by seeing the nature" I sarcastically said and looked at the waves of the sea.

"Haesoo, are you really that stone-hearted? Do you even still have some sort of feelings for me? Do you really hate me that much? I'm so sorry for what I've done t—" I interrupted him by cupping his face to look at me.

"J-jimin, stop" I gave him a reassuring smile but he removed his face from my hand.

"I meant what I've said earlier in your office" I gave him a deep sigh. "Just always remember, I will still love you no matter what" he added and he was about to leave but I held his wrist making him to stay on his spot.

"Jimin..." I closed my eyes before my tears will fall. "I still love you" I added. He looked at me with widened eyes and he smiled at me. I looked at him with sincerity and truth in my eyes.

"H-haesoo, what did you say?" his face brighten up and his eyesmile flashed.

"I won't say it again!" I said and laughed. He smiled at me and immediately pulled me into his arms.

"Thank you, Haesoo" he tighten the hug. "This time, I'll promise. I won't break it anymore" he released me and held my hand to form it into pinkies. "Promise, i'll be with you forever" he said and connected his pinkies with mine.

"Promise, I will always love you no matter what. Oh wait, I already did" I chuckled and pinched his cheeks.

"That's why you responded to that kiss huh?" He smirked and I smacked his forehead.

"Don't mention that ever again!" I said as I felt my face heating up.

"Yeah, whatever" he held my hand and intertwined it with his. I smiled and looked at our hands. I rested my head on his shoulder and we watched the sun as it goes down. "I thought it won't happen again" he said while caressing my hair.

"Even me still can't believe. Do you remember when we flew lanterns in the sky? God heard me, he doesn't want me to leave you alone. Even though we separated, our path always cross making us too meet each other again" I said.

"Maybe heaven kept us together" he said.

It's already evening so we separated our ways to get home. I kept smiling like crazy when I plopped down on my bed while hugging my pillow.

I spend the night with my phone while talking to Jimin. Late night talks is so fluttering. I didn't got enough sleep last night, but it's okay.

I took a bath and did my daily routine. I walked downstairs and saw my baby.

"Eomma" he ran over to me and hugged my legs. I bent down to his level and carried him and kissed his cheek.

"I miss my baby, are you ready to go to work?" I asked as I keep on kissing his cheeks.

"Yes, Eomma" he said and kissed my cheek too. I walked to my car and put him inside, I gave him his milk and I started the engine. I drove my way to the gate. I stopped the vehicle when I saw Jimin outside. He waved his hand to me and knocked on the car door.

"I'll drive the car, just sit at the back with- oh! Minhyung!" He said and opened the backseat to kiss him.

"Appa?" Minhyung said as his little hand pinched Jimin's cheek. He smiled and sat beside him.

"I thought you'll drive us?" I pouted and he stucked his tounge out obviously teasing me. He gave me a sorry-i'm-playing-with-my-son-just-drive-for-us look. I gave him a deep sigh and drove off to the company.

It's so nice to see my son with his father. I'm so glad seeing us together, as a complete family.