Chapter 18

A/n: okay so there's going to be a lot of fluff and a lot of detailed smut. See you all in hell :) x

*flashback*

''Haz, Haz, come here baby brother and wear your god damn Santa hat!'' Gem was pouting as Harry giggled and ran away, bumping into his dad while their mother cursed from the kitchen, ''Gemma Styles, no cursing on Christmas Eve!''

They both looked at each other and broke out into a fit of laughter, holding onto their tummies while they watched their mothers hand disappear into the turkey.

''That looks really funny, mom.'' Harry smiled shyly before his eyes were suddenly covered with a white and red fabric causing him to squeal.

''Harry, you know there always has to be a Santa cap on your head on Christmas Eve. It is a written rule,'' Gemma grinned and leaned down to press a kiss to her 12-year-old brothers cheek.

*flashback end*

Harry's bottom lip quivered as his green eyes switched from Gem to his dad and finally to his mother. He so often wished to talk to them again. To see them. Hug them. But he knew he wouldn't be welcome.

''Pinch me, Lou'' He said very quietly, eyes falling down to his feet as a racked sob made it's way through his chest.

It couldn't be true. His eyes must be playing tricks on him.

''T-They're not really here, a-are they? A-am I seeing things now?'' Harry looked up at Louis with big green eyes as if he believed he'd go crazy. Why would his family be in Louis' home? They hated him, right?

''Harry, my love, shh. I called them.. did a little research. Contacted them and invited them over. They know Harry. And it's okay. I am here..'' He smiled and kissed Harry's cheek causing the younger boy to blush and nod. Louis was there.

He slowly turned his head again, seeing how his mother was all teared up. He probably made a very weird impression on them..

''Oh Harry.. my boy.'' She whimpered lightly and walked over, the other two were following her slowly not wanting to scare the younger boy even more than it was necessary.

''M-mommy?'' He whispered out, voice cracking before he finally wrapped his arms around his smaller mother, hugging her to his chest as he buried his face in her neck and cried as he inhaled her scent.

Louis' heart melted and he blinked against his own tears. It was hard seeing Harry like this. But he knew that Harry was happy.

''I-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it I-,'' he sobbed out before his mother stroked soothingly over his back and kissed his temple with a soft smile ''Harry, I know. We know. And it's okay.. now. Oh god what did he do to you..'' His mother's fingers were brushing through his long curls as she pressed kiss after kiss on her son's cheek.

She couldn't believe that she had her son back.

''I'm sorry..'' He sniffled again, feeling his sister and dad join him and his mother and soon they all laid in each other's arms, crying and smiling and hugging.

Harry looked up from the chaos to find Louis smiling at them.

''Thank you..'' He whispered to Louis who smiled softly.

''Oh Harry I'm so happy you're back, we tried to find you but you m-moved away and there was no trace of you.. We looked for you Harry, all the time..'' His mother whispered and smiled softly, pulling back to let her son breathe.

Harry smiled shyly and tucked some of his strands behind his hair.

''God you look so handsome..'' His mother cooed and tapped his nose softly causing the curly lad to pout ''mum..'' He smiled though and turned to his dad. He wasn't one to speak much. But when he did, he meant it.

''I'm so happy to have you back, boy. C'mere'' He was squished into his dad's chest in the next second, smiling softly and hugged him back, ''I'm going to find that man and bring him to his grave..'' He muttered only causing Harry to cling tighter onto him.

''Thanks dad..'' Harry whispered and bit down on his lip before he pulled back and looked down.

''You still love me? C-cause I was so mean.. '' Harry sniffled and looked up, swallowing at his mothers and sisters gaze, ''of course we do, Haz. We won't ever stop loving you..'' Gemma laughed and shook her head, wrapping her arms around Harry before their mother took Louis hand and pulled him towards them.

''We all love you Harry..''

And it was true. Harry was surrounded by people who loved him with all their heart.

Ben, Anne, Gem and Louis were all looking at him, smiling and nodding.

And it healed Harry's broken self.

~

''Hi Lou.. '' Harry smiled shyly while his family was busy in the kitchen, probably looking for the turkey and giving Harry and Louis a few minutes for themselves.

''I can't thank you enough for this.. you've done so much for me. And I hope I'm enough for you'' Harry said quietly and looked up at Louis, smiling as the older boy took his hand and squeezed it tightly.

''Don't thank me Harry, it was a pleasure. Family is one of the most important things in this world. And if anyone deserves to be reunited with their family, it's you.. and don't you ever dare think you're not enough for me, Harry.. you're so much to me.''

Louis laughed and shook his head, pulling the younger boy towards him making him blush as he moved to kiss his lips.

''Tell me how much I love you.. tell me.''

Harry whimpered a little but bit his lip. It was kinda hard for him to say it out loud but with Louis' encouragement he finally whispered out, ''you love me?'' Louis smiled and urged him to do better.

''y-you love me a l-lot?'' As Harry's words leave his mouth, Louis eyes sparkled with so much love that Harry was taken aback.

''Ten points to Mr Styles..'' Louis whispered and cupped Harry's face in his hands, pressing his lips to his plump swollen ones and kissed him. With all his love. All his passion.

Harry relaxed against Louis' body, letting him guide him. He could let himself fall.. into Louis. All of him. He never felt so safe with someone before. Harry whimpered lightly, sliding his hands under Louis' shirt to feel him properly.

He needed the skin contact.

''Lou..''' Harry looked up at Louis' with blown pupils and swollen lips causing the older boy to coo, ''Harry I will always take care of you.. always.''

''Just wanna be with you.. love you.. lots'' Harry murmured out, burying his face in Louis' neck and pressed a soft kiss there while Louis' fingertips pressed gently against Harry's hip.

''L-Lou..'' Harry whined deeply, his throat scratching with it as he leaned his head back. He was lost. In Louis. In their love. Drowning so beautifully. But to a safe place..

''Hey, little bird. Come back to me.. I'm right here.. your family is too, remember?'' Louis smiled and nudged Harry's cheek with his nose. ''Dinner.. and then you can unwrap Christmas presents.. it's going to be a great evening. ''

Louis smiled as Harry's eyes cleared up a little, cheeks rosy as he stared at Louis.

''Yes.. mommy and dad and Gem are here.. Cause they love me?'' Harry tested shyly and smiled as Louis nodded and pulled the younger boy in for a loving kiss. He acted like such a small boy and it was making Louis crazy with love and desire for Harry.

Harry giggled and held Louis' hand while they were walking back in the kitchen, smiling as they saw Anne holding the turkey proudly. It looked so good. Delicious.

''I love you..'' Harry smiled as those words left his lips and he was looking at everyone in the room, his eyes lingering on Louis before he kissed him happily.

They all laughed as Harry's belly growled suddenly, ''seems like my big boy is kinda hungry for Turkey, hm?'' His mother grinned widely before they all settled down on the small table in Louis' living room.

The dinner was filled with laughter, smiles and bad dad jokes. It was a real Christmas dinner.

''Presents, now!!'' Gemma clapped her hands together causing everyone in the room to chuckle. No matter how old she was, she always turned to a little girl on Christmas Eve.

Harry sat down between his mother and dad on the couch, grinning widely at Louis who was sitting opposite of him, winking softly.

''Harry's first!'' Gem smiled and slid a present out from underneath the Christmas tree, handing it over to a wide eyes Harry, ''w-what? But I don't have a present for you'' He whined softly and pouted his lip sadly because he wanted to give them something, too.

''Harry, it's more than enough that we are able to spend Christmas together with you. Santa heard my wish for this Christmas.. And send Louis as his angel.'' Because that was what Louis was. An angel that reunited them all again. It wouldn't have been possible otherwise.

''We're so grateful for that Louis. We're more than happy that you are the partner of our son.. We couldn't wish for a better one,'' Harry's dad blinked against his tears while his cheeks flushed a little.

Louis was taken aback. He didn't think he would receive that much gratefulness.

''It was a pleasure, Anne'' He said softly and smiled as he got up, moving over to them and settled down on the floor between Harry's parted legs. Allowing Harry to play with his hair.

''That's what Christmas is for.. to help.'' Louis smiled, turning his head to kiss Harry's inner palm.

Gemma cooed and crawled over to them, handing Harry his present.

He unwrapped it with shaky fingers and revealed a photo album, causing him to gasp.

It was filled with pictures of him and everyone in his family, pictures with his Mother and Gem and dad, too. Even the picture where Harry and Gemma tried to bake and ended up covered in flour on the kitchen floor. It made Harry giggle.

As he turned the last page three words were engraved in the book cover.

We love you.

~

''Night, mom. Sleep tight.. and I hope this wasn't a dream'' Harry smiled shyly and pecked his mother's cheek as she teared up once more, ''no crying!'' Harry bit down on his lip and stroked his mothers cheek.

''Enough crying for today, only smiling now..'' Harry grinned and chuckled, hugging her once more before his sister threw herself at him and hugged him tightly.

''I've always known you'd come back.. I love you, baby brother'' She hummed and ruffled his hair before she yawned and trotted off towards the couch.

Louis' house wasn't that huge but Gemma didn't complain one second about sleeping on the couch.

''Night, dad.'' He whispered and blushed, hugging him tightly before he took Louis' hand and followed him upstairs, a soft cute yawn leaving his lips.

''My boy is sleepy?'' Louis' cooed as they walked in the bathroom.

''A little..'' Harry rasped out, British accent thick in his deep voice. It made Louis' hum.

''It was a big day for you baby.. I'm so proud of you.'' Louis' whispered and stroked over Harry's hair causing the younger boy to blush.

''Still wanna cuddle?'' Harry nodded eagerly and smiled, finding himself in the arms of Louis after they brushed their teeth and changed into comfy clothes.

Louis' let out a deep hum as he felt the weight of Harry on his body, shivering softly as their lips lazily latched together, tongues dancing in their own rhythm.

''I love you so much..'' Louis whispered out against Harry's lips, hearing the younger boy whine in answer and kissed Louis more desperately, dying to feel all of him.

''Louis..'' He whispered again, burying his face in the older boys neck as he swallowed hard, ''I-I'm afraid that I'm going crazy..''

''With what love?'' Louis hummed while his hand soothed over Harry's back, gently squeezing here and there.

''your love.. how much I love you..'' Harry whispered causing Louis to let out a soft moan before their lips collided again in a sweet kiss.

''Lou.. need you.. please.. I-I want you so bad'' Harry murmured, burning with Louis touch that felt so heavenly on his skin. His cock was growing hard in his boxershorts and he was craving more of Louis, needed to feel him as close as possible.

''Harry shh.. relax for me.. look at me.'' Louis tapped Harry's chin up, blue eyes widening a little.

Harry was breathing heavenly when his eyes met Louis, lips looking so swollen that it made Louis crazy.

''Is that what you want? Really want?'' Harry rutted against him , feeling Louis' cock swell against his. It only made him moan out.

''I-I love you.. I know that you won't hurt me, just p-please be careful'' Harry's eyes grew sad for a second before Louis was whispering how much he loved the younger boy, running his hands carefully over Harry's body.

''Kay.. god I love you so much, you're so beautiful Harry, I can't grasp that'' Louis hummed and moved his hand up over Harry's spine, causing the younger boy to shiver with his touch.

''Suck on my fingers, little love, get them all nice and wet.'' Louis said softly, moving his fingers up to Harry's lips and smiled as he parted them immediately, running his finger pads over Harry's lower swollen lips, ''such lovely lips.. that's a good boy. Always my good boy, aren't you?''

Louis smiled, voice getting a bit deeper.

A whimper ripped out of Harry's chest and he gasped, flicking the tip of his tongue against Louis' finger, welcoming him in Harry's mouth.

Louis smiled and slid them inside, just resting them there while Harry's tongue swirled around it. They eyes always connected, until Harry's eyes fluttered closed while he sucked on Louis' fingers.

''Such a nice mouth.. oh God.'' Louis' moaned quietly, making sure that his eyes stayed on Harry just in case he would look up to him again.

Harry withdrew after some time, saliva connecting the tip of Louis' finger with Harry's lips causing the younger lad to giggle.

''Good.. love you'' Louis whispered and pressed his lips to Harry's, loving how the curly lad tasted while his hand traveled down to Harry's bum.

''Spread your legs..'' Louis mumbled and hummed against Harry's lips as he moved, lightly moving on his knees so his bum would stick out softly and Louis had room.

Louis' hand made it's way in Harry's boxers, parting his cheeks gently before his fingertip stroked over his crack and Harry's fluttering rim, lightly dipping inside before he was circling it.

Harry moaned out, burying his face in Louis' neck as pleasure washed over him and he pushed back and moved forward again to brush their cocks together.

''Harry, love stay still for me okay? Such a sweet little hole.. wish I could taste it'' He grinned, the dirty words leaving his mouth so casually that it made Harry squeal.

Harry whimpered while Louis pushed a little, dragging his fingertip rapidly over Harry's hole, ''look at me sweetheart.. let me see those beautiful eyes.'' Louis whispered as their eyes meet again and just as they did, he pushed his finger gently in Harry's ass, ripping a moan out of him.

''Louuis..'' Harry moaned out so beautifully, it made Louis' cock twitch.

''So tight for me, so beautiful Harry..'' Louis groaned and slid his finger in and out, slowly because the last thing he wanted was to hurt Harry.

''O-only for you..''Harry smiled shyly and kissed Louis again, moaning because getting fingered never felt that good.

Louis' was quickly up to three fingers, yet the couple took their time in opening Harry for Louis cock. He was quite thick after all.

The couple made out till their lips were red and swollen, till they were both breathing heavily and smiling like two young teenagers.

''wanna be inside you.. '' Louis whispered, trailing kisses down Harry's neck as he slid his three fingers back inside Harry and curled them upwards, feeling Harry jolt with the sudden attention to his prostate.

''Lou, Lou, please.. need y-you inside me now- m-make love to me..'' Harry was close to sobbing with everything he felt until Louis' was turning them, sliding a hand in Harry's hair to coo the younger boy.

''Shh..'' He hummed and smiled, sliding his fingers out and licking them clean with sparkling eyes before he was gently taking Harry's shirt off, his boxers following soon.

''You're beautiful Harry..'' He whispered shaking his head in disbelief and then dipped down to cover Harry's chest in kisses.

After a while though he got off the bed, taking his shirt off and sliding his boxers down, eight inch cock slapping up to his belly. Harry was looking at him wide eyed. His body was shaking softly because he wanted Louis' back on top of him.

''L-Lou'' He stuttered out, causing Louis to hurry up with lubing himself up and quickly crawling back on top of Harry, latching their lips together while Harry's legs wrapped themselves around Louis' waist, pulling the older boy towards him.

''I love you.. '' Louis whispered, feeling his cock catch Harry's rim.

''Ready?'' Harry was nodding quickly, eyes trained on Louis'.

''I love you, too..'' He whispered before his chin dropped down as Louis' cock slid into him, filling him up so perfectly that it made him moan loudly, ''oh yes, Lou'' Harry whined, digging his nails into Louis' back as he felt the drag of his cock against his walls.

''You're so perfect, Harry..'' Louis groaned out, kissing Harry once more before he looked down at him and pulled back to slide inside the younger boys tight hole.

They kissed and smiled, looking at each other as Louis buried his cock over and over again in Harry, making them both moan out. He eventually quickened his thrusts, changing the angle lightly and fucked back inside, having Harry's eyes roll back.

''Right.. there.'' Harry moaned out causing Louis to smirk and he did exactly that.

While he sucked a hickey in Harry's neck, he fucked Harry harder, hitting his prostate dead on and felt Harry's thick hard cock against his stomach, the constant friction making him crazy.

''How does that feel.. you like me inside you, Harry?''

Louis hummed out, stroking a few strands of hair out of Harry's gorgeous face, smiling softly as the boy struggled with the answer, ''s-so.. s-so good love y'loads'' Harry slurred out, wrapping his arms tighter around Louis' neck. He melted into Louis' body, flying higher and higher, loosening himself in Louis.

And it was perfect.

The constant friction of his cock rubbing against Louis' belly and the attention to his prostate, yet alone the feeling of having Louis' this close made him go lax.

''L-lou.. m gonna cum.. l-let me please'' He whined, opening his eyes to look at a smiling Louis who looked so beautiful that it made Harry smile like a dork.

''Do it, baby boy.. come for me'' He whispered, fucking into him once more, hard and deep and stayed pressed against Harry's prostate while the younger boy convulsed around him, milking Louis' cock. He held back though, watching Harry's nose scrunch up while his eyes closed and then he came.

Painting his stomach white. His hole fluttered madly around Louis' cock.

''Yes..'' Louis' moaned quietly, his face contorting as his cock pulsed inside Harry, filling him up with sticky cum that made Harry whimper.

He wrapped his tired arms around Louis, cuddling up to him and smiled happily.

''Never felt so good before.. you make me the happiest..'' Harry slurred out and looked up at Louis with bright green eyes, their lips finding each other once again, colliding in the most passionate kiss.