Epilogue (Part 1)

A/n: Hey! I can't believe this is already ending. But it's been so emotional. And yes there will be a part two of the epilogue! :) There will be a few time skips in this, so don't be confused x

After the night where Louis and Harry first made love, things were developing a good way.

Even though Gemma was teasing Harry the whole time during breakfast, she was happy for her baby brother.

"I never really liked Will.. Had a bad feeling about him from the beginning on", she muttered and shook her head.

"I should've helped you though. I should've done something. Anything", Gemma whimpered softly and wrapped her arms around Harry's neck.

"I've never got the chance to tell you that.." She whispered and stroked over Harry's hair once before kissing his cheek, "but if you ever need help, I'm here. I'll always be.."

Harry smiled softly and bit down on his quivering lip, "thanks Gem.. It means a lot. But it wasn't your fault. But Lou is helping me.. I might search for professional help though."

His cheeks tinted while Harry lowered his gaze down.

"Your whole family supports you, Haz. You can come to us whenever you want to.. Or I just pick my baby brother up for ice skating, hm?"

Gemma laughed and hugged her brother once more before the family spent the following days after Christmas, together.

Bonding.

With Louis.

~ a few weeks later ~

Harry's fingers were twitching in his lap after he gave up to bring the warm tea to his lips. He was shaking too much.

Waiting for his sister killed him. But then time was passing too quickly, the time where he had to tell her was creeping closer and closer and it made his heart beat wildly against his chest.

Just as he was about to get up and leave, his sister waved from across the room making Harry sink deeper into his chair.

Him and his sister built up that strong bond that they had when they were younger, back in a matter of days. They've been one soul since Harry was born. He talked about everything with his sister.

She always knew when he was sad, stressed or scared.

Her face would fell from its natural happy expression to a frown, just like it did now.

"Haz.. What's wrong? You don't feel good? Why didn't you cancel me then," she cooed and sat down across from Harry, placing her hand on her brothers.

"I'm pregnant."

Harry blurted out and felt a fat tear slip along his cheek as he turned his face away, ashamed.

"L-Louis will leave me, we never talked about kids h-he probably doesn't even w-want one with me" Harry squeaked out and shook his head whimpering softly.

"Harry, breathe and look at me." Gemma was talking calmly, an eyebrow raised softly but her eyes were sparkling and there was an expression of pure joy written all over her face.

"He's going to love it. He's only going to love you even more because, Harry. You carry a life of you and him inside of you.. Isn't that the greatest feeling ever?", Gemma sniffled softly and smiled, wiping a tear off her cheek.

"Do you want the baby?" Gemma bit down on her lower lip.

Harry nodded slowly and blushed shyly, "I do.. But I'm so scared." He whispered and ran a hand through his hair.

"I can help you.. With telling him. I promise to hold your hand, Harry. Always. I'll always be there" Gemma whispered and pressed a soft kiss to the back of her brothers hand. She only grinned and shook her head.

"I'm going to be aunt."

Harry smiled shyly and tucked a few strands of his hair behind his ear.

"I'm so happy to have you again .." She whispered softly.

"How's it going with your therapy?"

"Pretty well, actually. Louis has been joining me in some sessions. It's helping him, too. Y'know, how to handle me sometimes.." He spoke quietly and shy, swallowing.

"But he's perfect, Gem. I'm just afraid of loosing him.."

Gemma shook her head softly, "You won't Harry. Because he loves you so so much.. I'm fascinated by that. Whenever I see you two, there's so much love I'm almost disgusted by it."

Gemma chuckled softly and winked at her younger brother.

"You can do it.. I'm always behind your back."

~

"L-Louis?"

Harry's voice was shaking while he rustled closer to the older boy, wrapping his arms around his waist.

"Wake up, please!" He whined and swallowed hard, pressing kiss after kiss to Louis' broad shoulders.

"Hazza.." A sleepy growl left Louis chest again but he eventually turned around again, wrapping his arms around the curly lad.

Harry was 7 months into pregnancy. And since the day he told Louis with the help of his sister, their love for each other only got stronger, involving a bundle of their mixed cells too.

"Y'horny again?"

Harry giggled and jutted his lower lip out in a pout. Now that Louis mentioned it..

He gasped though and squealed, grasping for Louis' hand and placed it against his tummy.

"The baby is kicking."

Louis sat up quickly, wide awake while his left hand joined Harry's warm baby bump.

"Hello baby girl.." He bit down on his lip hard, blue eyes tearing up very quickly as he glanced back up to Harry whose cheek tinted beautifully,

"God, Harry, you're making me so happy I can't even comprehend that. You telling me that you are pregnant was one of the best moments in my life..", he whined out, taking Harry's face in his hands and kissed the younger boy hard and passionate.

"Y-you make me happy, too. Us" Harry smiled shyly and bit down on his lip, scooting down further to proudly show his baby bump, holding onto his shirt that was barely covering his nipples.

"Oh, love.. Papa is here.." Louis cooed softly and leaned down to press a kiss to Harry's belly. He felt a kick right after.

"Look, she's excited!" Louis chuckled at Harry's words and hummed quietly, "maybe she wants us to sing her a lullaby.. She can't sleep."

Louis bit down on his lower lip before he started to sing, gentle and soft so the baby would hopefully get rocked to sleep.

"Does she need a rocking?" Louis was looking up at Harry with a small smirk that played around the corner of his lips.

Harry and him both knew what he meant with rocking.

"Sleepy eyes, sleepyhead, sleepy baby go to bed," Louis started off to sing, leaning down to breathe heavily into the younger boy's neck to pressing kisses there while he grunted.

"Daddy loves you, don't you know?" Louis voice was joined by a high pitched moan of Harry while his cock found the curly lads prostate, rocking him lightly into the mattress.

"Daddy's never going to go, No, no no.. Cause daddy's stayin' home"

Louis finished the song and moaned out lightly, kissing the younger boy with all his love while he rocked lovingly and slow into Harry, cradling him like the precious little thing he was.

"Never going to leave you, little bird", he hummed and sat up causing Harry to whine as his cock slipped out of his needy hole.

"Come here now, baby boy. Your turn to rock our baby to sleep.." Louis chuckled and sat back on his bum, offering his arms for Harry to ride him.

"Daddy's not going to leave.." Harry repeated in some sort of trance and wrapped his arms around Louis neck, pulling himself as tight as he could towards the older boy.

"Let's call our baby girl Lily.." Louis whispered as his cock slipped back in Harry ripping a moan out of him.

"Yes!" Harry sighed and lost himself in their little world.

~ 4 years later ~

"Lily, little darling, come to your daddy", Harry grinned and held his hand out for the tiny girl that trotted clumsily like a little puppy towards him.

He felt her hand wrap around his own. All his luck. Together with Louis. He was happy.. He could breathe freely again.

"Let's go see Papa" He chuckled at her tiny feet that stumbled lightly and caught her before she could fell.

Lily giggled and made grabby hands at her daddy, gently nuzzling her face into Harry's neck.

"Pa-pa!" She pointed her tiny finger towards the book shop that Louis worked in causing Harry to grin proudly.

"Yes, Papa is in there, honey bear", Harry laughed and cuddled her lovely frame towards his warm chest even though it was very warm outside.

He loved feeling his own daughters tiny warmth. She helped to fully heal him. Along with the therapy sessions and Louis.

"If you're behaving nicely, papa and daddy might buy you ice cream", Harry raised a playful eyebrow seeing those eyes that always made his heart melt look up at him.

She had a mix of blue and green. But mostly Louis eyes with sprinkles of green in there. She was a beautiful girl.

"Pretty baby.." Harry laughed and tickled her tummy gently, having her squeal and trying to get away with giggles.

The second Louis heard those laugh he knew to whom it belong.

"I'm right back, Em." He smiled softly at the girl who gasped, "I wanna see the baby too!" She hurried after Louis.

And what she saw made her heart ache.

Louis found love, someone who loved him as much as he was in love with books. Someone who was going to support him. And someone that Louis could take care of.

"Hello there.." Louis whispered out, wrapping his arms around Harry and his baby girl who looked up at him with big eyes.

Until a huge smile was plastered on her face and she giggled, snuggling against Louis and pressed a wet kiss on his nose, causing Louis to laugh.

"Hey, Lou." Harry smiled and leaned down, pressing a kiss on his lips while Louis lifted his head the slightest bit and answered it with all his passion.

"Hello love.. How are you two?" Louis smiled softly and bit down on his lip, fidgeting a little.

Harry furrowed his brows for a second and looked down at his baby, "um good! We had a pillow fight in the morning, or well it was mostly me tackling her down." Harry laughed softly.

"And we had smoothies and yummy pancakes.." Harry patted Lily's tummy causing the tiny girl to smile shyly.

He opened her arms for her papa to snuggle her and so Louis did, cuddling her to his chest and bit down on his lip.

"Harry, baby, come inside. I wanna show you something.." Louis smiled and bit down on his lip, swallowing nervously. He knew he could do that. He was brave enough and it was exactly what he wanted in life.

"Okay," Harry smiled happily and followed Louis inside, taking his hand quickly and intertwined their fingers. He loved to feel Louis slim fingers between his.

He couldn't ever live without it.

"Upstairs.." Louis whispered and eyed him, "Louis you're freaking me out, a little.." Harry muttered but moved his lanky legs to get upstairs.

And what he found there, made him freeze in shock. Dozens of books were scattered over the floor, opened. They had a few words marked.

Harry squinted his eyes and stepped closer.

'I love you.'

The words were marked in every book.

"Louis?" Harry whispered out as he made its way through the books, smiling softly until he arrived at the last one.

His heart was thumping against his chest as he spun around, meeting Louis eyes that looked at him with such love it made Harry feel dizzy.

"Lily, your turn" he whispered softly and put a little velvet box in her tiny hand, opening it.

Lily giggled and shyly held the sparkling diamond ring that was in it towards her daddy.

"Harry I.. I-I prepared a whole speech for this. B-but it's gone right now I just..you make me the happiest." Louis bit his quivering lip and ran a hand through his hair.

"Do you want to marry me?"