Chapter 48; Temptation

*Alicia POV*

Tonight on Raw, I will be doing a promo for my return in 2 weeks. Things have been really hectic as of late. Phil's 35th birthday is on Wednesday and i have big things panned.

I know he hates surprises, but i have a few tricks up my sleeve. I'm just hoping that he doesn't catch on to my antics.

I unpacked a few of my things in our hotel room before getting ready for tonight. i pulled out a pair of light wash distressed skinny jeans and paired them with a black flowy tank with a cross on the front. 

I straightened my hair and added a white headband to keep my hair out of my face. I threw on my black sandal wedges and headed out the door. I haven't seen anyone since i announced my engagement, so i expect people to be surprised.

After a relatively short drive to the arena, i walked into a sea of superstars.  I was overwhelmed with all of the questions and congratulations from everyone.

"I'm so happy for you," Natalya said as she looked at my ring.

"Look at that rock! It's beautiful fella," Stephen said as he hugged me.

"I am sooo jealous! it is even more breathtaking in person," Nikki exclaimed.

"I love the setting of the ring! I can't wait to be a part of the wedding," Brie said as she admired my ring.

"Phil is one lucky son of a bitch," Randy said as we both laughed together.

"Thank you guys! I'm really happy we are engaged. I finally feel complete," i admitted.

I walked away from everyone and headed out to the back parking lot. I was supposed to call my sister and see how she was doing. 

Alaina recently adopted a little girl with her boyfriend of two years. She adopted because she was told she could not have kids someday.

She adopted the baby girl from a young couple in New York. The baby was born about a week ago and they named her Charlotte Leigh. I was really flattered that they named her middle name after me. 

I got to the empty parking lot and was about to dial my number when i felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I spun around and saw Randy smiling at me.

"Randall, you scared me," i joked.

"Sorry about that Leigh," he said apologetically.

"Its alright. So whats up?" i asked as i put my phone away.

"I really need to talk to you," Randy admitted.

"About what?" i asked with a puzzled look.

"You know how we've been close friends for years now?" he asked.

"Ya....," i said.

"I've always had feelings for you," he admitted.

My jaw dropped as he said that and a part of me was a little happy. I always kinda had feelings for Randy, but i'm engaged.

"Are you serious?" i asked.

"Yes," he whispered as we moved close to one another.

"How long?" i asked.

"Ever since i met you 4 years ago. I thought you were beautiful and had an amazing personality. I slowly fell in love with you," he admitted.

"What about Sam?" i asked as my stomach knotted up.

"We're divorced now," he said in a low voice.

"I don't know what to say," i whispered as i rested my head against his chest.

"There is nothing more to say," he said softly as he titled my chin up towards him.

I knew what would happen next, but i was torn. I could have pulled away or I could have given in to temptation. I didn't know what to do. My mind was telling me no but my heart was telling me maybe. I looked into Randy's electric blue eyes and made my choice.

I gave in and let myself fall into Randy's hands like putty. He tilted my chin and softly kissed me before intensifying the kiss and letting his tongue roam free in my mouth. 

I could feel his hands wandering around various parts of my body before resting them on my waist. After we finally pulled apart, i felt my stomach in knots again.

"Randy, i can't," i said as tears streamed down my face.

"Why not?" he asked as he wiped them away.

"Because i am engaged to Phil!  I always had feelings for you, but my feelings for Phil are greater," i snapped as i ran away from him. 

I hurried into the bathroom and fixed my smudged makeup. I can't tell Phil this or it will break his heart. He will never forgive me for this.

On the other hand, if i don't tell he will be even more mad if he finds out. I don't know what i should do. My mind was racing as i thought of all the possible outcomes.

I feel like such an idiot for ruining everything by letting Randy kiss me. I felt something in that kiss though. I'm not really sure what it means.

I looked down at my engagement ring in shame knowing that i had broken the honor of it. I don't even deserve to wear this ring.

I quickly freshened myself up before turning to leave the bathroom. I opened the door and saw Phil standing there and staring right at me....

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