Chapter 8

All my bags are packed… I’m ready to go… ready to leave this earth tomorrow, literally, I’m leaving earth.

How fast time flies, last time I checked I was just bored and chatting with Edward Riley that funny silly guy who turned out to be Harry Styles and now I’m all packed; no choice but to go and meet him in London.

‘Enjoy! Please take care of my daughter! Thank you!’ My mom shouted while I was about to get in the car with Liv Taylor, Harry’s assistant. Well, I know it’s Liv because Harry told me that it is Liv who will be coming to fetch me.

‘If anything happens, you know the hotline of the Philippine Embassy in London right?’ My mom asked again while she’s making this telephone figure with her hands…

‘Yes mom don’t worry, I got this. Love you! Bye Mom, Dad! And ehhhgh Anton!’

While I’m waving them goodbye, the car’s engine started and I watch my family from this car’s window until I can no longer see them.

I sat in the car and thinking of scenarios if Harry finally saw me.

Then I looked at Liv who is at the front seat opposite the driver, well I can tell that he’s at his late 30’s? I don’t want to ask his age ‘cause I might offend him if I guessed his age wrong. But he still looks good though. It’s obvious that he still works out. Maybe he’s Harry’s assistant and one of his bodyguards at the same time. Well, nevermind.

Then he looked at my direction and in his british accent he said…

‘Hi, Nikki… I’m Harry’s assistant, Liv Taylor; Great to finally meet you’

Oh… he speaks.

‘Hi, Sir’. I plainly told him while I smiled, and being this socially awkward person, I don’t know what to say next so there comes the dead air.

‘No need to call me Sir, just Liv will be fine’.

‘Oh, okay… Liv’

I can’t stop myself from asking him about what Harry thinks of me so I took the courage to ask. Besides it’s my way to remove the dead-air-awkward-vibe in the car.

‘Uhmm, Sir—I mean, Liv, uhh… is Harry really serious about this? Or am I just one of the many? I know, you know… you’re his assistant, so… tell me, don’t worry I won’t tell him you spilled some of the beans’ I smiled and then he laughed.

‘’I can say, he only flew his sister in New York for her graduation gift and his family for a vacation in Los Angeles, because he owns a house there; it’s the first time he did this to a non-relative’

‘Not once was he in a plane with the girls he dated?’

‘He was… but he only did it if he had days off; as of the moment, he is extremely busy with the boys because of all the touring but he still wants you to be sent to him, so… that’s new’

My, oh my. This is big deal for Harry. And the more that it’s a big deal to him, I know that it will be harder for me to explain.

 Mr. Liv, stop the car! I’ll get off now! Bye!

Buzz… buzz

bigbrownbootsUK: is Liv there already?

Nikki_Garcia: Yes, I am with him now.

bigbrownbootsUK: Great. Now I don’t have to worry. I reaaaaally can’t wait to see you.

Nikki_Garcia: Me too. (:  I’ll meet you in London.

bigbrownbootsUK: Yes, ma’am. Message me when you get here, I made plans for us. I’m excited to be with you.

‘Is that Harry?’ Liv asked.

‘Yeah, he was just asking if you’re here now’

‘Ah, he was checking. Get used to it, he’s a little bit protective and clingy to the people he cares about’. He calmly told me like it’s a matter of fact.

You know what Nikki? I don’t think we can do this! This isn’t right! I need to get off this car, NOW!

‘Mr. Liv? Please stop the car’.

Surprised, Liv looked at me with disbelief and then looked at the driver, gestured him to stop the car and then the driver pulled over.

‘What is the matter?’

Although I’m nervous of what might Liv say I need to tell him the truth so he would know what to do and what would he say to Harry if I didn’t come; Yes, I am a coward. I don’t want to see Harry disappointed and I am too afraid of his reaction. Especially now that I know that he is really serious about making this relationship work. This relationship that started with lies. I’m afraid my heart might get broken while I’m away from home.

‘Mr. Liv, Trust me, Harry wouldn’t want to see me. I’m not the person he thinks I am. I’m sorry, please just let me off here, tell him I didn’t wanna come anymore and I want to end things with him. I will cut off all my communication with him and I won’t bother him anymore. Tell him I feel really sorry’.

Then Liv suddenly asked me,

‘You’re guilty?’

Guilty? Of course I am!

 But… how come he asked that?

How even? But never mind.

‘Yes. I am. Just please, let me off. I need to go. I’m sorry’.  I opened the door and suddenly Liv told me,

‘I know… what you’re saying, I understand. That you are not what Harry appears to be thinking’

‘You knew?’ I closed the car’s door and looked at Liv with skepticism.

‘Yes, I knew when I was fixing your papers; I want to tell him before now but… I’ve never seen Harry that happy in a while’

I took a deep breath and said ‘You see, Mr. Liv, I can see now that Harry is serious about this, he really want this to work out… so I know he will not forgive me, it will be hard for me to explain myself. And I know that he will be deeply hurt if he knew the truth, I can’t take that. I don’t think I’ll ever can’.

‘Nikki, you’d still hurt him if you didn’t come. If I did what you want me to do… he will still be crushed, it’s a lose-lose situation; I think you should at least come and explain personally’.

I didn’t have any answer for what Liv told me, because he is right; I still would be able to hurt Harry if I didn’t come. Whatever choice I’ll make now, there would still be damage.

‘Please come, Nikki. Harry is a good person; maybe if you explained everything to him, he would understand. Give him a chance, or shall I say, give yourself a chance to prove to Harry that you alone is enough’

‘I don’t think Harry will forgive me after this’ I told him while I shook my head.

‘Well I can’t promise that Harry would not be furious. But what I can assure you is that Harry is a wise, matured lad for his age. I know it’s a terrible, terrible situation that you’re in right now, but I suggest you face this to make things between you and him clear once and for all’. 

He’s right, again. UGGGGGHHHH.

I should really face this; because whatever choice I make, I would still be able to hurt Harry. And even if I’m afraid to see him hurt and angry, I should face the circumstance that some things can’t really be concealed.

Ahhh there’s no turning back!

‘Ms. Nikki are you alright?’

‘Yes, don’t worry’ I answered Liv, my mind was flying and thinking about Harry, thinking about us.

‘So are you coming with us?’ Although I still am not sure how to answer that question, I responded…

‘Alright’

‘Great. Thank you, Nikki’

‘I’m really sorry you had to lie for me’ I told Liv, feeling guilty.

‘Oh, don’t worry about that Miss, I am doing this for Harry. I don’t want to spoil his moment’. He answered.

‘Ah, I see’

Hours passed and we finally reached the airport; There, I saw the plane that’s going to take us to London. I knew immediately that it was the plane because it’s not quite big. It has white and brown details in it and it is what I see on pictures and videos whenever they tour. Some die-hard fans who know everything about One Direction recognized the plane and took a picture of it. When Liv noticed that, he brought out a huge green scarf and a navy blue cap… handed them to me and told me to wear them to cover my face.

Oh, I see…

No one must know. How could I forget?

Then we walked towards the plane and… Did they forget something? They were supposed to check my passport, tickets, and visa?

‘Uhm? Aren’t we supposed to make some people from the airport check our passport and stuff first before getting in the plane?’ I suddenly asked Liv.

‘We sent people inside the plane, they will check everything before we take off; Harry made it clear to me that he wanted you to travel as comfortable as possible’.

Really, Harry? Not too fancy I told you! Oh well, this is really the rock star slash pop star life; How convenient, and… how romantic.

When we reached the plane, there were really people from the ground crew who were sent inside the plane to check our baggage and papers; then right after that, Liv told me to relax because we’re good to go.

Being the first timer to ride this elegant private plane… I was looking up and down, side to side; I was blown away by the perks of this plane. From the brown leather chairs, wooden tables, champagne glasses, mini bar and a huge flat HD TV.

‘Suit yourself, care to watch some movies?’ asked Liv.

‘No. Thank you, Liv’.

‘This plane has Wi-Fi, so feel free to surf the net’

‘Okay, thanks Liv; don’t worry about me I told you. Please, you need to rest too’.

‘If there’s anything you need’….

‘Mr. Liv… don’t worry, let’s just take this time to relax before the big reveal’.

I can’t help but smile at him as a sign of my appreciation for being so accommodating, although I know he’s doing this for Harry. He chuckled with what I said then nodded and made his way to his spot.

Alone time; at last.

What to do? Hmmmm… Oh, yeah think of what words to say when I saw Harry face to face.

Buzz... buzz…

Speaking of;

bigbrownbootsUK: Where are you?

Nikki_Garcia: We just took off  :)

bigbrownbootsUK: Really? I thought you’re already halfway here.

Nikki_Garcia: that’s too fast!

bigbrownbootsUK:  no, you’re just being too slow. Have you eaten?

Nikki_Garcia: Alright blame me, it’s like I’m the one who’s flying the plane! Haha. Nope, later maybe.

bigbrownbootsUK: Noooooo. Please eat. I got the kitchen packed for you. Has Liv offered you to eat?

Nikki_Garcia: Yes, he insisted but I declined. I might eat later, okay Mr. Styles?

bigbrownbootsUK:  might? You have a long flight ahead, Ma’am. Eat, I beg you.

Nikki_Garcia: Okaaaay Sir! Copy!

bigbrownbootsUK: That’s my girl!

Then I stood up and headed to the plane’s kitchen, went to the two door silver fridge and I was surprised and delighted with what I saw…

ICE CREAM!!! Tons of ice cream!

Nikki_Garcia: ICE CREAM!

Thank God for ice cream, whoever invented ice cream should be applauded and acknowledged more than anyone else. It’s the biggest stress reliever ever!

I need heaps of these!

bigbrownbootsUK: I knew it. You like ice cream more than you like me.

Nikki_Garcia: I told you, I LOVE ice cream.

bigbrownbootsUK: :(

Nikki_Garcia: I can finish them all. You got all the flavors of Dairy Queen for me? sweet. Thaaaaaaanks.

bigbrownbootsUK: only for u.

Nikki_Garcia: meeeeeh… if I know, you did this to all the girls you dated. Kidding!

bigbrownbootsUK: I did not, silly.

Nikki_Garcia: Alright, alright, now leave me alone and let me eat my ice creaaaam.

bigbrownbootsUK: why am I jealous of an ice cream?

Nikki_Garcia: talk to you later! :p

bigbrownbootsUK: Come back!

bigbrownbootsUK: Fine, enjoy. I’ll make sure to have all the time in the world to finish those ice creams together once you get here.

I took a one big scoop of this strawberry banana flavored ice cream and threw it in my mouth trying to have brain freeze so I could for a short moment, forget what’s about to happen and then replied;

Nikki_Garcia: I’m looking forward to that. You can’t beat me when it comes to ice cream. NO ONE CAN.

bigbrownbootsUK: We’ll see about that. :) anyway, I can’t remember sending you these…

Nikki_Garcia: what?

bigbrownbootsUK: Why are you not wearing what I sent you? :(

And he sent me a link to an article entitled: ‘1D’s PLANE IN THE PH? WHO IS THIS MYSTERY LADY?

Earlier today, some directioners from the Philippines claimed that they saw 1D’s plane in the Ninoy Aquino International Airport and sent a picture of an unidentified lady, let’s call her girl in the green scarf getting into 1D’s private plane. Who may you ask is this girl? No one knows... FOR NOW. But given that the Directioners are everywhere, she might as well remain inside that green scarf and cap if she doesn’t want to be identified and experience the wrath of the fan girls! Just sayin’!

My eyes were wide opened in surprise when I saw the picture of me getting in the plane, I was wearing a black oversized hoodie, leggings and chucks; thankfully I was all covered up. I think Liv knew that this is going to happen that is why he made me cover up to not expose my identity to the fans and to Harry, yet.

Nikki_Garcia: Oh, that. Don’t get me wrong but I told you, they’re too fancy for me. I have my separate clothes ready. But I still have those you sent me though. They’re in a separate luggage.

bigbrownbootsUK: separate luggage?

bigbrownbootsUK: if you’re thinking that using what I gave you makes you come out like you’re some kind of a gold-digger, you’re wrong and just so you know, I hate it when you think that way.

Nikki_Garcia: please, let’s talk about that later okay?

Nikki_Garcia: hey…

bigbrownbootsUK: alright, take a rest.

Harry I know you’re upset about me not wearing everything you sent me, but believe me you’ll thank me later…

I used to doubt Harry’s feelings before, but with what he’s doing now; being upset that I’m not using his gifts for me, filling this private plane’s fridge with my favorite ice cream, flying me to London to meet him, and to what Liv told me, this just proves that he really has feelings for me.

 Feelings that I know may change once we met. 

It’s good to imagine though, walking around the house just wearing one of Harry’s shirts, Laying on the couch with my head in his lap while we play flappy bird, Using his lap as a place to put your my legs while we battle each other in Pokemon, Making him his morning tea while he showers, Harry surprising me by wrapping his arms around me from behind, pressing his lips to the top of my head, Staying up until 4am talking about nothing and everything, Going for walks in the pouring rain, Cuddling in bed during a rainy day, resting my head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat, Him asking if I need help while I’m making family dinner with my mom and grandma and auntie, The way he gets along with my little cousins, I can imagine the cute little things we would do together if he was my boyfriend; Boyfriend who knows everything about me, knows my imperfections and ticks but still respects and accepts them, and love me for that. A relationship without white lies and pretentions.

This is the kind of boyfriend I see Harry Styles being. When he meets the right girl, the one he wants to marry, this is how I see him being. Not some sex crazed boy, like all the media and fics make him out to be. Just this sweet boy, who is happy and in love. Who is happier to see his girlfriend without a painted on face, with her hair in a messy bun, wearing one of his shirts, laughing at one of his terrible jokes. Proudly showing her off when they go out in public, being shy when Anne and Gemma tell embarrassing stories about him as a kid. I think he’d be the sweetest guy ever. Apologize after fights grumpily, even though he was wrong, but not wanting to admit it. Letting you know he loves you, even though you were wrong.

I don’t think he’d be a “bad boyfriend” because he likes the chase. I think he has yet to find a girl who makes the catch, as exciting and fun as the chase. And whoever that girl does that for him, is going to be the luckiest girl out there. The girl he totally deserves; and that’s not me. All I deserve now is a kick in the face for what I’ve done to Harry and I’m ready for that. I’m ready to pay the price for all this.

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‘Ms. Nikki, we’re here. We just landed’

‘Ms. Nikki?’

As I slowly opened my eyes from my sleep, I saw Liv already holding my bags and asking me to come out the plane already for we just landed.

‘Yeah, okay… uhm, can you give me a sec? I’ll just fix myself’

‘Sure, I’m sorry to rush you though, but we need to be quick, we don’t want to attract attention’

‘I understand’ and then I headed to the restroom, washed my face, applied some loose powder and eyeliner, some lip balm and combed my hair with my fingers. Took a deep breath and finally went out.

‘Ms. Nikki, you’ll go straight to your hotel and Harry will meet you there’.

What?!

‘Already? I thought he’ll meet me after their concert?’

‘That was his original plan, but I suggested that he meet you first; you know… so you both can talk’

I know Liv is really concerned about Harry’s feelings and he wants me to come out clean before anything else… I know he doesn’t want Harry to get so much more invested and the way to prevent Harry from doing that is to make him see me first.

This really is the day. My worst nightmare comes to life.

I was preparing myself to face everything right after the concert! Now I have to face actuality earlier than expected. Why Liv, Why?

‘Oh’ is the only thing I could say at that moment.

‘He’s on his way to the hotel’. Liv told me right after he checked his phone.

‘Ah… y-ye aah’ I just told him and I couldn’t hide how nervous I am in my voice.

‘You’re going to be fine, Nikki’

‘I hope so’ I breathed.

‘Anyway, we need to be quick before people can notice’.

Oh, yes. I remembered, we need to move fast. I don’t want to have my pictures all over the net again. Liv handed me that green scarf and cap again, and this time, with shades. Iy definitely feels like I’m the daughter of Michael Jackson or something.

After I wore the scarf, cap, and shades on, I grabbed my baggage and Liv asked me to put them down for they will deliver them straight to my hotel room so there’s no need for me to carry them.

Buzz… buzz…

bigbrownbootsUK: I’ll be in your hotel room. It’s room 427. See you there.

NOOOOOO!

Nikki_Garcia: Alright. :)

When we got off the plane, A black car was already on standby so I got in there with Liv as quick as we can; and the moment I got in there, I immediately removed everything that covered my face.

‘You can breathe now’ Liv jokingly told me and I playfully rolled my eyes and responded with ‘Thank God’ and I breathe out a sigh. He laughed at my sarcasm and I was laughing as well because of his laugh. What? It really is funny when a big guy laughs!

While we’re laughing, Liv’s phone rang and I saw on his phone’s screen that it was Harry who’s calling… Mini heart attack!

‘Hello, mate!’ Liv answered. While Liv is unaware that his phone’s In call volume was at high; I took the liberty to eavesdrop in their conversation.

This deep, soft voice with a slow british accent answered;

‘Hiii mate! Is she with you now?’

Liv looked at me and told him

‘Yeah mate still alive and kicking’

‘Good, good. Well, modest called… they want a meeting today’.

Yes!!! Meeting! I hope that meeting will take so long that it will only end after I left this country. Oh, as if, Nikki.

‘For what?’

‘I don’t know exactly… for the next album maybe’

And Liv asked, ‘So what now?’

‘Ehmmm… I’m in her room now, just arranged a couple of things… but I’m about to go already for the meeting and head straight for tonight’s concert… If it’s okay, we’ll just emmm… stick with the first plan, yeah? If there’s anything she needs, please give it to her. If she got bored, tell her to have a quick tour around the city… whatever she likes, emmm…you know, just take care of her a bit more if it’s okay with you alright mate?’

Whoa… whoa… Harry’s really putting so much in this…

‘Yeah, sure. By the way, you’re one mad lad you know that?’ Liv told him.

‘Me? Mad? Noooo’ Even hearing Harry’s voice makes me nervous and I wasn’t even aware that I was already biting my nails ugh, stop.

‘Whatever you say, mate! But I say, you’re mental’

‘I am? Is it too much?’ Then Liv started laughing at Harry. I  wanted to laugh too but I forced myself not to because Liv doesn’t know that I can hear their conversation.

‘Stop laughing, Why is this funny to you!’

‘Because you are being funny’

‘Shut up. Is she there? Can I talk to her?

Can I talk to her? Oh my god. No.

Liv looked at me and mouthed; DO YOU WANNA TALK TO HIM? And was trying to give me his phone but then I mouthed… NO PLEASE… TELL HIM I’M SLEEPING and I acted like sleeping.

‘She’s asleep mate’

‘Really?’

‘Ye, tired from the flight surely. Maybe it’s jetlag or the time zone, I don’t know you want me to wake her up?’.

I mouthed WHAAAAT? NO! at Liv and I heard Harry told him;

‘Are you mad? Don’t wake her up she’s tired! Just tell her to enjoy herself when she wakes up, alright mate?’

‘Right, will do’.

‘Thanks man, bye’ and he hung up.

Liv placed his phone to his pocket again and told me;

‘Harry told me to tell you that when you wake up, you need to enjoy yourself’.

I laughed and told Liv that I heard everything.

‘Eveything?’

‘Yes’ I told him.

‘See how much he cares about you?’ He told me, and continued, ‘That’s the reason why I can’t bring myself to personally tell him everything’.

‘I know Liv, I’m really sorry for what I’ve done. Harry doesn’t deserve even a bit of this’.

‘I honestly do not know what to think about you; I feel like you did wrong him but we cannot avoid the fact that you make him happy’.

‘The Nikki Garcia that he thinks; that’s what makes him happy’

‘Maybe, maybe not; but whoever, whichever, whatever makes Harry happy, we’re absolutely thankful for that. He has a good heart you know? That sometimes, people around him use that. Other than the boys, I personally don’t like the people he hangs around with sometimes, they are just obviously using Harry and I think Harry is aware of that but it came to a point where he didn’t care anymore if people are using him, he just wants some company, but then ending up being disappointed still. So on tour, he would just do the routine, do what he had to do, concert, interviews, shoot and then sleep. He was like a robot. He would even wake me up in the middle of the night and tell me he’s bored and invite me to go work out with him, and I can tell that he’s extremely lonely. He can send his family with him, but even his family has their own lives to live too, you know what I mean? Then he started being around his phone a lot; that’s when I think he met you… and he started singing more in the shower, even dancing in the car, laughing his heart out about silly things. The childlike Harry we’ve known started coming back bit by bit. He was more alive and excited about life. And I know that the people who genuinely care about Harry are grateful for that’

I didn’t know that I made that much impact to Harry. Whenever we chat, we just had a great time talking about everything. My dreams, ambitions, passions, plans in life were all shared to him and his to me. It’s crazy how you can connect with someone who’s completely different from you. It just felt good to have someone to talk to, someone to share your biggest fears and biggest dreams.

I know I am not in the position to be mad at the people who used Harry because I already did the worst thing possible to him; But… how could they? How could they use Harry for fame or for money? It would be awesome to be Harry’s friend or someone he cares about not because he’s Harry Styles from One Direction but because he genuinely has a heart.

‘We’re here. Be careful, some paps are still here to take snaps because Harry was here, so…’

‘Yes, I understand’ and I smiled at Liv.

‘Could you wear the shades though?’ He asked.

‘Sure, do we need to check in first?’.

‘There's no need, just go straight to room 427, We’ve already checked in under Harry’s alias name Edwa-’

‘Edward Riley?’

‘Correct’ He said, but with a puzzled expression; so I explained…

‘That’s the person I thought I was talking to the whole time before he told me he’s Harry’

‘Ah, yeah’ Then he smiled a bit and continued ‘ He uses that name a lot for reservations and everything else so people won’t find out, didn’t know he used it to you as well’

‘Well, he did actually’.

‘We’re here, off you go’ Liv told me and I got out of the car; then he instructed,

‘I can’t go with you… paps and fans already recognize me as Harry’s assistant and bodyguard so here’s the key to the room and just go straight there; if the guards asked you if you’re checked in, show them your key, your things are already there for sure. Call me if you need anything, I’ll be around.’ And the car smoothly went straight ahead to leave me.

Right, how can I call him, I didn’t even had his number, plus my sim is not working here. Whatever, I’ll just stay in my room until later or maybe I’ll just walk around the city? Yeah! Good idea!

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Wow this room is breath taking! I went to the balcony and savored the moment. I have been dreaming to get here since I was a child and now I am actually here I can’t believe it!

SHE’S AS SWEET AS

TUPELO HONEY,

SHE’S AN ANGEL…

What’s that? Is that a ringtone? Of a… a phone? Where is it?

Then I saw an Iphone laying in the coffee table beside the bed. Is this Harry’s phone? He left it here? Then I went to check the phone and it was Harry calling so that means, it’s not his. This ringtone is his song for me, I remember, is this… mine? Then the phone stopped ringing and then my actual phone vibrated…

Buzz… buzz…

bigbrownbootsUK: Please answer my call, don’t worry that’s not new, it’s mine in case you’re wondering.

Oh, he’s referring to that phone.

Nikki_Garcia: Thank goodness. Okay.

SHE’S AS SWEET

AS TUPELO HONEY

SHE’S AN ANGEL…

‘Hiiiiiiii, really sorry, I told you I’ll be there but management called and now we’re on a meeting I just excused myself and went outside the meeting room so I could call you’

The actual Harry Styles calling me, apologizing, explaining for not being here. I was unaware that I wasn’t standing anymore, I was already lying in this bed, I think fell? I… aahhh I can’t think straight.

‘Nikki? Are you there?’

‘Yes, I uhh… Yeah, uhmm Liv told me’.

‘Right, what was I saying? Right, yeah, emmm, If you need anything just call me, or Liv that’s the reason I am giving you that phone so you can easily contact us. That’s your number while you’re here. And thank you for coming here. I really am excited to meet you, you don’t even know how much’.

‘I am too. When we meet, I’ll tell you everything’.

‘Yeah, you need to tell me about your trip. I can’t wait, I’ll see you right after the concert, donut’.

‘What if I didn’t come?’ I joked. And jokes are always half meant true I’m halfway doing that (not coming) actually.

‘That’s a funny joke Nikki, Ha ha. But if you want to know the answer, I won’t come out, I won’t perform. This night is gonna be special. I saved a VIP seat for you’.

‘You didn’t have to Mr. Styles! Why do you always!? you can't even buy yourself a pair of new jeans yet you spe--’ I shouted on the phone and he laughed. Yes, I made him laugh even here. I don’t even know why he laughed, I’m not even joking but it feels so good to actually hear him laugh and not just seeing those laughing emoticons.

‘Again, I’m not doing this for you silly, I’m doing this so I could see you from where I am on stage so I could tease you the whole night; get ready, this is gonna be fun!’.

‘He-he Nice try. I am not going to seat there!’

‘Aaahhwww’ He made this cute, silly, groan and I couldn’t resist. I can’t breathe, he always make me weak in the knees.

‘Of course I was joking, I’ll come. I need to tell you everything right?’

‘I know, and I’m excited’

If you only knew what that truth is, you won’t be excited.

‘You already told me that like a million times Harry!’

‘Because I really am! Alright I need to go love, Liam’s asking me to go inside’…

I even heard him shout at Liam ‘SHUT UP LIAM! ALRIGHT I’M COMING!’

‘Bye’ I told him.

‘Bye, love.’

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So now all you guys know the exact story, what happened, how on earth have I got here and why I'm now walking the streets of London, seeing these red phone booths, London eye, the Big Ben and why Harry Styles is funding my trip.

It feels good really, to make a Harry Styles do everything for you and I know it’s weird to say this, but more than the fact that I am afraid of the outcome when we meet, I am excited to see him.

Now I only got about 3 hours to walk back to the hotel where I am staying and prepare for this big night.

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A knock on the door made my heart jump; because I know it’s time.

‘Ms. Nikki? This is Liv, I’m here to pick you up and take you to the concert’

‘Yeah, coming!’

I quickly checked what I’m wearing in the mirror… Hmmm, black dress with a black cardigan and semi clear black stockings, pink-ish lips and a little bit of eyeliner and mascara to complete for the makeup, brown oxford shoes and a leather sling bag will do right? They are not expensive like what Harry gave me but, they’re alright I think. Finally, I put on the necklace Harry left in my hotel room, a paper plane necklace. It’s like a folded origami airplane thing that kind of shaped like a heart.With the necklace, a note was beside it which wrote:

‘This is for you, and before you raise your eyebrows may I say that this is my money and I will spend it to whoever I want to spend it to and with. So stop telling me that I shouldn’t spend for you. You’re my girl, and you’re worth it. Please accept this. It’s a paper plane necklace; this is my way of saying wherever I may be, all I think of is flying across the world just to find you. I have one too; I hope you wear it with me. – H .xx