Chapter 33

"Our theme for this week is............. SAY!" Finn sounds excited.

We are frowned.

"So, you can say anything you want to say to a person or to the world and no excuse to you. Got it?" Finn explains

Everyone nod.

Ryder raise his hand.

"Yes Ryder?" Finn asks.

"Can I try?" Ryder asks.

"Sure." Finn answers.

"This song is for the one that I love. All I wanna say is I love but you dont seem to care and look the other guy." Ryder said as he look at to me.

Everybody's laughing in my mindRumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did when youDid with me?Does he love you the way I can?Did you forget all the plansThat you made with me?'cause baby I didn't

That should be meHoldin' your handThat should be meMakin' you laughThat should be meThis is so sadThat should be meThat should be me

That should be meFeelin' your kissThat should be meBuyin' you giftsThis is so wrong,I can't go on,Till you believe thatThat should be me

That should be me

You said you needed a little timeFor my mistakesIt's funny how you use that timeTo have me replacedBut did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the moviesWhat you doin' to meYou're takin' him where we used to goNow if you're tryin' to break my heartIt's working 'cause you know that

That should be meHoldin' your handThat should be meMakin' you laughThat should be meThis is so sadThat should be meThat should be me

That should be meFeelin' your kissThat should be meBuyin' you giftsThis is so wrong,I can't go on,Till you believe thatThat should be me

I need to know, should I fight for love or disarmIt's getting harder to shieldThis pain in my heart

That should be meHoldin' your handThat should be meMakin' you laughThat should be meThis is so sadThat should be meThat should be me

That should be meFeelin' your kissThat should be meBuyin' you giftsThis is so wrong,I can't go on,Till you believe that

That should be meHolding your handThat should be meThe one making you laugh, oh babyThat should be meThat should be me giving you flowersThat should be meTalking for hoursThat should be me,That should be me

That should be meNever should've let you goI never should've let you goThat should be meNever should've let you goThat should be meNever should've let you goI never should've let you goThat should be me

Everyone clapping as Ryder finish his song.

"Such an heartbroken song but very well to say." Finn said.

"Thank you." Ryder go back to his seat.

"Well anyone want to try?" Finn asked.

Nobody answer.

The bells rings

"Well that was our last glee club today. See you tomorrow." Finn said.

We walked out from the choir room and someone grab my hands.

"Can I drive you home?" Ryder asked.

"If you dont mind." I smile.

He then hold my hand to walk to the parking lot.

He opened the passenger door for me. Such a gentleman.

I keep playing with my phone while Ryder keep driving.

"Who are you texting?" Ryder asked.

"Finn. Just in case if he thinks that a monster kidnapped me." I said as I tried to hide my laugh.

"But I'm not a monster hohoho." Ryder laughs.

I laugh so hard.

"You're funny!" Ryder smile.

I blush "keep looking. I dont want to hit something." I said.

"Aby, that song I was song about it was for you. I like you since the first time I met you." Ryder said.

I keep looking at the window and didnt answer him.

We arrived at Finn's home and out from Ryder's car.

"Thank you for driving me home." I smile.

"You're welcome." He smile back.

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I'm sitting in the bed againts the wall and playing games in my laptop.

"So someone going home with a new guy today?" Finn walks in.

"Hey, I was about going to your room to wake you up." I said.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Just playing games." I said.

"So you and Ryder? Is there something happen?" Finn asks.

I shake my head.

"Come on dont lie!" Finn said.

"Well....."

"Well.......?"

"Ryder told me that the song he sing today on the glee club was for me." I said.

"Then?" Finn asks.

"I didnt answer him. He said when we're going home and like what I did to Sam, I didnt say anything." I explains.

"Actually Ryder told me when we're in London." Finn said.

"When he told you?" I asks.

"The second day when you missed the trip because you slept. That night on that day I was looking for you with Ryder, then we met Jake and Marley and said that you and Puck in your room so I went to your room and unlocked it since I had the another keys and we saw you and Puck were sleeping and cuddling." Finn explains.

"After that Ryder slammed the door of our room then I asked what happened and he told me that he loves you." Finn added.

"I feel guilty now." I said.

"No you dont. You treat him just like you treat Sam, Blaine or the others. You dont make him special. But you need to choose who you love the most." Finn said.

"Who do you like? Puck or Ryder?" I asked.

"Of course Puck. He is my bestfriend for life even though he is crazy but he always remind me with many things" Finn answer.

"I'm still in love with Puck but I kinda like Ryder." I said.

"You need to follow your heart." Finn hug me.

I nod.

I feel guilty because I didnt tell Finn the truth about what happened between me and Puck in London.

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