Eighteen

Harry's P.O.V

Ever since the incident with the fans saying rude comments to Jordyn she hasn't been the same. She's been much more quieter and she even looks different. She looks more pale and a bit skinnier, like she hasn't been eating. I always asked her what was wrong but she just brushed it off as a headache, but I knew there was something else bothering her. Now that I'm thinking about it, I haven't seen Jordyn eat that much lately. Whenever I asked her to go out to lunch or to make her dinner she always said she wasn't hungry or that she ate before. Was she starving herself? Or was she really not hungry and/or already ate? Judging by the way she looks I'm really starting to think that she hasn't seen eating. And that scares me to death. I definitely needed to talk to her about this later.

Today the boys and I were heading back to the studio to finished up our new single. Jordyn decided that she didn't want to come, because she still had a headache. The boys were all downstairs getting ready to leave so I quickly went upstairs to say goodbye to Jordyn.

Jordyn's door was halfway open, so I let myself in. I scanned the room and saw Jordyn standing in front of the mirror with her shirt up, looking at her stomach. She saw me standing in the doorway, and jumped.

"God Harry you scared me" She said, holding her hand to her chest.

Why was she looking at herself in the mirror like that? Her face was filled with...disgust almost.

"Why were you looking at yourself like that?" I asked her, walking over to her.

"I-I don't know..I just feel fat today I guess" She said quietly.

"Fat?" I asked. I hugged Jordyn from behind and rested my chin on her shoulder. "Jordyn you are the farthest thing from fat. Look at yourself" I pointed to the mirror. She slowly looked up at her reflection. "You are absolutely beautiful love, you are perfect just the way you are. You have tons of people who love you for you, not for your body. Sure, you aren't going to like your body 100%, no one does. But you have to believe me when I say you are perfect and don't need to lose any weight"

Jordyn bit her lip and looked down to the floor. "Thanks Harry"

I still didn't buy it. I grabbed a hold of her hips and turned her around to face me. She looked up at me with a small hint of sadness in her eyes.

"Jord if there was something bothering you, you would tell me right?" I asked her.

She hesitated at first, but finally spoke. "Yeah of course, why?"

"Are you sure you've been feeling okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine Harry. If something was wrong you'd be the first to know" She said with a half smile.

"Good" I pressed my lips onto hers for a short, sweet kiss.

"Harry! Were leaving!" Louis yelled from downstairs.

"I guess thats my cue. Are you sure you'll be okay here by yourself?" I asked, giving her a hug.

"Yes I'll be fine don't worry about me. Have fun" She said, before pushing me out of the room.

"Call me if you need anything!" I yelled from the hallway.

"Okay!" She giggled from her room.

I made my way down the stairs and met up with the boys who were already waiting in the car.

Jordyn's P.O.V

After Harry came in my room and said all of that nice stuff to me, I knew that he knew something was up, but didn't want to say anything. After he said all of that it made me feel horrible for starving myself for the past few days, but I needed to do it. Those girls were right, I am fat and need to lose weight. Starving myself seemed to be the easiest way to do it.

I've been getting terrible headaches since I haven't been eating, and I'm dizzy all of the time. But I'm trying to look past all of the side effects, if it means that I will get skinny. I also noticed that my skin was getting paler, which was becoming more and more noticeable since I'm usually so tan because its summer.

I decided to watch a movie in bed to pass time, since I'm home alone. I put in Friends With Benefits and walked my weak body back to my bed, and pressed play.

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After the movie was over I really had to pee so I sat up to get off my bed. I planted my feet on the ground  and stood up, but got dizzy in the process. Uh oh, I got up too fast. I hate when this happens, you get dizzy for like five-seconds and then you go back to normal. But five-seconds passed..then ten-seconds passed and the dizziness wasn't letting up. This wasn't good.

I went to take a step forward but my legs were too weak to move. All of a sudden my ears popped, and I couldn't hear a thing, and my head had a stabbing pain in it. My eyesight was slowly deteriorating and I started to sweat. Oh no, I was going to pass out! I sloppily reached for my phone on my nightstand and scrolled through my contacts with blurred vision to try and find Harry's name. My entire body was now shaking; it took me three tries to tap on Harry's contact to call him. I finally got it, and the other line started ringing. Hurry Harry!

My eyesight was fading in and out, I knew I was bound to pass out any minute now. I finally heard Harry's voice on the other line.

"Hey babe whatsup?" He said.

My mouth could barely move, it was so dry. All of a sudden my body became to weak to hold myself up, and my legs collapsed, causing me to fall to the ground, dropping the phone out of my hand.

"Harry..." I whispered, before everything went black.