quarante cinq

november 10

hyunmean☹️i promise it'll get better.

you promise the same thing.

hyunmean☹️look. i've been extremely hypocritical but please trust me. i need to get betterand so do you. i don't wanna hurt youchangmin.

i've been hurting because you haven'tbeen here hyunjin. i've been waiting andwaiting like a fucking fool. it took you solong to say something while i've spent nightscrying in chan's arms. doing things you didn't want me to do anymore. you were my medicinebut my medicine expired.

hyunmean☹️have you been smoking and drinkingwith him? is that what you've been doingto ease the pain?

yes hyunjin how big of a problem doyou have with that? you weren't there to ease the pain so i took matters intomy own hands.

hyunmean☹️please changmin.

no hyunjin. i've been doing it tohelp myself. chan has been the onlyone cause somehow i've lostjeongin and seungmin again.

hyunmean☹️was it cause of the drinking.

yes it was and now i've lost all hope. so please. if you're gonna have a promise stickwith it cause i'm tired of your games.

hyunmean☹️i love you. seen at 3:40am

——-thanks for 2k votes.