douze

april 9jisungs point of view

you wouldn't care if i told you i liked you, you're hooked on hyunjin, and knowing youit probably won't change any time soon.

only jeongin knows of this andalways seems to pity me when i talkto you because he seems to claimthat he sees my eyes shine when i talk to you.

he says it's like my whole assface regains it's color when i see yourface.

he tells me i shouldn't be saying that you likehyunjin because who knows if it's even true.

i regret making you meet hyunjin.

i wish it like me back.

i wish i was your one and only.

i wish i was on our mind as muchas you are in mine.

i wish i wasn't just yourbest friend.

—————————————————-jisung writes in his journal everyday just like changmin does. he doodle and rights poems just like she does. this became a habit for both. i hope you enjoy this "journal entry" i might make more of these :)