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april 8

"changmin help"

"yes jisung?"

"i think i like someone"

"oh? who might that be?"

mind you i'm usually supportivewith this kind of stuff becausei don't want them to feel as thoughthey're in the wrong for liking a specific person.

i would know how that shit feelsand it sucks ass.

"i don't want to say, but you know her"

"why don't you want to tell me?"

"i want to keep it secret before iactually know if i like them ornot. is that okay with you?"

"of course take as much time as you need."

"you're actually the best. this iswhy you're the most understanding person i know. i love you lots."

"ha yea yea cheesy boy gotalk to jeongin, love you too"

"see ya at 3rd!!"

why is my heart pounding.

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i sat in my seat which is inthe back corner of the room.

i like to isolate myself fromall the bullshit this classroomhas to give.

it's 2nd right now, math.

this is such a shit classroomwith shitty people.

there's one person in here though he keeps me sane from all theugly things that happen in the classroom.

of course it's the one and onlyhwang hyunjin.

though he is shy, and introvertedhe has is own set of friends in theclass.

so that means i stay by myself in my corner, writing in this journal for the entirety of this class.

doodles, words, poems, and justplain scribbles just trying to ridmy mind of any thoughts about him.

but also some poems havejisung's name on it oops.