❥ 𝒩𝑜𝓉 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃 ❥

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Y/N POV

He leaned in and his lips touched mine.....

Y/N: Jungkook, wait... we can't do this....

JUNGKOOK: What? why can't we?

Y/N: Because it's been so long... it's like we don't even know each other anymore.

JUNGKOOK: Y/n, we do know each other, you're my home.

I just looked at him nervously...

Y/N: Your home?

JUNGKOOK: Yeah... I know they usually say that your home is four walls, but mine is a human being... it's you... it's always been you...

He came closer to me and I hesitated and started to back away but I felt his arm wrapped around me so quickly that I didn't have time to think....

Y/N: what if we end up like we did in the past all over again? drugs.... or alcohol?

I heard him sigh..

JUNGKOOK: I don't do drugs anymore... and I only drink on occasions. I'm not who I was y/n..

Y/N: then how are we suppose to really know each other? because I'm not who I use to be either. I'm a mother.... I can't slip up and act like an idiot like I have in the past. I have to keep him safe over all else.

JUNGKOOK: Yeah and I'm here to help keep him safe, he's my son too... I'm a father and together we would be better and stronger, and I've already lost so much time with him... and I'm not blaming you for it, so please don't take it that way... We've all lost time...

Y/N: Lost time we can never get back...

JUNGKOOK: Let's not waste anymore of the precious time we do have left...

All I could think about is Jungkook missing it all... Gio's first steps, first words, the first time he used the potty on his own, he missed all the firsts. I don't want him to miss anymore time with Gio, but I'm scared that this may grow wild again. Our love was like a burning flame and I have to admit it never burnt out even after all these years, but it can turn into a wild fire if we let it.

Y/N: I don't want us to lose anymore time, I don't want you to lose anymore time with Gio... but I know how wild we were in the past...and how downright toxic it was. I don't want to jump right back into what we use to be...

JUNGKOOK: I don't want us to be what we use to be, I want us to be better. I want to be with you. Learning to live without you was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, and I've lost many people in my life.

Tears started forming in the corners of my eyes. I tried to look away but Jungkook noticed and put his hand on my cheek and wiped the tear away as it fell down my cheeks. The look in his eyes spoke a million words. I missed him so much, but not the bad parts. I remember how dark his eyes use to be, and I knew when they would get cold looking that he was angry or ready to do something insane. They don't look like that anymore, I can see the love in his eyes.

I could see the tears start to form in his eyes, and I put my hands on his cheeks and kissed him gently and his grip around my waist got tighter, and he moved in closer. I opened my eyes to see his open shortly after.

The kissing got a little more rough, our breaths getting heavier. He sat up and started slowly pushing me down against the couch so he could hover over top of me. He started kissing my neck, and it instantly made my whole body shiver, cold chills all over my body. I forgot what this felt like with him. It felt like the way they explain heaven is.

JUNGKOOK: You okay?

Y/N: Yeah, why?

JUNGKOOK: You're shaking...

I could feel my face turn red, I looked away and he just continued staring at me as a smile grew upon his face.

JUNGKOOK: Why are you hiding your face?

Y/N: I'm not.

JUNGKOOK: Did I send shivers down your spine?

He whispered in my ear, close enough where I could feel his breath on my earlobe which made the cold chills reappear .

Y/N: Kook.... Stop it...

He chuckled a little and started kissing my neck again, and up to my ear while gently blowing and nibbling on it here and there...

I let out a low moan... " Mmmmm "

21 + Beyond this point

He was in between my legs, both of us still fully clothed but he was rubbing himself against me and it made me moan, and he would let out little noises here and there, that just turned me on even more.

JUNGKOOK: Do you still stay in the same bedroom?

Y/N: Mhm...

JUNGKOOK: Come on...

He pulled me up off the couch and behind him.

It took us ten minutes to finally get up the stairs because we couldn't keep our hands off of each other.

He went into my bed room first, I followed closing and locking the door behind me.

I just watched him walk in and take his shirt off, I just stood against the door looking at him.

He turned around and looked at me..

JUNGKOOK: What?

Y/N: Mm... Nothing..

I said while biting my bottom lip.

JUNGKOOK: Why do you make my heart beat all crazy...

Y/N: Because I make you nervous?

JUNGKOOK: You make me feel all kinda different ways.

He started walking toward me... and I couldn't help but smile.

He put his hands on each side of my head up against the door.

He put his forehead against mine...

JUNGKOOK: You don't know how much I missed you...

Y/N: Yeah I do, because I missed you so much it hurt...

He put his head in the crook of my neck, I wrapped my arms around his neck.... Him wrapping his arms around my waist.

He lifted me up and took me over to the bed with him, he turned around and sat down with me on his lap.

I kissed him and he wrapped his arms around my waist and his hands made their way down to my ass, as he squeezed each cheek with one hand....

He pulled my shirt up and over my head as he threw it across the room.

I was wearing the cutest bralette and it was see through which drove him crazy.

He put his mouth over the part of my bra where my nipple is and started gently biting and sucking, as he took the other nipple in between his fingers and played with it, I could feel my panties getting wetter and wetter, becoming full of my juices.

JUNGKOOK: Stand up.

He said with a stern voice, and I did as he said.

He just looked at me and a mischievous smile popped up on his face.

He rubbed his hands along the top of my jeans where, his fingers inside of them rubbing against my skin, as he was getting closer and closer to having his hand inside my panties.

He pulled his hand back out and started to unbutton my pants as he he pulled them down over my hips and they hit the floor. He was nibbling on my thighs while I was standing.

JUNGKOOK: Mmm... The See Through panties to go with the bra, I like it.

He ran his hand down the outside of my thigh and back up my inner thigh until he reached my clit and started rubbing back and forth over it...

JUNGKOOK: Spread your legs

Y/N: what?

I didn't understand what he was trying to do because I was still standing up with my panties still on..

JUNGKOOK: Just spread your legs...

I did as he said.

He brought his face closer to my V...

and put his mouth on it through my panties, but somehow it still felt amazing.

He did this for a couple of minutes, until he moved my panties to the side, and I could feel his tongue rolling up and down my folds. I felt his tongue go inside of me.

Y/N: Jungkook... Oh my gosh...

My legs started getting weak, so they started shaking....

JUNGKOOK: am I making you weak in the knees?

I was breathing in and out so hard from the pleasure he made me feel.

He pulled back and took my panties off... I just looked down at him waiting for the next order..

JUNGKOOK: Lay down on the bed.

I climbed onto the bed, laying on my back.

He put his hand on my leg pulling it away from the other one, getting a better look at my kitty.

He stood up from the bed... and just looked me up and down.

JUNGKOOK: Touch yourself...

Y/N: Wha...what?

JUNGKOOK: I want too see you touch yourself for me...

I slowly moved my hand down my body softly running my finger over my nipple, and down my stomach, to my sweet spot..

I started rubbing in a circular motion while looking him in his eyes...

He started unbuttoning his pants, and they hit the floor along with his boxers, and I seen his big D spring up and hit his stomach.

He grabbed it and started touching himself while watching me...

His hand moving up and down his shaft, listening to his moans made me so close to cumming.

Y/N: Mmmmm..... Ahhhh.....

I inserted one of my fingers into my hole, and that drove Jungkook crazy

He climbed onto the bed and bent down to where his mouth met my wet clit and he started moving his tongue over my clit as I was fingering myself.

Y/N: Ahhh, Kook.... please don't stop.... I'm so close.....

Right as I was about to get off, he stopped sucking on my clit and pulled my hand away from my V.

Y/N: Why'd you stop me.. and Why did you stop?

JUNGKOOK: I don't want you to cum just yet... I want you to cum with my dick inside of you.... You remember how good it felt?

Y/N: Mhm.... I remember everything, every single thing you've ever made me feel...

JUNGKOOK: It was always explosive...

Y/N: What?

JUNGKOOK: Our sex life together was always explosive...

He lined himself up with my entrance and he slowly moved himself closer to me as his dick was going deeper and deeper inside of me...

JUNGKOOK: Ohhh.... I forgot how tight you were around me.... I remember how you would squeeze my dick while inside of you with your muscles....

Y/N: Like this...

As I Squeezed my vagina muscles around his hard cock...

JUNGKOOK: Aaaaah..

He started shaking....

JUNGKOOK: No....

As he pulled himself out of me...

Y/N: What's wrong you can't handle it anymore old man?

He chuckled... and a smile formed on face....

JUNGKOOK: Handle it? Can you handle this?

As he grabbed my leg and pulled me down to him and flipped me over on my stomach, He grabbed me by my hips lifting my ass in the air...

I felt super exposed.

I felt him get his legs on the outside of my legs...

He lined himself up with my entrance once again, and went inside of me kinda rough...

I gripped the sheets and flattened my body on the bed, he stayed inside of me while his body slid down with mine perfectly in sync.

He must have noticed my hands were gripping the sheets because he brought his hands up to mine and interlocked his fingers in between mine.

He was changing his pace, one minute he was going fast and hard, then slow and gentle...

He pulled out and flipped me over.

JUNGKOOK: I guess you can handle it now better than use to be able too, hm??

He was over top of me, he had an indifferent look on his face....

Y/N: Jungkook whats wrong?

He climbed off of me and rolled over on his back...

JUNGKOOK: Just thinking how Namjoon had his hands all over you... for years.... He got to marry you... He stole that from me.... and he taught you things didn't he?

Y/N: What do you mean?

JUNGKOOK: In bed?

Y/N: I mean... Jungkook... I was married to him, and I thought you really just walked away from me... like I really thought you didn't care about me....I was living a lie with that man...

JUNGKOOK: We really don't know each other anymore do we?

Y/N: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

JUNGKOOK: I'm just saying... You've spent years with him...

Y/N: Not by choice...

JUNGKOOK: I know... I know it wasn't by choice...

I climbed on top of him..

Y/N: He wasn't you... All I wanted all of these years was you...

He looked up at me smiling...

JUNGKOOK: All I wanted was you.. is you..but I think you're right... we need to get to know each other again....

I just looked down at him.... I was at a loss for words...

Y/N: Are you really doing this to me right now?

I looked at him while biting my bottom lip...

I grabbed his member and lined it up with y entrance... and started moving up and down slowly...

He didn't stop me but just watched me...

I was riding him faster and faster, and he gripped my thighs and then my waist...

I could feel the tightness in my stomach and my muscles start to twitch as I rode out my high on his still very hard dick...

JUNGKOOK: Fuck.....

He started moving me up and down even harder, so he could go even deeper....

Until his pace got slower and slower...

He looked me in my eyes... but didn't say anything....

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I laid down next to him while still staring at each other...

I heard the door knob wiggling around...

GIO: Mommy..... Mommy can you open the door...

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Hey guys I'm sorry if this chapter isn't as good as the ones in the past, I tried really hard, my life has been very crazy lately, and I'm just trying to get my thoughts in order, so I'm sorry for the late post.

I do hope you guys are still enjoying this book. I know some of you are ready for it to end lol and I'm working on that slowly but surely.

I promise to post more often from here on out, At least once a week until the story is done :)

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I purple you all so much!