✿ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 ✿

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Y/N POV

It's been about three weeks since Namjoon was murdered, so many thoughts went through my head, and so many things made me think maybe Jungkook had something to do with it, but Joons friend's told me He handled a really big deal for their boss and he gambled with their money and lost is all, which didn't sound a lot like Joon but I obviously never knew any of these people....

I honestly feel like such an idiot for giving in and believing Joon and to even take it as far as falling for him. I know how crazy that makes me sound, maybe its stockholm syndrome....maybe it was really how I felt.

I think I was mainly just confused and afraid because of how everything played out.... and what Jungkook said kept playing over and over in my head about Joon not leaving him much of a choice, but I just never seen Jungkook being much of the quitting type, but here we are......

I decided to go back to California and get our stuff and sell the house, Dongchul told us to come back home and stay until we wanna find a place of our own. Gio loves being close to them, he loves Bianca.

While I went to California, Gio stayed behind with Bianca, it was the first real time we were apart for more than a day or two, it was odd but he seemed to have lots of fun with Bianca, and a lot of pool and movie times. It's been a long process but I'm happy to finally be back in Florida, I never thought I would miss this place so much.

JUNGKOOK POV

Sofia and I have been having issues ever since I told her my ex girlfriend was back in town with a boy that looks an awful lot like me, I think she is slightly jealous. I can't be mad at her though, she has every right to feel that way. I honestly don't even know how I feel at the moment, I do know I want to get to know my child more. I heard that Y/N already left back to California though a few weeks back, so I know the chances are not very high.

It was Friday, and I know Dongchul was having his little weekly dinner party. I got to the house and didn't see a whole lot of cars outside which was very strange....

I knocked on the door and went on in.

BIANCA: Hey, what are you doing here? Didn't you get the text?

JUNGKOOK: text? no...

I started looking through my phone and I realized Dongchul texted me this morning about not having a huge party because Gio was here.... Which is awesome.

JUNGKOOK: Oh yeah I see it now, I didn't see it. I'm sorry.

BIANCA: It's okay, we have Gio while Y/N is in California handling business.

JUNGKOOK: Handling business?

BIANCA: Oh, never mind nothing.

JUNGKOOK: I get it.

" MISTER IS HERE " " HI MISTER " said little Gio running down the long hallway.

JUNGKOOK: Hi, Gio...

I said while kneeling down to his level.

BIANCA: Mister was just going Gio..

GIO: Wait... Can't he stay for dinner?

JUNGKOOK: It's okay Gio, I'll go.

GIO: No... Stay and eat wiff us.

BIANCA: I guess staying for dinner can't hurt.

I spent a lot of the time, getting to know Gio, and turns out he is a lot like me but I do see some of Y/n in him.

DONGCHUL: So are you gonna try to figure out this coparenting thing with Y/n since he's out of the way now?

JUNGKOOK: I want to, but she's kind of being a bitch about it. First she has a child thats clearly mine, doesn't tell me about him, and then gets upset when I bring things up. It's like shes back to her old stubborn ways or maybe she never changed.

DONGCHUL: Y/n has changed a lot, she had to, to become the mother she is. She loves that child with everything in her, she would kill someone for him if she needed too.

JUNGKOOK: I don't doubt that at all...

We both giggled...

JUNGKOOK: He seems like a real smart kid. He has to be ahead of other kids his age.

DONGCHUL: He definitely is.

After eating dinner, I started playing with Gio and Tao... It's crazy to sit back and look at the life that Y/n and I created. Seeing the life we could have had. slightly breaks my heart though because it's something we almost didn't have. Y/n still hates me, I don't think it'll ever be like it use to be.

Y/N POV

I just got off the plane, walking to the cab to head back to see my handsome little man. I wanted to make it a surprise since it's been so long. It was a long drive, so I fell asleep on the way home. We pulled into the driveway, I know they canceled their weekly party because they didn't want to have the craziness around Gio this week because last week he got scared and hid away.

I walked up to the door and let myself in.

I tiptoed around until I spotted what I didn't expect too see....

Jungkook taking a cute picture with Gio....

They all looked up at me, as I accidentally walked into the corner table knocking something over.

Jungkook looked up at me so quick and our eyes met and for some reason I just couldn't break away at this point.... but he finally did..

Y/N: What are you doing here?

GIO: MOMMMMMYYYYYY, I Meesed you so muches.... like this muches...

As he held his arms out showing me how much, and running in my direction...

Y/N: Gio honey, I missed you so much!!!!!

JUNGKOOK: I'll get going....

He started to stand up...

GIO: Please stay Jungkoo....

Y/N: I'm sure he has things to do honey...

GIO: Do you? or can you stay?

As he looked over at Jungkook with cute little eyes.

JUNGKOOK: I should go so you can spend time with your mommy...

He started walking toward the door.

Gio jumped down and ran to Jungkook and hugged his leg and blocked the door.

GIO: No please, you can stay and get to know my mommy too... She's a nice wady ( trying to say lady )

Jungkook looked up at me and cocked his head to the side a little, almost like he was pleading...

Y/N: okay, maybe it'll be okay for a little while.

Bianca and Dongchul started smiling at each other.

We spent the night playing with Gio and Tao, but I was keeping my distance from Jungkook the whole time...

GIO: Mommy, I gotta steustion? (question)

Y/N: Yeah? maybe I have an answer...

Jungkook and I both looked at him.

GIO: Why does Jungkoo look like me?

I looked over at Jungkook, and It almost felt like I couldn't breathe...

Y/N: Uhm... Well he's older than you, so I'd say you look like him honey..

GIO: but why?

I was so tired of keeping it a secret at this point, all the secrets I've had to hold onto that I never want to hold onto anymore, but before I got the chance to answer the question....

GIO: Is he my real daddy?

I looked over at Jungkook.... He looked at me with glassy eyes.... Teary eyes... almost as if he was ready to cry...

Y/N: We can talk about this when you're a little older, okay?

Jungkook cut me off and said " I am your dad Gio ".

We both looked over at him, and I was in complete shock....

Y/N: Jungkook...

GIO: YES! I like that mommy, don't be sad..

He came over and hugged me..

Y/N: I'm okay honey.... I'm sorry...

We watched a movie together, I was sitting on one side of Gio and Jungkook on the otherside...

I looked over to see Gio asleep on Jungkook.

Y/N: I'll put him in bed...

JUNGKOOK: No, it's okay I can take him, he showed me his room earlier.

Y/N: No it's okay I'll just do it really quick... I'm sure you have to go...

Jungkook let out a sigh...

I grabbed Gio and walked him to his room and tucked him in.

I went back down stairs expecting Jungkook to be gone, but he was still on the couch, asleep...

I went and grabbed my phone off the table and turned the tv off... I grabbed a blanket to cover Jungkook with and laid it out over him and began to walk away but before I could get too far he grabbed my wrist...

JUNGKOOK: Wait..

Y/N: Jungkook....

My breathing picked up and I know he sensed it.

JUNGKOOK: Just stay with me for a little while? hmm?

I looked at him while he was laying there with his eyes closed...

Y/N: No.... It's not a good idea..

JUNGKOOK: for old times sake?

I looked at him again but this time he was looking up at me...

I sat down next to him...

JUNGKOOK: I think we should clear the air..

Y/N: Yeah.. like what did you mean you had no choice?

JUNGKOOK: He threatened to kill you, if I didn't leave you alone.

I looked over at him and his eyes filled with tears....

JUNGKOOK: I had no choice left in the matter, I didn't want you dead Y/n...

Y/N: He told me, you chose to go back to your old life, kinda like you just gave me to him.

He sat up and looked at me...

JUNGKOOK: and you really believed that?

Y/N: at the time, I didn't know what to believe, our life was a huge mess.... He terrified me....

JUNGKOOK: I never wanted a life without you Y/n...

Y/N: I never imagined things would be this way.....

JUNGKOOK: You've changed me so much...

Y/N: We've changed each other...

JUNGKOOK: But one thing that remained the same.....

He paused and looked me deep into the eyes.... and came a little closer which made me a little uncomfortable and he grabbed my waist....

JUNGKOOK: Is my love for you....

Y/N: Kook....

As I pulled back a little..

JUNGKOOK: How I've missed you saying that to me....

I felt weak..... and this tingly feeling all over my body...

He leaned in and his lips touched mine.....

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