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JUNGKOOK POV

I couldn't seem to get my thoughts together, I felt like I was starting to lose my mind.

I drove straight home instead of back to work, I was hoping Sophia wasn't there because I really just needed to be alone, to gather all of my thoughts and feelings.

I spent most of my life being emotionless, careless, stone cold but when Y/n came into my life everything changed, actually since she left my life I've noticed so much more. I'm more caring than I thought I could ever be. I thought my father ruined me but he didn't or maybe Y/n just sent life back into me.

I feel trapped in between two rocks that are so big that I can't move. Namjoon told me to stay away from Y/n or he would kill her, but I didn't know she was pregnant with my child. This changes so much for me, but there is nothing I can do.

I was so deep in thought that I didn't realize Sophia was knocking on my car window the whole time. I hurried and rolled the window down.

JUNGKOOK: I'm sorry I wasn't...

She cut me off.

SOPHIA: Rough day Bunny?

JUNGKOOK: Yeah... It was a crazy day at work.

SOPHIA: you were so deep in thought..

JUNGKOOK: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ignore you.

We started to walk into the house and she was being kind of strange.

SOPHIA: What were you thinking about?

JUNGKOOK: Hmmm?

SOPHIA: What were you so deep in thought about?

JUNGKOOK: It's nothing.

SOPHIA: It's obviously something, so what is it?

She came over and sat down on my lap facing me.

SOPHIA: Babe just tell me whats wrong?

JUNGKOOK: It's nothing Soph...

SOPHIA: Maybe I can make it better for you...

She said in a sexual voice as she started kissing my neck, and I played into it for a second until I realized that I just wasn't into it.

JUNGKOOK: I'm sorry Babe, I'm just not in the mood.

SOPHIA: Not in the mood?

JUNGKOOK: Yeah I'm sorry...

SOPHIA: Since when are you not in the mood? you usually can't keep your hands off of me...

JUNGKOOK: I've had a rough day... okay?

SOPHIA: yeah... or are you seeing another bitch?

JUNGKOOK: Seriously Sophia?

SOPHIA: Yeah why else would you turn me away when you never have????

JUNGKOOK: Do you want me to be real with you?

SOPHIA: YES PLEASE...

JUNGKOOK: I found out my ex had a child and he looks just like me...

SOPHIA: Whaaaat? a child? he? you have a son? and which ex?

JUNGKOOK: Yes a son, and the only one that ever mattered...

SOPHIA: only one that ever mattered?

JUNGKOOK: Sophia, I didn't mean it like that...

I went to grab her as she was walking away...

but I meant it exactly how I said it....I just didn't want to hurt her...

SOPHIA: FUCK YOU JEON JUNGKOOK!!! I'm out...

JUNGKOOK: Soph.. I'm sorry.....

but it was too late the door slammed in my face...

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Y/N POV

We spent the night playing in the pool and eating good food.

I was still shook up about the whole Jungkook encounter, but I was trying to act as if it never happened, especially since I know Joon wouldn't be happy about it.

It was strange because it was already 1:45 AM and I haven't gotten a call or text from Joon...

I tried calling him a couple of times but no answer.

BIANCA: Stop worrying I'm sure he is fine...

Y/N: I know...

BIANCA: Him and his boys are prolly just having a little after work fun.

Y/N: Yeah...

The thing was though, Namjoon didn't go out a lot, he would come straight home to Gio and I every night at the same time, and I know hes a douche bag or has been but he was always punctual.

BIANCA: I'm sorry about the whole Jk thing...

Y/N: It's not your fault, don't be sorry. I couldn't have expected him to never find out about Gio... He looks just like him. Gio was even asking why he looked like him but not Joon.... I didn't know what to say...

BIANCA: You will have to be truthful with him at some point..

Y/N: Yeah, I don't want him to hate me when he finds out Joon isn't his real father.

We continued drinking the rest of the night on some fine wine, until we fell asleep on the couch.

I woke up at 9:30 AM and I still didn't have any calls or text messages from Joon, I was really worried at this point.

I called him a few more times and still no answer.

I decided to call some of his friends and only two picked up and said they hadn't seen him.

I finally decided to call his boss...

JOONS BOSS: Hello?

Y/N: Hello, This is Y/n, Joons... Namjoons wife...

JOONS BOSS: Yes?

Y/N: Well I was wondering if you had heard from him because I haven't and its just odd.

JOONS BOSS: ( Slight laughter on the other end) Don't bother looking for him...

Y/N: Whaa... WHAT?

JOONS BOSS: Don't look for him, you wont ever find him...

Y/N: What do you mean?

JOONS BOSS: He's long gone honey, he stole what wasn't his...

CLICK...

Y/N: OH MY GOSH...

I had tears running down my face, feeling like what I just heard was unreal.

BIANCA: mmmm.... SO LOUD!

She looked over at me.

BIANCA: What's wrong?

She jumped up and hugged me...

Y/N: The.... they killed Joon..

BIANCA: They who? and what how do you know that?

Y/N: His boss... He just told me... to never look for him.. hes long gone...

BIANCA: OMG... Y/n.. I'm so sorry....

Y/N: I just don't know... how to feel about this...

* KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK *

BIANCA: Maybe that's him at the door..

She got up and walked over to the door.

BIANCA: No... now is not the time for this...

MALE VOICE: Let me in...

and I looked over too see the door swing open...

BIANCA: Jungkook I said now isn't the time.

I looked up and saw him walking toward me...

Y/N: Jungkook please no... I can't...

JUNGKOOK: Why are you crying?

BIANCA: Joon is dead...

He looked back at me.... He had no emotion on my face...

JUNGKOOK: Why are you crying over the heartless asshole?

Y/N: Heartless asshole? says the one who up and left me so he could go back to his old life? You have no room to say anything...

JUNGKOOK: Is that what you think? is that what he told you?

Y/N: It was obvious...

JUNGKOOK: He lied to you.. He left me with no choice... NONE!

Y/N: PLEASE JUST GET TF OUT JUNGKOOK! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY OF YOUR BS ANYMORE!

BIANCA: Jungkook, please can we do this another time...

JUNGKOOK: Sure whats another couple of years for our lives to be put on hold....

He stormed out slamming the door behind him...

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Hey guys sorry this chapter isn't super long,  my life has been insane lately lol so I'm just trying to keep up at this point but I have some good chapters left in this story!

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I didn't wanna leave you guys hanging for more than a week on end again, so I wanted to post something even though there's more to the story!

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