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Y/N POV

I walked in and seen Jungkook sitting on the floor playing with a puppy....

Y/N: what is that?

JUNGKOOK: a puppy

Y/N: I know that, but why is it here?

JUNGKOOK: because I bought it

Y/N: why?

JUNGKOOK: for you....

Y/N: for me?

JUNGKOOK:  I know you're home sick and with everything that's been going on... I figured it would be less lonely here with a doggy...

I just looked at him and down at the puppy... as if a dog could fix everything that's happened with us....

The puppy ^^^^ (Looks like one of my dogs)

Back to Y/N POV

I guess the puppy does make a lot of this better... he's so cute and has so many rolls.

JUNGKOOK: what do you wanna name him?

Y/N: uhh... hmmm... what should we name him?

(okay readers, what should his name be?)

We played with the puppy, Most of the the night.... and he was such a good dog... he didn't even potty in the apartment....

We decided to take him out for a little walk since he was still so young and couldn't go to far.

The walk was fairly quiet, I didn't know what to say and Jungkook was looking nervous for some reason.

Y/N: Why do you seem nervous?

JUNGKOOK: I don't know...

He said with his hands in his pockets.

Y/N: why can't you just tell me the truth?

He looked away and then stopped walking and turned to me...

JUNGKOOK: I'm starting to withdrawal....

Y/N: Is it gonna be bad?

JUNGKOOK: maybe.... probably.... most likely..

He said shrugging but he looked extremely worried...

Y/N: is there something we can do to make it better?

JUNGKOOK: no.... I just need to battle it out... Thats the only real way... I need you to take this key and get rid of the rest of it for me....

Y/N: wont you just get more?

JUNGKOOK: I'm gonna try not too...

Y/N: I'm sorry.. I just... I'm having a hard time believing you this time...

JUNGKOOK: you don't have to believe me... I just ask you to do that for me...

Y/N: okay...

We finished up the walk and ended up back home and we started getting ready for bed.... I was the first to lay down because of how tired I was...

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It was 3 am and I felt wetness on my back... I rolled over and realized it was Jungkook drenched in sweat... this must be the start.

Y/N: Jungjook are you okay?

He just continued to sleep

Y/N: Jungkook wake up....

I started to shake him.... I was freaking out afraid that something was wrong... I started frantically crying...

I guess in the midst of it all, I climbed on top of him... my legs straddling his waist.

I felt his arms wrap around me..

JUNGKOOK: Why are you crying? are you okay?

I looked down at him...

Y/N: you scared me....I thought you were dying or something...

I laid my head on his chest, as he wrapped his arms around me even tighter.

JUNGKOOK: I don't plan to go anywhere anytime soon...

Y/N: I hope not....

I said as I raised my head up to look at him...

I saw him break out his little bunny smile.... which made me smile.....

JUNGKOOK: I really love you.

Y/N: I really love you...

I laid my head on his chest with my hands under my chin looking at him...

Y/N: but you know a puppy doesn't magically fix everything...

JUNGKOOK: I know it doesn't, I just wanted to try to make you happy.

Y/N: You don't have to jump through hoops to make me happy.... You make me happy when you're just being you.... The you not on drugs....

He looked away from my eyes and out the window by the bed...

JUNGKOOK: I don't want to be that way, you know?

Y/N: I know you don't....but you have been more than you've been your actual self lately.

JUNGKOOK: I know...

Y/N: I don't wanna make you feel bad though. I love you..

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He put his hands on my thighs again... and gave them a little squeeze...

I let out a slight moan and he smirked a little....

His facial expression....

JUNGKOOK: if I didn't feel so weak.... I'd show you how much I love you...

I don't know what came over me but I couldn't help but say " maybe I can show you instead " ..

JUNGKOOK: hmmm... yes... show me..

I sat up on top of him, and started removing my shirt and he was just resting his hands on my thighs...

He was already sleeping with no shirt on... so I had easy access to his chest, his nipples...

I ran my hands down him... I could already feel his member growing and becoming hard enough to feel right up against my clit through both of our shorts...

I started rubbing my clit up against him slowly and he let out a moan here and there... but he was starting to get impatient... he started trying to move my underwear to the side but I stopped him.

Y/N: no you're suppose to be resting remember? I'm showing you my love...

JUNGKOOK: ahhh... I want you...

I let out a little giggle...

Y/N: I want you......

He grabbed at my shorts and started moving them around... he almost lifted me in the air to take them off of me... which it took a minute but he succeeded.

I was now completely naked and some how in the midst of all of that, he removed his shorts too....

Jungkook pulled me back down on top of him, and started rubbing his dick in between my lips and he wasn't being slow about it which almost made me cum multiple times. The third time was almost too much for me

Y/N: Jungkook... you have to stop.. you're gonna make me get off...

JUNGKOOK: mmm isn't that the point...

Y/N: yes but not so fast....

He entered me and started pulling me down faster and faster...

Y/N: I thought I was suppose to be in control...

JUNGKOOK: I can't help it.... I'm just too dominant... and I like doing things to your body in the way I want too... It turns me on..

Y/N: control turns you on..

JUNGKOOK: no... just control of you....

He said as he pulled out and flipped me over where my back was laying up against his chest and my head was laying on his shoulder...

He put his hand on my inner thigh and slowly made it to my clit and started rubbing slowly... as he use his other hand to pinch my nipple slowly...

He moved his hips and entered inside me again without using his hands..

I've never been in this position before, but I like it...he was hitting all the right spots....

Before I knew it, I reached my high but Jungkook didn't.

He grabbed me and moved me over next to him, while getting up and getting in between my legs into missionary... he inserted himself again, and interlocked his hands with mine... while looking deep into my eyes, He was moving slowly in and out... he never broke eye contact with me....

He was examining every inch of my face...

He let out a moan and put his head in my neck and  continued moaning and continuing his movement in and out of me.......

His movements for sloppy until they came to a complete stop and all I could hear was his heavy breathing...

JUNGKOOK: i love you so much more than you could ever love me...

Y/N: that's not true...

We laid there on our sides just looking at each other without saying a word...

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Y/N: what if I end up pregnant again?

JUNGKOOK: well then you end up pregnant...

Y/N: I mean with every time we've had sex was another chance gone up...

JUNGKOOK: if you do... you do... 

Y/N: I mean we're not in the best position right now..

JUNGKOOK: since when are you the responsible one? I can't take care of us y/n...

Y/N: I know that... I'm not saying you couldn't... I'm just saying with hiding away...

He didn't say anything to what I said, he just laid there looking at me... running his finger tips up and down my arm... 

JUNGKOOK: I was just saying if you did, it wouldn't be a bad thing to me... 

I knew what he meant but I knew that the situation we are in, and getting pregnant again and bringing a child into this... isn't ideal!

I know what I seen when I was at the coffee shop, it was Joon....Joon is still out there somewhere looking for me...for us... and I don't think he will ever stop.... 

I know he knows where we are, or has an idea... I wasn't seeing things.... I spent so much time with him and Jennie... I know him more than a lot of people think I do, and as far as Namjoon knew, I was pregnant..... he thinks I have his child.... or there's a chance the child was his...

He has no idea that it actually was... the timing... was Namjoon... I just never wanted to hurt Jungkook...but I knew the truth... as long as Joon thinks that, he might never stop...

I know something is coming...

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HEY Guys, I'm sorry for the late update... I've been very unmotivated lately but I hope you enjoy this chapter :)