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https://youtu.be/F9YcaibdONA

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Y/N POV

He got up right in my ear and said " so will you let me " ?

I just looked in his eyes as he lifted back up to stand up straight....

He put his hands in his pockets and leaned up against the island counter behind him...

Y/N: Joon, you are like a brother to me?

NAMJOON: you really didn't realize this whole time?

Y/N: no... I didn't see it at all and I don't know why you're doing this... why would you do that? You're one guy I thought I could count on without trying to get in my pants.... but no obviously not...  obviously here we are.. 

I looked down and said " shit " with tears forming in my eyes...

Y/N: I thought you were my family... 

NAMJOON: I can still be your family y/n even if I want to be with you, and I don't just wanna get in your pants..I actually care..

He started walking slowly to me, and cupped my face in his hands and I was pushing his hands away but he bent down and kissed me....

Y/N: Joon, no...

I started pushing him by his chest but he wouldn't budge and he started kissing my neck and his hands slowly started moving down my body to bottom of this very short dress...

Y/N: JOON! Fucking stop....

He continued on to move his hands up the dress on the sides of my thighs up to my ass and then up to my waist..... And then he stopped and looked at me and said " I wouldn't rape you, I'm not your sick lover " and walked away... 

Y/N: really? Fuck you...

I grabbed my bag and started walking out the door... 

NAMJOON: no, it's not safe this late out there, especially with a dress like that!

Y/N: I don't care.. I can't even look at you right now, I trusted you more than I trusted any other man... and yeah sure you didn't rape me... but you just copped a heavy feel on my whole body..... so I don't know how much better you think that is but just leave me alone.

I walked out the door and I could feel the air hit and for some reason it just felt a little cold that night, especially for Cali... I went to walk on home....I can't believe how I keep ending up in these shit situations... maybe it is me ?

JUNGKOOK POV

I was back at my hotel room starting to get undressed to shower after the party...

*Ring Ring *

JUNGKOOK: Hello?

MAN: hey, just wanted to let you know your girl just left her friends house in that dress and she still looks like she's drunk I've been following behind her..

JUNGKOOK: what!? Is she alone???

MAN: yeah, a guy came out and was yelling her name but she kept going..

JUNGKOOK: a guy? Tall guy friend ?

MAN: yeah.. it's the house she goes to a lot..

JUNGKOOK: Namjoon... pick her up and bring her to me.. 

MAN: yes sir!

Y/N POV

I was so disoriented I didn't even know what direction I was walking in... I just hoped I was getting close to home.... and I left my phone at Jennies house or maybe I lost it... I'm a huge idiot....

I stopped where I was and started crying.... I don't know why I'm such a mess..My whole life has been a soap opera....I sucked it up and continued walking I recognized the store which is close to my house...

Then I heard a car coming down the street and I heard it getting closer and closer I thought that they were just gonna pass me but then they stopped..

MAN: Y/N get in..

Y/N: What? How do you know my name?

MAN: Just get in please, I'll take you home..

Y/N: No thanks I'll walk...

I started walking in a fast pace, well as fast as I could in high heels.... and I heard a car door shut and I started running and I was almost to the end of the street when I felt two hands wrap around me and I started kicking and screaming but he wasn't giving in...

He threw me into the car and I instantly started screaming hoping someone would hear and call the police or help but no one... nothing...

Y/N: How do you know my name????

MAN: My boss ma'am...

Y/N: who is your boss?

MAN: Do you really need me to answer that?

Y/N: how did you know where I was?

MAN: He has eyes on you..

Y/N: yeah... Fucking stalker....

He just started driving...

Y/N: so you taking me home?

MAN: no boss wants you brought to him..

Y/N: why?

MAN: I just listen to his orders ma'am...

Y/N: like everyone else...

I rolled my eyes and laid back in the seat.... I started dozing off.... until I felt arms wrapped around my body... I slightly opened my eyes to see Jungkook carrying me..

Y/N: I can walk ya know?

JUNGKOOK: You don't look like it..

Y/N: yahhh put me down...

As I attempted to slap him but my hand was too weak from the angle I was hitting from....

He giggled...

We got up into his hotel room and He put me down on the bed...

JUNGKOOK: you need a warm bath... I'll run you one..

Y/N: no.. I need to go home..

JUNGKOOK: you don't look like you're in a condition to be alone y/n...

I just stayed quiet looking at my hands...

JUNGKOOK: I'm gonna make a warm bath for you okay?

Y/N: Hot....

JUNGKOOK: what? I know I am..

Y/N: HAHA but no.. I meant the bath water... can you make it nice and hot?

JUNGKOOK: yes....but I am hot though...

As he walked away I couldn't help but take in how fine he was even from the back... His shoulders....His back...His ass...... If he wasn't so crazy I'd call myself lucky...

JUNGKOOK: alright, give me your foot...

Y/N: hmm... why?

JUNGKOOK: just give me your damn foot... why are you always difficult?

I put my foot up in the air and he rubbed his hand down my leg slowly, trying to drive me crazy..... He knew me a little too well...

He made it to my ankle and started unstrapping the heel and threw it on the floor...

JUNGKOOK: other foot...

I listened and lifted my foot... He took that one off too...

JUNGKOOK: come on...

I got up and started following him to the bathroom...

Y/N: thank you...

I said it so low... I'm surprised he heard me..

JUNGKOOK: Don't....

Y/N: why not?

JUNGKOOK: isn't this what a boyfriend is suppose to do?

I giggled for a second...

Y/N: I don't know I've never had one...

As I turned around and was looking in the mirror trying to unzip the dress.. He started laughing at me....

JUNGKOOK: since you've never had a boyfriend... I guess I'll leave then... as he went to walk out of the bathroom...

Y/N: wait... can you unzip me?

JUNGKOOK: I don't know.. I'm not your boyfriend...

Y/N: Jungkook..... We never were official, we never put an actual label on it...

He walked over and started to unzip my dress as he was leaving little kisses down my neck to my shoulder....

JUNGKOOK: I thought it was just implied with my actions.... you were mine....

Y/N: were?

JUNGKOOK: Still are...

I turned around and looked into his eyes....while biting my bottom lip.....

Y/N: I wish you were always this way....

As I walked around him and removed the dress along with my underwear and stepped in.... As I got in and sat down into the water.. I realized he was still standing in the same place.... I don't know why he was so phased by me saying that...

Y/N: are you coming in?

As I asked that he walked out and shut the door.....

He's so temperamental....

I was just laying there until he came back in... and I just looked at him.. He sat some clothes down on the counter for me...

Y/N: Jungkook...

He stopped with his back facing me...

Y/N: I'm sorry if what I said hurt you in anyway... I really was just being sarcastic... I didn't it was a touchy subject....

JUNGKOOK: It's fine...

and he walked back out....

I don't understand him...

One minute hes this big evil man, the next hes so soft an gentle and easy to break...

I don't get it...

I finally got out and got dressed into the clothes he brought me... They're so much more comfortable than the dress I had on....

I walked out and he was just looking at me with shimmery looking eyes... Like I could see how much he loved me in his eyes....

Y/N: what?

JUNGKOOK: Nothing...

Y/N: so...

He patted the bed next to him...

Y/N: I thought you were mad at me?

JUNGKOOK: I can't stay mad at you...

I started walking to ward the bed and pulled the blankets back to climb in and My heart just started beating outta my chest realizing he only had his boxers on.... I've seen him naked so many times but every time is like a new experience...

I laid back on the pillow and he just turned on the tv and we laid there just watching different late night shows and laughing... I've never seen this side of him...but I liked it...

I caught him just staring at me... and it made me so nervous...  so I started fidgeting...

JUNGKOOK: why do you get like that?

Y/N: cause... you just.... make me.... nervous

He touched my thigh with his right hand.... and moved it to my inner thigh.... and just kept it there... it wasn't anything sexual it was just him showing affection....

JUNGKOOK: so... I have something to ask you....

HEY GUYS ENDED THE STORY ON YET ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER.. ARE WE EVEN SURPRISED AT THIS POINT LOL? I WILL HAVE MORE TIME TO WRITE SINCE I GET OFF WORK EARLY TOMORROW AND HAVE THE WEEKEND OFF :)

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