➤ QUƐSƬιOƝ ➤

Y/N POV

JUNGKOOK: So, I have a question?

Y/N: Yea?

He hesitated for a minute.... and looked down...

JUNGKOOK: uh..

Y/N: just ask it....

JUNGKOOK: okay... well... never mind.. I forgot

Y/N: really, that fast?

He nodded and raised his eyebrows, I know he was lying but I'm curious as to why he wont ask me whatever he wants to ask....

Y/N: ohh k

He rolled over and kissed me on the forehead..

JUNGKOOK: lets get some sleep..

He turned the TV off and the lights and shortly after I must have just dozed off.

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up to feel something heavy laying on my chest.... until I opened my eyes to see Jungkooks crazy hair in my face... I brought my hand up and started running my fingers through his hair..... JUNGKOOK: MMmmm That feels nice... ( IN HIS RASPY MORNING VOICE )

He looked up at me....

JUNGKOOK: we could do this everyday ya know?

I half smiled and laid my head back on the pillow to look at the ceiling..

JUNGKOOK: what?

Y/N: nothing... just thinking..

JUNGKOOK: about?

Y/N: Us I guess...

JUNGKOOK: what about us?

Y/N: I just... don't know how we could ever live a normal life.... I grew up in craziness.... I don't want my future children to grow up in that life...

He rolled off of me onto his pillow and was looking up at the ceiling...

JUNGKOOK: why do you always gotta make everything so serious?

Y/N: why do you take everything as a joke?

JUNGKOOK: Do I look like I'm joking?

As he rolled over on top of me, hovering over me...

I giggled a little....

JUNGKOOK: I think we both are already so dysfunctional that our kids are screwed already anyways...

Y/N: who said you would be the father?

I said trying not to laugh.... but his whole expression changed.... he got up off the bed and went into the bathroom....

I was just kidding... who else would it be?

JUNGKOOK POV

I don't know why she hates me so much.... no matter how good I try to be to her and for her... I'm never the one... I'll be damned if I let another man ever father her children except me...

I walked out and saw her sitting on the floor by the window... looking more beautiful than ever.....

I grabbed my phone...

JUNGKOOK: hey look at me....

JUNGKOOK: do you even realize how gorgeous you are?

Y/N: stoppp it....

I got down on the floor in front of her and looked at her and she was just smiling and staring at me...

Y/N: I was only kidding earlier...

JUNGKOOK: It's gonna be me anyways...

She laughed a little...

Y/N: Yeah.... I know...

She was looking out the window and I was staring at her... admiring her.....

JUNGKOOK: marry me....?

Y/N: right now?

JUNGKOOK: why wait?

She looked down and started fidgeting with her fingers....

Y/N POV

Jungkook got up and sat down on the bed with his hands on his head with his elbows balanced on his knees...

JUNGKOOK: are you ever gonna choose me y/n?

I couldn't help but cry....

JUNGKOOK: are you ever gonna want me?

Y/N: I do... I do choose you... I'm just...

JUNGKOOK: you're just what?

I bit my lip...... trying to stop crying...

JUNGKOOK: WHAT Y/N?

I didn't answer quick enough so he threw the remote on the ground....

Y/N: I'm sorry.... but I'm not going back to miami anytime soon...

He breathed in and out, sighing...

JUNGKOOK: I don't fucking understand you.... One minute you're this loving creature and the next you're cold... and fucking heartless...

Y/N: so are you!!! You're a bigger psycho than me...

JUNGKOOK: Oh yeah? I'm a Psycho? You haven't seen anything yet...

Y/N: are you threatening me?

I stood up and walked over to him.... looking him right in the face...

JUNGKOOK: That's a promise if you keep fucking with me..

He grabbed me and pulled me to him... and it hurt like hell...

Y/N: stop... Let me go..

I hit him in the face...

JUNGKOOK: you're getting pretty comfortable thinking you can do whatever you want....

Y/N: you are not the boss of me...

JUNGKOOK: no you're right I'm not your boss... but you wont keep getting away with shit...

Y/N: what are you gonna do kill me?

Jungkook chucked a little....

Got up off the bed and threw me onto it and grabbed my wrists to force them down onto the bed with his hands wrapped around my wrists so hard....

He moved his face next to my neck to kiss it... but I reacted fast and kneed him in the balls... he fell over in pain... while I got up and started gathering my stuff to leave...

JUNGKOOK: you FUCKING BITCH!

I ran out and just kept running until I made it home...

JUNGKOOK POV

It's been about eight hours since Y/n left me here... again! I wanted to ask her to marry me and come with me to find a new house to buy somewhere... it didn't even have to be Miami... but she doesn't want to marry me....

* RING RING *

JUNGKOOK: hello?

JIN: Hey you ready to handle this little situation?

JUNGKOOK: The sooner the better...

JIN: Meet me at the old building..

JUNGKOOK: Alright...

BACK TO Y/N POV

I couldn't help but sit and cry all day... I don't know why I keep fucking this up... I don't want to marry him right now but in the future I do..

I just want to live a little...

FAST FORWARD TO THE NEXT DAY

I was at work just taking orders and doing the usual I do.. I haven't talked to Joon... It's awkward..

JENNIE: hey its your break time

Y/N: oh okay...

I went and at down outside, there was a little patio area so I just picked a table away from everyone else...

I pulled out my phone to realize had like 15 missed calls and they were all Bianca....

I called her back...

BIANCA: OMG FINALLY!

Y/N: I'm sorry I'm at work...

BIANCA: Y/N.. why didn't you tell me Jungkook found you and has been there?

Y/N: I've just been busy and found out recently myself... why? and how did you know?

BIANCA: Dongchul got a phone call this morning...

Y/N: about Jungkook being here?

BIANCA: yeah and.... uh...

Y/N: what?

BIANCA: He did a job with his brother last night and neither one of them ever came back and dongchul said that's not Jungkook at all, he never just goes ghost like that after a job.

Hey guys, I'm gonna writing multiple chapters this weekend.... I'm trying to decide how much longer I should keep this story going... Do you like how long this book is or are you bored?