Chapter 25

NIALL'S POV

"Who the fuck are you?" I puff my chest out. This is not fucking okay!

The man with the lip ring smirks, and looks strangely familiar.

"Macey, who the fuck is this?!" I barge in.

Holy fuck. Macey is only in her bra and panties. Macey looks shocked for a moment.

"Niall, it's not what it-"

"Looks like?! You're cheating! You're in your fucking bra and panties with another guy with you! I wanted to be the only guy..." suddenly my anger transfers into pain. "You promised."

"Technically, all 3 of you guys here have seen me almost naked or fully naked..." she starts.

"What the hell?!" I look at Zayn.

"I didn't mean to!" he puts his hands up for innocence. "I walked in on her in the shower. I swear I didn't mean to."

I'll come back to this later. I sit on the bed and put my hands through my hair. This cannot be happening to me. Macey comes and sits legs spread apart on my lap and wraps around me. I put my head on her shoulder and cry. I miss her.

"Get out you two." I demand. They leave.

At last, my head comes up and I look at her.

"You had sex with him," I say.

"I did not." She argues. "I was changing when you walked in."

"How do you explain you calling him baby?" I accuse. I can't get over how familiar that guy looks.

"I call everyone baby. The difference is, I'm marrying you." she scoffs.

"I'd forgive you even if you did cheat on me..." I admit.

"That's exactly why I didn't. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. That guy is the waiter...from that karaoke place.." she sighs.

"Why is he here?" I start tearing up again.

"I knew yours and zayn's numbers by heart...but his number was in my purse and it was the only one I knew I couldn't get wrong because it was right in front of me. I called him from the front desk." she says.

"Okay." I sigh.

"Niall, I need you to know how much I love you. Just listen to me for like 5 minutes. Before I met you, I was dating Louis. I loved him. He was my first love, and he meant everything to me. He was my first kiss, first guy I dated, the first guy to give me butterflies in my stomach, the first guy to make me feel beautiful. As you know, I love New York City. It's absolutely amazing. Maybe I'll move there someday. Anyways, one weekend I decided to head to NYC for a little shopping trip. While I was gone, my friend Lillie had her 18th birthday. In highschool, Lillie was the queen bee. Everyone knew her, and she was the girl that everyone wanted desperately to be. She threw the most amazing parties, except she never had alcohol there. Weird, that she was such a party person yet never drank underage. That year would be the year that they were allowed alcohol since they were of age, so I was pretty much the only one missing it. I texted Louis all night, and he didn't respond. I assumed he was just dancing and having fun. When I came home though, Lillie sent me a picture of Louis making out with my best friend in the entire world, Eleanor. As you can imagine, I was extremely ready to pry someone's head right off of their body. I broke up with Louis, and that sent me into a serious, extreme depression, bulimia, anorexia, and it didn't help my anxiety and panic disorder. As you know, I was suicidal. Then, you. You came along. You erased my history. You became the man I loved. The man who made me feel like I was the only girl in a crowded room and a spotlight was on me in front of a million people all at once. You taught me how to be okay with the girl I am. You taught me it was okay to love yourself. You taught me how to love. You make my stomach go all topsy turvy, and my heart beats for you. My life was overrun by this adorable, odd, Irish man. You make me forget about all the terrible shit going down inside my own mind. You make me wake up with a smile. You're the reason I'm fucking alive. I love you. And that is what I am thinking when I say that. and I sure as hell mean it when I say I love you." she intertwines my fingers with mine.

"And even after you have given me your testimony, I still, love you so much more."

I scan her body as I have some times before. "Have I ever told you how damn sexy you are?"

"Fuck me. Please. I'm ready for you. now. please Niall." she kisses.

"Don't try and stop me."

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Oh my God. That was the most amazing time of my life. I love Macey so much. She's the one for me.