reliving a nightmare

Olivia followed the directions lewis sent to her and ended up by the warehouse district near an abandoned gravel factory. She slowly stepped from the car and said "ok I'm here where's Clarissa?!" She yelled in to the air as she looked around trying to catch a glimpse of him.

He came up from a dark area behind her holding a gun at her as he said "toss your gun and cell phone." He said "and no stupid moves or you'll never find Clarissa."

She unloaded her working gun and tossed it away and did the same with her cell as she heard him stepping closer.

"Don't forget your drop gun olivia." He smirked as he watched her bend down and pull her drop gun from her ankle and toss it.

He walked over keeping the gun on the back of her neck as he ripped away her bullet proof vest she had been wearing. He then grabbed the cuffs on her hip and cuffed her arms behind her back as he dragged her to a car he had stolen and shoved her in the backseat. He then drove off driving not too far from where they had been. He yanked her from the car and shoved her forward keeping a hold of her arm as he pulled her along.

She stumbled along beside him glancing around trying to figure out exactly where they were.

"So olivia been thinking about me alot? Dreams about us together?" He smirked.

"Nope no dreams." She said trying to seem calm even though her mix of emotions were bubbling inside her.

"Oh don't lie to me olivia. All my girls remember me." He chuckled "at least the few that are still alive. But I'm sure more so with you I mean haveing to look at my daughter everyday? Ptsd it's a real thing. Promise me if you make it out this time that you'll get help. For Clarissa sake." He taunted.

"Clarissa is my daughter. Your nothing to her." She glared as she tried to control her breathing. "Where is she Billy?"

He smirked and shoved her towards some stairs. "Up there." He directed.

She stumbled up the stairs triping a couple times since she couldn't hold the railing and the stairs were old and rickety. As she reached the top she seen Clarissa asleep in her car seat on the floor. Olivia went to rush to her but william pulled her back and kissed her neck. "Be a good girl and maybe ill let you hold her." He laughed. He then yanked her over to a table in the middle of the room and duct taped her ankles to the legs of the table. He released one of her hands from the cuffs and cuffed her other hand to the edge of the table. "You know these last 2 days I've been thinking..." he started as he got behind her and started groping her breasts and unbuttoned her pants after removing her belt. "Maybe Clarissa would like a little brother or sister huh?"

Olivia did her best not to react hopeing he would get bored if she didn't fight.

"I bet you'd enjoy it too huh?" He taunted as he grabbed her chin and forcefully kissed her on the lips. He was agitated that she wouldn't fight back so he yanked her pants down. "Tell me you want another baby with me." He growled but she stayed quiet. Say it or maybe...." he said pointing his gun at Clarissas car seat "you want to lose one?"

Her body shook at the sight of the gun pointed at her little daughter. She finally gave in and said "i...i..."

He smirked hearing her fumble for words. "Say it!" He hissed.

"I...I want....another baby...with you." She whimpered as her body shook profusely now and she felt him nip at her neck then bite hard eliciting a small scream from her that made Clarissa begin to stir.

He was about to enter her when he heard sirens and cars pulling around the building. He groaned "looks like we will have to skip ahead to the game I had planned."

She hid her slight sigh of relief until she seen him empty his revolver but stick one bullet back inside and spin the barrel. "Wh...what are you doing?" She asked.

He smirked "we are going to play a little game called Russian roulette." He said and olivia shook her head.

"Don't worry I'll be a gentleman and go first." He smirked and pulled the trigger but no bullet.

Olivia glanced down at her daughter who had fallen back to sleep. She knew a real gun shot would wake her and she didn't want her daughter to see. "Please...please don't make her watch just turn her around." She said knowing he wasn't going to let this go.

He decided to do olivia one kindness and flipped the car seat around. He then turned on Olivia's walky talky on and announce what they were playing.

"Hello everyone. Me and detective Benson have decided to play a game. Russian roulette. I just pulled the trigger on myself now I'm sliding it over to detective Benson. Pick it up." He said to olivia.

Olivia's hands shook as she took the gun in her hand slowly. Her hands were quaking around the gun handle.

"Pull it now!" He yelled and pointed the other gun at clarissas car seat.

"Ok...ok..." she said and held the gun to her head and hesitantly pulled the trigger.

The team was still searching the area as 2 more blank shots were made.

William took the next shot with a smirk "well...looks like my luck is still amazing. So I guess it's time to say goodbye olivia." He turned the walky talky off. "Thus will be the last thing you ever see before you die." He said forcing her to look at the gun. Before turning it on himself. He was about to shoot himself when fin and Nick came up the stairs without being heard and fin shot him in the leg as nick shot him in the arm. William growled in pain.