Chapter 67

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

I spent all the time until my food arrived just thinking "how could I be so stupid?". I never forget. Fucking all these girls, I remembered that protection came first, always after that pregnancy incident with Zendaya... And back then I only had a son and daughter to live for. But now.. dammit. Another child? My fourth child.. wow. The thought of me and Y/N having another baby, that made me smile. I knew I was angry at her, for this, for last week, for her actions and thinking that sex would solve everything... but she was gonna have my child. She already had two of ours.

It dawned on me that I wanted this family, really. I wanted the huge house, huge gates, loads of cars, a backyard and a dog or two.. and plenty of kids. I was already 30. Before my mind was fixated on "fuck bitches, get money and provide for my son and daughter". But... now I wanted the family I barely grew up with. My parents together, siblings and being happy. I didn't want a broken home for my kids.. I had to make this work.

Diggy- *grabs his phone*

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *claps her hands together* Great, I just ruined everything.

Spin- *rests his hand on his chin* Hmm..

Y/N- *looks at him* What?

Spin- Y'all.. had sex.

Y/N- *nods* *sighs* I know, I know... dammit. This wasn't meant to happen

Spin- Y'all made for each other. You love to fuck around and he loves to fuck you

Y/N- *looks away*

Spin- You realised you want him huh?

Y/N- *nods* Yeah.. and now it's too late. *stands up and walks off*

*phone buzzes*

Spin- *looks at your phone* *grabs it* *smiles and shouts* Maybe not!

Y/N- *walks back in* Huh?

Spin- He asked, "Can I come over for dinner?", hell no he can't, I was gon stay tonight.. *starts typing a message*

Y/N- Spin, don't! *runs over and grabs the phone* *reads what he was typing* You're so immature. Of course you can stay too. *types on her phone* Dinner.. at six? ...Come over when you want *sends the message* Done.

Spin- *looks at you* I want y'all to make this work

Y/N- I know.

Spin- No, you don't know how annoying it is hearing both of y'all complain and whine and obsess over each other and I just want you both to stop playin little games and have your dream family the way you want

Y/N- *sighs* Yeah... *walks out*

*later on*

Kelani- *runs downstairs* *runs to the dining table*

Y/N- *pauses* Lani...

Kelani- *shouts from the dining room* Yes mommy?

Y/N- You ain't gettin no dessert.

Kelani- *pouts* But whyy?!

Y/N- *walks in the dining room* Because asking a teacher smartass questions isn't good Kelani! 

Kelani- *folds her arms* She asked for it

Y/N- No she did not. She asked "any more questions?"

Kelani- And I asked why she thought her job was being lazy and why she had her hair like a haystack

Y/N- Lani, you don't say that..

Kelani- You always say to be honest

Malik- *walks in and sits down* Its true mom. You always say that

Y/N- Just.. okay, fine. Dinner's ready.

*intercom buzzes*

Spin- *walks downstairs* I'll handle that, it's probably Dig.. 

Malik- Dad's joining us? 

Y/N- Yeah.

Kelani- *smiles big*

Y/N- I gotta breathe... *walks off to the kitchen*

Kelani- *looks at you weird*

Y/N- *stands by the counter* *takes deep breaths* *mumbles to herself* How do I tell him I love him? How do I.. stop it Y/N. Come on, you're strong.. *sighs*

Kelani- *peeks behind the door*

Y/N- *to herself* Daniel.. this is hard to say.. but I love you.. no. Daniel, I'm crazy for you and I want us to be a family.. *bangs on the table* Dammit, no. *sighs* I'm in love with you, I've always been in love with you, I want to spend my life with you.. *sighs* Okay..

Kelani- *pauses and thinks* *walks in* Mommy.. are you serving now?

Y/N- *jumps and looks at her* Um, yeah baby. Dinner will be out soon

Kelani- *nods and leaves*

Y/N- *grabs the plates*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

I was nervous. I got in the house, was greeted by Spin who'd be joining us tonight and I walked off to go and spend more time with the kids while Y/N got the dinner ready. I hadn't seen her yet. I didn't want to. I wanted to see her at the table, where I could perhaps have her alone in a comfortable environment. Maybe Spin could take them to bed afterwards and I could ask her about the other day.. I needed to get a lot off my mind

She walked in with dishes of rice and lamb that smelt like it was seasoned perfectly. Dressed comfortably in jeans and a cream sweater, she smiled and chatted with the kids and stayed sient towards me. Her and Spin and then Spin and I making silent communications with our eyes.. this would be awkward.

Kelani- *whines* I want dessert!

Y/N- You can't have any

Spin- *chuckles* Why? What did she do now?

Diggy- *looks at you both* What do you mean now?

Malik- She insulted her teacher

Diggy- *raises his eyebrows* How did she do that?

Kelani- I told her she was lazy because she asked

Y/N- No Lani. *looks at Diggy* She asked if there were any more questions and Lani told her she was lazy and had bad hair

Diggy- *looks at Kelani* Is that true?

Kelani- *eats a forkful of food* *shakes her head* Mmm..

Diggy- *looks at you* She's got your attitude, I ain't do that to her...

Spin- She been sneaky from the get-go

Kelani- *swallows her food* *eats some more*

Malik- *shrugs* You said it was important to tell the truth, mom.. *eats*

Y/N- I.. I guess I did. But not like that when it hurts people's feelings

Malik- So if it doesn't hurt anybody, it's fine?

Y/N- Yes. I guess so

Kelani- *puts her fork down* Mommy..

Y/N- *looks up* Yes baby? *eats her food*

Kelani- *looks at you* So why didn't you tell daddy you love him like you said so earlier?

Y/N- *chokes on her food* *stares at Kelani*

Diggy- *looks at you* *raises his eyebrows*

Kelani- Well?

Spin- *looks at you* Well.. time to get y'all off to bed *stands up*

Kelani- I want ice cream Uncle Spin *folds her arms*

Spin- You can have all the ice cream you like *rushes the kids out the room* Now let's move faster...

Diggy- *turns to you*

Y/N- pushes her plate away* I just lost my appetite *throws her napkin down*

Diggy- *grabs your hand* Please..

Y/N- *shakes her head* Daniel, you d..

Diggy- *pulls you and kisses you* *pulls away* Do you love me?

Y/N- Yes.. *looks down* Yes and.. I can't get my head around it..

Diggy- *cups your cheeks in his hands* *kisses you softly* I love you too. I want this, I want us. I want this house with you, I wanna have a dog, a couple more kids, I want this all with you. I want a future with you babe, I want this. 

Y/N- *shrigs* You're not gonna h..

Diggy- No. I am not going to hurt you or the kids.. *holds your stomach and looks down at it*

Y/N- *looks at him weird* What the hell are you talking about?

Diggy- *pauses* Babe, we didn't use protection

Y/N- *eyes widen* Oh my fuck.. *sits back*

Diggy- *chuckles* 

Y/N- *hits him* It's not funny! I could be pregnant, I could be having another baby Daniel! Baby number three..

Daniel- Four..

Kelani- *appears in the doorway* I'm gonna have another brother or sister?

Y/N/Diggy- *look at her*

Y/N- Lani, bed. Now.

Kelani- *whines* Daddy...!

Diggy- Listen to mommy. Now go

Kelani- *sulks and goes upstairs*

Y/N- *puts her hand on his chest* Babe.. this is crazy

Diggy- We can do this. I mean, I got superwoman by my side. And you raised that lil girl for four years by yourself and we brought Malik up together. Apart, but together. Imagine if we did it properly this time.

Y/N- *looks in his eyes* You're really serious about us aren't you?

Diggy- More than anything, babe. I love you Y/N.

Y/N- *smiles a little* I love you too. 

That night, I saw her tucking the kids into bed when Uncle Spin did the best of his work and headed home. She was reading Kelani a short story and assuring her that a new sibling wasn't known of yet.. and then staying up with Malik, telling him of how proud she was of him at school and what they were going to do that weekend for fun. 

After they were both sound asleep, she went downstairs, washed the dishes, tidied the rooms and cleaned the tables. She worked hard for the kids and for herself, to make sure they were okay and had a perfect home.

I saw the look she gave when she'd often stop for a minute to think. The same look that caught me years ago. Mysterious, confusing.. but alluring look that made you wonder what made her so special.. Wow. 

I guess angels really do exist.