Chapter 25

03:19, 19 December 2014

YOUR P.O.V.

*the next morning*

Y/N- *wakes up* *sees Diggy watching cartoons* *smiles and grabs his arm*

Diggy- *turns around and smiles* Good morning *kisses you*

Y/N- *smiles and giggles*

Diggy- You always laugh when I kiss you

Y/N- *shrugs* I don’t know why…

Diggy- You’re too cute. And you’re mine

Y/N- Yo ass is mine too

Diggy- So.. we’re together? None of this friends with benefits or keeping it on the downlow, we’re actually together

Y/N- *nods* We’re official… but what about if they ask about Jerma..

Diggy- He gave me his approval

Y/N- *sits up in bed* Wait, so this whole thing needed to be approved by him?

Diggy- No, no babe, not like that. He told me you guys broke up.. he knew I had feelings for you and told me to go after you

Y/N- *smiles*

Diggy- Why you smiling?

Y/N- You called me babe

Diggy- *kisses you* *gets on top of you*

Y/N- *pulls away* Ew, get off me

Diggy- *kisses you deeper* *feels down your body*

Y/N- *kisses him back*

*phone rings*

Diggy- *grunts and pulls his lips from yours*

Y/N- *grabs her phone and looks at the caller ID* We’re in trouble.

Diggy- *confused look* Why?

Y/N- *answers it* Um.. hey…

Justine- Hey? What do you mean hey, bitch?! You left me on a plane to London!

Y/N- I’m sorry…!

Diggy- *laughs and rolls off you*

Justine- Is that Diggy in the background?

Y/N- Um yeah, I was busy… with him

Justine- *gasps* You made up! Finally!!

Y/N- Listen Jus, I need to get back to what I’m..

Justine- You mean fucking him?

Y/N- *pauses* Well we were gonna do that.. but I actually have stuff to do now

Justine- What am I gonna do here by myself? I’m all alone for a week!

Y/N- Kendall’s out there. Call her or something. You’ll figure it out. I’m sorry Jus, I had to go back

Justine- Whatever. I’ll kill you both when I get back, I swear. *hangs up*

Y/N- *looks at Diggy* When she gets back, if she tries to kill me, I’m taking you with me

Diggy- *shrugs* Sure.

Y/N- *laughs and gets out of bed*

Diggy- *grabs your hand* Where you goin

Y/N- To the bathroom, baby I gotta sort some stuff today. The way we are changes everything. I just gotta put some things in place *leaves*

Diggy- *watches you go and smirks*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*hours later*

Watching her parade around the apartment in her underwear making calls and sorting things. I knew it was her work, her family, moving her stuff over here and her college and by the sound of them all, they seemed good.

After that, we just chilled all day. Me and my girl, watching cartoons in bed, laughing, pleasing and just being with each other. All that chasing and proving myself to her.. really paid off.

Y/N- *tries to tie up her hair*

Diggy- *stands in the doorway* *watches you and smiles*

Y/N- *sighs with frustration* *tries to tie it up again*

Diggy- *walks up behind you*

Y/N- *sighs and lets her hair down* *looks in the mirror*

Diggy- *holds your waist* *kisses your cheek*

Y/N- *pouts* I hate my hair

Diggy- You know your hair is pretty no matter how you have it

Y/N- Those are just lies you tell to get me in your bed.

Diggy- *looks away and laugh* … Yeah.

Y/N- *shakes her head*

Diggy- Your hair looks better when it’s straight.. or up in a ponytail. You look so beautiful like that *pulls your hair in a little ponytail*

Y/N- *smiles* You’re cute.

Diggy- But.. when you come with me to the Def Jam Summer Party can you look hot?

Y/N- *eyes widen* You’re not serious, I didn’t even know they were having one!

Diggy- *smirks* Maybe they ain’t wanna invite you

Y/N- *hits him* Shut up. *walks out*

*two weeks later at the party*

YOUR P.O.V.

Turns out my invitation was delivered to me the next day so the joke was on Diggy… but the party looked great. All white theme. Pool party, music blasting… I felt so insecure. I don’t know what it was. I walked in the party with my white two-piece on, gold bangle and minimal make up.. I felt like all these girls, hoes, sidechicks and whatevers were staring at me.

I was greeted by guys and some girls who I worked with and managed. As Diggy held my hand proudly and walked right in, smiling wide and nodding at every guy he was acquainted with and almost every girl passing him flirting with him in front of me and glaring at me, I just got these crazy stares from girls…

*later*

Girl- *giggles* *plays with her straw*

Y/N- *walks over to her and Diggy* *points at her* Am I interrupting something?

Girl- Yeah you are actually

Diggy- *chuckles and wraps his arm around you* Babe, this is a friend of mine

Y/N- So why haven’t we been introduced. I’ve met all your other friends.

Girl- I’m a special friend of his, not that you’ know

Y/N- *raises her eyebrow* Yeah, sure. Anyway, I’m gonna be here with my man.. you can stick around if you want to, but it’s gonna get uncomfortable

Girl- *rolls her eyes and leaves*

Diggy- *laughs*

Y/N- It’s not funny. I don’t appreciate that

Diggy- What?

Y/N- Her all up on you, touching you and getting close. I don’t like it

Diggy- Babe, she’s just a friend

Y/N- Like, the fourth one that’s come over to you and been close that way. How many more am I gonna expect Diggy?

Diggy- *sighs* You know what my life was like before we got together. the partying, bachelor life and… one night stands. I’ve got a lotta friends here at the party, can’t we have fun?

Y/N- Can you remember and respect that you have a girlfriend here too? If your old life is getting in the way, we can cut this off for now, I don’t need it.

Diggy- *holds your waist* No, babe, don’t worry bout it

Girl- *walks past* *pinches his ass a little* *giggles to herself*

Diggy- *looks back at her and laughs*

Y/N- *looks at him* *rolls her eyes*

*later*

Y/N- *sips on her margaritas* *looks around*

Diggy- *wraps his arm around you* *looks down at you* Babe.. what’s up?

Y/N- *shakes head* Nothing.. I just feel a little weird

Diggy- *looks at you* You’re not pregnant are you?

Y/N- *shakes head* Hell no, not now..

Diggy- *smirks* Soon.. but you look like you’ve seen a ghost

Y/N- Like I said, I just feel a little.. weird being here

Diggy- *holds your hand and kisses it* I gotchu.. wanna go talk to Jhené?

Y/N- *shrugs* Alright, where is she?

Diggy- *looks outside* The pool

Y/N- *walks out*

*Girls stare at you and Diggy*

Jhené- *hugs you* *looks at you* What’s wrong?

Y/N- *looks at everyone* These girls here.. they’re so..

Jhené- Staring at you? I see them staring at you.. it’s cause you look so damn good.

Y/N- Doesn’t feel like it. I feel so average

Jhené- You’re not.

Y/N- Jhené come on. Look at me. Why the hell would Diggy want me? These girls are beautiful, exotic, they have hair so much longer than mine, they have beautiful skin, bodies to die for… everyone turns their way when they walk in

Jhené- *holds your shoulders* And who’s the one getting stared at by all these girls? You.

Y/N- I just never feel pretty enough. You see his track record? He was a player. I managed him and even when I didn’t he had all these light skinned girls, curly hair, exotic looks and amazing skin and bodies and I’m just.. ugh. I hate it.

Jhené- *holds your shoulders* Hey.. Jermaine fell for you.. and Diggy’s always been down for you.. why is this a problem now? It never was before

Y/N- Being with Diggy, it’s just cameras everywhere. All this attention on him and everyone looking at me, criticizing me, making me feel like I’m not good enough. I got enough of it with Jermaine, I feel like with Diggy, the bar is higher somehow. I’m not beautiful enough

Jhené- That’s the most amount of bullshit I ever heard, you’re beautiful

Y/N- *sighs* Then why do I always feel like I’m in competition with the past and what every other girl gave him? *sits by the pool*

Jhené- *sits beside you and puts her arms around you*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

Girl- *traces her finger up his abs* You… want another drink?

Diggy- *smiles* Go ahead *puts his arms over her and another girl*

Girl- *hands him the drink* *puts her hand on his leg*

Diggy- *sips it* So how you doin? It’s been a while since we.. you know

Girl- *giggles* It has…

Diggy- But now, I got a girl, so *shrugs* That can’t happen

Girl- If you’ve got a girl, where is she?

*other girls start to swoon over Diggy*