Chapter 26

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

Diggy- *pushes the girls off him* *gets up and tries to follow you*

Jhené- *pulls him back* What the hell do you think you’re playing at?

Diggy- Look, it’s a huge misunderstanding

Jhené- *talks in a low tone* I know loud and clear what you used to get upto on tour and parties Diggy.. but not while you have her. She’s a dime. You can’t be playing with loose change anyone can get

Diggy- Let me go and talk to her.. *walks past Jhené* *sees you standing by a wall* Babe..

Y/N- *folds her arms and shakes her head*

Diggy- *runs up to you*

Y/N- *stands away from him* No.. just don’t

Diggy- It’s not what you think

Y/N- Oh, I’m not going by what I think, I know what I saw Diggy

Diggy- And I know it looked bad, babe it was nothing

Y/N- We’re at a party, with people I work with, people we’re friends with and we see on a regular basis, and I’m laughing by the pool while you’re getting close with some trick?!

Diggy- I wasn’t….

Y/N- I fucking saw how you looked at her, she was so close, they were all so close and you didn’t push them away! You think you can be playing fucking games with me? What the fuck do you think you’re doing Daniel?!

Diggy- *pulls you a little* *whispers* Don’t go using my first name up in here

Y/N- *pushes him off* I will if I have to call you out. *sighs* This is soembarrassing. 

Diggy- *grabs your hands* Baby, it’s not

Y/N- It is! Ever girl I don’t know is staring at me and making me uncomfortable, you’re hanging with hoes and making a fool out of me?

Diggy- *looks down* I’m sorry

Y/N- *shakes her head* It’s not enough.

Diggy- So what do you want me to do?

Y/N- Prove you’re sorry

Diggy- How the fuck am I meant to do that?

Y/N- *sighs and laughs to herself* You know what, I’m done here. I’m gonna go by the pool while you try to figure out what you have to do *walks out*

Look, I ain’t even know what I was doing back with those girls in that room. I was just getting cozy.. a little too cozy. It was the Hennessey talking back there, flirting, winking, sex talk and innuendos with them, making me think I was still a bachelor. I knew while I was chasing Y/N that I wanted her… but I never thought if I wanted to let go of the life I’d adjusted to. 

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *walks out to the pool*

Jhené- *looks up from her sunbed* You okay boo?

Y/N- *shakes her head* *lays on the sunbed next to her* I’m furious *slips her shades on*

Jhené- *sighs* Talk.

Y/N- He gets all comfortable with these hoes, seriously did he not remember I’m even here? *breathes out sharply* I’m so pissed off with him.

*girls walk past and screw you*

Jhené- *lowers her sunglasses* *screws them* What is the problem with these bitches? Seriously?

Y/N- I wanna go home. I’m not feeling this party right now

Jhené- Alright *stands up with you*

Diggy- *comes over to you both* Babe.. wait, were you goin?

Y/N- Away from here

Diggy- The party isn’t even over, come on

Y/N- No, Dig, I’m leaving.

*girls look over and whisper about you*

Y/N- *glances at them* I just wanna leave* *walks past him

Diggy- *sighs* *pulls you back and kisses you passionately*

*some people whoop and cheer a little*

Diggy- *breaks kiss gently* Is that enough to prove? *raises his voice* That in front of all these people, I love you…!

Y/N- *hits him gently* Shut up you idiot *laughs a little*

Diggy- You know I love you. I wanna take as long as possible proving that to you

Y/N- *shrugs and smiles* It’s upto you *pecks him* *turns around, puts her shades on and leaves with Jhené*

Diggy- *smirks and watches you leave*

Y/N- *gets in the car*

Jhené- *gets in* *looks at you* What’s bothering you?

Y/N- You see every girl in there? Slim, perfect, lightskinned, curly hair, small nose, every man lusts after them.. and then look at me. I’m so the compete opposite, I hate it

Jhené- What do you mean hate? You’re so beautiful, you don’t get it

Y/N- And you see that girl he’s all comfortable with in there? Why do I feel so ugly inside and out? I’m never gonna be good enough for him

Jhené- You can’t change anything about you just liekt hat. he loves you for you. Come on now.

Y/N- *shakes her head and starts the car*

*a week later*

Y/N- *throws up in the toilet* *flushes it* *looks in the mirror* 

Diggy- *knocks on the door* Babe, you okay?

Y/N- *clears throat* I’m fine.. What about you?

Diggy- Well, I’m worried about you babe.

Y/N- *opens the door* Nothing to worry about babe *walks to the bedroom*

Diggy- *sighs and sits on the bed* Baby, what do you mean.. you’ve been acting different

Y/N- *folds arms* I haven’t.

Diggy- *pulls you on his lap* Something about you is different.

Y/N- Diggy, like I said. Nothing

Diggy- You pregnant?

Y/N- *shakes her head and laughs* God no. I know that for sure. Don’t worry about that for a couple years… *gets up* You need to leave

Diggy- I know. I just wanted to know if you’re okay

Y/N- I’m fine. Now go

Diggy- Fine. *kisses your lips and cheek* *leaves*

Y/N- *grabs the lightening cream* *rubs it all over her body and face*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*a week later*

Y/N- *running on the treadmill*

Diggy- *walks in the house and closes the door* Hey babe.. *walks over to you* *looks at the treadmill* *eyes widen* Babe, you’ve been going for 45 minutes..

Y/N- I know.. *keeps running*

Diggy- You had a break?

Y/N- *still running* Nope

Diggy- Babe, stop. It’s not good if you don’t take breaks *tries to touch the machine* 

Y/N- *slaps his hand away as she runs* Diggy don’t!

Diggy- *presses stop on the machine*

Y/N- *machine begins to slow* *looks at him* Why the hell did you do that?!

Diggy- Y/N, have you even eaten?

Y/N- No I haven’t eaten all day, I’m not hungry. I jsut wanna work out.

Diggy- I’m making you dinner, I don’t care. What’s gotten into you?

Y/N- I want to lose 10lb, thats’ what

Diggy- *looks you up and down* Where? *holds your waist* You’re perfect the way you are

Y/N- *removes his hands* I’m not skinny enough. *walks over to the mirror* I hate how I look

Diggy- But I love you and everything about you right now, you don’t have to change

Y/N- Diggy, I feel so much pressure right now, I have to change *pulls at her hair*

Diggy- Pressure from who? And what?

Y/N- *sighs* Nothing. No one. 

Diggy- No tell me.

Y/N- *irritated* Just… drop it!

Diggy- *looks at you* Fine. If you don’t want my help

Y/N- I don’t need it.

Diggy- *looks at you* *leaves the room*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

*a few days later*

Diggy- *sits back and drinks his whiskey*

Elijah Blake- Where’s Y/N at?

Diggy- *sighs* Nigga, she’s been acting all funny since the party.. I ain’t even know. The way she is right now, she isn’t the same. She’s all… changing. I can’t deal with it

Girl- *cuddles up to Diggy*

Diggy- *smiles and puts his arm around her*

Elijah- *looks at the girl* *looks at Diggy* And you doing this right now? You doin that to her?

Diggy- *laughs* Doing what?

Elijah- The whole thing bout disrespecting her? You’re doing it, again.

Diggy- *looks at his arm and the girl* What this? It’s nothin. Harmless. I’m just being friendly.

Elijah- You’re being an asshole, you know that? You gotta stand by her and be there for her, not this distance you keep having to escape it. You gotta go back home someday

Diggy- *sighs* Stop stressing and enjoy life right now..

Y/N was stressing me out so much these last couple days with her mixed signals.. she didn’t wanna talk to me, have dinner with me, she was always out or at the gym, she never told me how she felt. And when she did want to, I was busy, travelling or out. I know she’s my girl and I love her, but the way she was being distant right now was putting me off.

But the way my career was set up, I was so happy with everything. My calendar was fully booked, I had shows, parties, awards ceremonies, nominations and my next album was already in the process. The label really put me on the map and I was actually known now. I was loving life. The drinks at clubs, strip clubs, I was the man right now…

But.. what did I love more, the game.. or my girl?

Diggy- *laughs and jokes with a few girls* *wraps his arms around both of them*

Elijah- *watches him carefully*

*phone rings*

Elijah- *picks it up* Dig, it’s your girl

Diggy- *stops laughing a little* What?

Elijah- *hands him the phone*

Diggy- *takes it* Hello?

Jhené- Diggy..

Diggy- *confused* Babe? You sound different… *stands up*

Jhené- Diggy, It’s Jhené, um.. Y/N collapsed at my house, I don’t even know what it is, they;’re saying she’s dehydrated or underweight or something.. they’re taking her to the hospital

Diggy- *mouth drops*