Chapter 34

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Well i want to give you a tip while reading this chapter :)

Obviously, when i was typing this one on my phone, this three songs played and i found it perfect for this chapter :) and it gives me the feels! So i advice that you listened to this songs while reading this chapter :) Hope you like this update :)

*Innocence- Avril Lavigne

*Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

*Kiss me - Ed Sheeran

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*Harry's POV*

Im so furious about seeing Niall and Meg holding hands and how she laugh and smile at him.

'Your jealous'

Im not jealous! Meg is mine, only mine. Driving somewhere seems so far. I took quick glimpsed on her. She seems so lost and... broken.

Back in the shop, my mind went black until i heard her voice stopping us. I cant handle this quietness and this wall between us. I need her touch, her lips, her love. I stopped the car somewhere.

"Those promises...words...affections...are they all true?" She suddenly said not looking at me and my heart skipped a beat. "Of course. All of it was true" i said quietly and it seems like forever as she looked at me with a smile but a heart shattering tears fell on her cheeks

"I wish i can trust you with that" she said and i looked at her confused. Wait. "Candace" i said quietly and she looked at her hands "She showed me the video of you with Louis... i.. I've heard everything." She said embarassed. My heart feels like burning, that was like 7 months or so. "I change! " i said holding her hands but she didnt squeeze back. "That was when we first met. But when i asked you on a date, it's all true. Everything is true. I started liking you, loving you." I said. She didnt response.

I dont want to lose her.

*Megs POV*

After hearing his side, i dont know how to proceed, my mind is like full of words and thoughts. I was lost in a moment but i was came back to life when Harry slammed the door closed, loudly. I looked at him outside screaming in the middle of nowhere.

Of course, i still love him. My feelings for him hasnt change. I just lost my trust on him. But i dont want to lose him either. Call me stupid but i am really stupid when it comes to love.

I opened my door and walk over at Harry who is sitting on the road. I sat next to him inches away from him. "Im sorry" he said with shaky voice "I fucked up. But can you please believe me that I always love you" he said and i looked at him. His eyes blood-shot and full of sincerity. I looked at the road and tucked my hair beneath my ear "I trust you" i said and his face light up. "Thank you" he said and i smile at him.

Another moment passed by and i found myself fighting inside of me if i should tell him about my drop out and my flight next week and my dad. "Somethings bothering you?" He said as he closed the gap between us. Our skin touched and i feel a little tingly in my stomach. I should tell him.

"Im going to Australia next week" i blurted out and i can feel the lump in my throat. "Wha-- What? W--- Why?" He asjed looking at me shocked. "My dad... "

i started tearing up again. God dammit! Why am i crying again? I dont want to cry again! I dont like crying again.

"He got leukemia and its very worse. I need to go there. He needs me" i said "I dont know when i will coming back but he needs me" i continued and he hugged me. I can feel the goosebumps forming in my skin annd shiver on my back. "Everythings going to be alright" he said and it sounds like music in my ears hearing those words.

That is what im waiting to hear for a long time now. I let go but he put his hands on my cheeks and rest his head on mine. Our lips inch away from each other. Our nose touching and his breath tickling my skin.

"Harry i need you to distract me. I need you to take my mind somewhere. Im so tired of whats going on." I said with my eyes still close "I need you" i said and moments later he crashed his lips into mine.

*Whooops! SMUT on the way :)*

I kissed back, this is all i wanted. His lips perfectly fits on mine. Those butterflies and fireworks and sparks , this seems like the first time again. How many times did i tell you that our kisses feels like the first time? Never mind. This guy is something. "Lets go somewhere" i said as i pant heavily and he nod as he peck my lips once again.

I texted my mom that im fine and i think im going to stay with Harry for awhile before i leave London. Harry took me on the beach where we spent our first date. Obviously Harry rented a room. The room seems comfty and warm and got a nice view of the beach.

But i dont care where we stayed as long as Harry is with me. All i can think of is his touch roaming around my body, undressing me. Shiver runs across my back as the cloth was take off. He laid me down on the bed as i took off his shirt. His lips not leaving mine. Until were pefectly undress and our lips still in sync.

"I love you" he whispered before he put it inside of me. My face fluttered at the sensation, i dig my nails on his back as my body arch at the pleasure of our bodies becoming one. I looked at his eyes and i cupped his cheeks "I love you too" i said and he kiss me again as he started thrusting slowly in me.

I grip the sheets but Harry hold my hands and put it above my head. I tried to open my eyes and looked at his face. His eyes looking directly on me until it hits me, were not fucking, were making love. Every thrust is a new wave if pleasure and i love how passionate we are.

I read that in greek mythology, Humans had two heads, four arms, two bodies and four legs. But the Gods were afraid that the humans can over power them so they separate the two bodies. So we find our other half. Niall showed it to me and i think i find my other half.

I felt the pressure on my legs "Harry..." i moan and he nod "Together" he said and we come undone together. He layed beside me and snake his arms around my waist pulling me closer. "I love you" he said in my ears "I love you too" i said.

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Stay with me with the story because im thinking of a sequel :)

Guys, whats with the 5sos fam and directioners rumours? I love 1D and 5sos i mean, sorry for loving 9 guys at the same time. I saw a meme the other day on IG and it was like 'You cant love 1D and 5sos at the same time' and the picture underneath is like 'Sorry, im a slut' and i laugh so hard. No? Okay. Bye. HAHAHA

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