Chapter 32

"First of all, i want to make it up to you." Candace said and i sat there,frozen. "I want be your sister again. " she continued.

"Your always be my sister whatever happens. But why all of a sudden?" I asked and she breath heavily. She tucked her loose blonde hair behind her ears, i noticed that she cut it.

"You cut your hair! It was long and now..." i said and she giggles "I know, short and still blonde" she said and i manage a smile. "Im sorry" she said looking at her hands and i looked at her, shocked.

"Im sorry for being a bitch and an asshole. Im  sorry for being selfish little prick. The day i became someone else, the day i lost you. I messed up!" She said while tears ran down her cheeks, still not looking at me.

I reach down and grab her hands. She was shocked and look at me. Her eyes full of honesty and it melts my heart. "Candace, whatever happens in the past... Lets just forget about it. Okay? Lets just start over and become the way we used to" i said and she looks at me and smile. "Thank you." She said and i smile.

Her smile suddenly faded and turn into a sad frown. She looks at me with a sad and i dont kniw, her eyes was something else and im afraid at her next words.

"Dad." She said and my heart sunk "Dad needs you." She said quietly and i looked at her blankly. Why does dad needs me?

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"Hey Meg! Hows your day!" Niall said and i looked at him and smile weakly. I shrug off and smile at him "Where's mom?" I asked "She's out. Grocery" he said as he sat on the couch.

I sat next to him and he looked at me. "Are you okay?" He asked and i smile "Never better" i said smilling. He looked at the t.v screen and shrug "Megan, my shoulders are always free. Its okay to cry sometimes" he said and i looked at him dumbfounded.

*Niall's POV*

" Megan, my shoulders are always free. Its okay to cry sometimes" I said and i feel her eyes on me. Suddenly she crack up laughing, loudly.

Same old Megan.

She put her arms on my shoulder, still laughing and rest her head on her shoulder. Then, as i expected she began crying. Terrible sobbing and i put my arms around her.

"I hate you! I hate how much you know everything!" She said still crying and i chuckle "Megan, i know you since were kids. I know your movements and the flick of your eyes. Your like my sister. I know everything about you" i said and she snake her arms around my waist and cry on my chest.

"So, spill. What happen? Did Harry hurt you? For god sake! If he bloody did something to you i rip his voice out!" I said and she laugh, but still tears rolling down her eyes. "Its a little bit about Harry" she said quietly "But i met Candace today" she said and breathed heavily "Did she hurt you? That bi-" "She apologized." She cut me off. "She apologized, sincerly and honestly. I was shocked of course but i accepted it." She said and i studied her face.

"She also told me that..." she trailed off as the tears are coming back  again. "She also said that... Dad needs me. He needs me. He wanted to see me. Niall, he needs me! Im going to  see him!" She said and i looked at her sad "But you know what happen in the past" i said and she nods, still crying. I hate seeing her like this

"I know but she also told me that. He... He is sick. He is very sick. Niall i need to go to see my dad" she said "When?" I asked "Next week. I really, really need to." She said "But your exam and your studies." I said and she shrug "I need to give up something." She said and i looked at her sadly. She looked down on her hands and cry again. "She also told me something. " she said blankly "Harry..." she said and breathe heavily. As she spoke, my heart stopped. I already doubt myself to go back in Ireland when she suffers like this.

"He used me" she said.

*Megan's POV*

My life is totally in a ship wreck right now.  Everything seems to tumble down. Why  does these things came on me all of a sudden! My heart is shattering into pieces. I cant take this anymore. Its like yesterday that my life is simple and perfect way but right now, i dont know.

*Flashback*

"Im afraid to show that to you. But you need to know everything so i dont spend everytime being guilty. Im so sorry" Candace said as shakly giving her phone back. "When did you saw Harry on the bar?" I said blankly "Its almost 7 months" she said "But it doesnt mean that he's still using you." She continued. "7 months" i said quietly "Megan, i know me and Harry had something in the past but its my fault anyway. For me, i guess its better if you talk to him" she said and i nod.

*End of flashback*

I lay here in my bed, those nightmares. Its a good thing it doesnt happen but being used is worse. Why does this things happen to me. Everytime.

~~~~~~This is a sad double update :( Hey everyone :) I  just like to thank you for all the support :)

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