Chapter 27

(A/N: WHO'S READY FOR AN UPDATE BECAUSE I AM AND I KNOW JESSE (ihaveadream98) IS! LET'S GET STARTED, YEAH?)

Chapter 27 :D

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Harry's POV

What the heck is wrong with me? Why did I even ask her that? OF COURSE SHE CAN'T GO PUBLIC, IT'S IN HER FREAKING CONTRACT.

My phone instantly went off, ugh.

From: Unknown

Hi...it's Lily! Just wanted you to have my number, you're amazing btw <3 x

A smile slowly curved on my mouth, but I froze as my fingers hovered over my little touch keyboard on my iPhone. What am I doing or the most likely question that I should be asking is why am I doing this? Jesse doesn't deserve this, she doesn't even deserve me, she deserves better...I don't want to hurt her, I like her so much and it sucks that I can't show her off, maybe that's why I felt all excited when I saw a pretty girl...thinking that I could have someone to show off.

Jesse will always be better.

Jesse isn't going to ruin anything.

Jesse is a nice girl, she doesn't beg me to get in her pants.

Jesse is more beautiful than any of the other girls. 

My dream last night must've been a preview of what it'll feel like losing her out of my fingertips, it's not something I want to lose.

I don't know what I'm doing, but maybe I should talk to Louis...

"Louis? Could you come to our room? I really need to talk to you..." I trailed off, he started chuckling over the phone.

"What?" 

"Nothing, I'm on my way." Louis laughed before hanging up, what's up with him?

"Harry's in his room, but I think he's sleeping-" Jesse paused when I heard footsteps getting closer to my door, he opened it up, I watched as he shut the door behind him and sit on the edge of the bed.

"Tell me what's up?" Louis smiled.

"Well...you know how I can trust you with ANYTHING, right?" I questioned, waiting for his response.

"Of course, you can trust me with everything." Louis nodded, tilting his head in concern.

"You know how I flirt sometimes and everything..."

"You like Jesse don't you?"

I just stared at him, swallowing.

"You're dating her aren't you? Secretly, right?" Louis started smirking.

I still didn't respond, a small blush creeping on my cheeks.

"How could you tell?" I asked quietly.

"I could tell between you two, during concerts the glances you both sneak, the way you two love to share hotel rooms...hopefully not doing the dirty, unless Hazza did...but you guys show it like there's no tomorrow, but there's something else, isn't there?" Louis questioned me this time.

"Yeah..."

"Well, come on! We don't have all day, Haz, spit it out." Louis punched my shoulder, I simply gave him a glare.

"Remember those girls we met...in the lobby?" I gulped, watching his expression change with wide eyes, he nodded slowly.

"Well...Lily...I keep thinking about her...earlier in my head...I called the hot...she even texted me because...I gave her my number...Lou, I don't know what I'm doing." I admitted, showing him the text message that Lily had sent me earlier.

"Who makes you get butterflies in your stomach?"

"What?" I felt generally confused.

"You heard me, pick Jesse or Lily, who makes you have butterflies in your stomach when you're around them?" Louis lightly smiles, waiting for me to reply to him.

Jesse always gives me butterflies, even though I don't want to admit it, Lily only made me want to flirt more and more.

"Jesse." I whispered.

"Now who makes you nervous to be around?"

"Lily..." I whispered a little bit more louder.

"Who would you want to kiss more?"

Who would I want to kiss more? I always thought Jesse's lips were magic because of the way that they would make me feel, but I would never know about Lily's.

"Jesse...I think." I mumbled the last part, hoping he didn't hear me.

"You think? Well you better know. How about this: Which girl gets you whipped?" Louis questioned again, I stopped to think.

My heart stopped when I saw Jesse the first time, especially when she played...so perfectly...when I saw Lily, I had to keep glancing.

"They both do...but I need to experience more with them..." I whispered in a sad tone, I didn't want to do this.

"No, you don't, it's Jesse who makes you feel this way, isn't it? You just don't know about Lily, you're just shocked, I can tell you that it's Jesse right now, how'd you feel the first time you met her?"

"I wanted her to be mine then and there...she gets me whipped." I murmured into my pillow as I sighed loudly, he's right, all I want is Jesse...

Jesse's POV

I was flipping through channels on the TV, nothing good so far, guess I'll have to joke around by myself about these odd TV shows of Ireland, lovely.

"Hellooooo, open up." I could hear Louis' voice through our door, he started knocking really loudly.

"Hi Jesse! I need to talk to Harry." Louis smiled at me after giving me a hug.

"Harry's in his room, but I think he's sleeping-" He ran past me and I sighed, shutting the door behind him, well okay, must be urgent. Back to the boring tele.

Wow they are loud, I wonder what they're talking about...no! DON'T EAVES DROP IT ISN'T LADY LIKE, wait, when have I been lady like? Ha.

"I could tell between you two, during concerts the glances you both sneak, the way you two love to share hotel rooms...hopefully not doing the dirty, unless Hazza did...but you guys show it like there's no tomorrow, but there's something else, isn't there?" Louis questioned.

"Yeah..."

"Well, come on! We don't have all day, Haz, spit it out." Louis chuckled.

"Remember those girls we met...in the lobby?" Harry gulped, I didn't hear Louis answer him at all, maybe he nodded or shook his head.

"Well...Lily...I keep thinking about her...earlier in my head...I called the hot...she even texted me because...I gave her my number...Lou, I don't know what I'm doing." Harry admitted, probably smiling. Disgusting.

"Who makes you get butterflies in your stomach?"

"What?" Harry questioned.

"You heard me, pick Jesse or Lily, who makes you have butterflies in your stomach when you're around them?" Louis asked.

"Jesse." Harry whispered.

"Now who makes you nervous to be around?" Louis questioned.

"Lily..." Harry answered him. That's it...if he wants Lily, then he can have her.

"Who would you want to kiss more?" Louis asked this, WHAT IS GOING ON?!

"Jesse...I think." Harry mumbled, but I could hear it...

"You think? Well you better know. How about this: Which girl gets you whipped?" Louis asked. My mouth was wide open, I cannot believe this.

I found all of my stuff from my room and grabbed a pen and paper, writing it to them.

Harry and I guess Louis,

Decided I would stay with Niall and Liam because I miss the little leprechaun and the responsible dork, anyways love sharing rooms with you, but I don't want them to feel left out if they want to hang out with me. Oh and Harry, thanks for sharing an experience with me, though I don't want to get caught, so please, find another person. Ahem, 'Lily' oops, sorry not sorry.

- Jesse x

I signed it all pretty and what not, leaving it on the counter tops, and leaving the room quietly. I knocked on Niall's door, seeing Liam and Niall opening up, confused looks.

"Sorry...but is it a lot to ask if I stay with you guys instead?" I quietly asked, biting my lip.

"Of course!" Niall dragged me into the room, I laughed from how excited he looked.

"Who's going to share with Harry then?" Liam questioned, then he looked like he had an idea.

"What?" Niall narrowed his eyes at him.

"Maybe Louis can and I'll bunk with Zayn." Liam smiled at us.

"No! I didn't mean to make you leave! Please?" I dropped my stuff beside me, staring at him like he's insane.

"No! It'll be fine! Niall needs a new buddy to share a room with, he doesn't believe I'm as fun as you guys." Liam chuckled.

"No I'm just kidding, but he hates how I beat him at Mario Kart all the time, maybe you two can compete and what not." Liam laughed again, heading to his room as I could hear him collecting his things.

"I didn't mean for this to happen." I sighed, shaking my head, Niall just pulled me into a hug.

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