★ Chapter 7 ★

The day being so bored. I was so bored. I have no friend to hang out with. Namjoon was working though it was a holiday. Suga spent his day with sleep. Jin went to buy groceries. Jimin and Hoseok busy with the new song's choreography. V went to visit his family. Jungkook only played with his phone.

No one was there for me. Im so bored. I tried to call my parents but they're both busy.

I then decided to open my twitter. Still, it is boring. I thought that there will be any new gossips or what but there is none.

"Wanna follow me to somewhere?" Jungkook asked me as he put on his jacket.

"Where?" I asked him.

"Somewhere nice or more like a place that you should visit." Jungkook stared at me.

"What?" I gave him a confused look.

"Someone misses you." He let out a small chuckle but then his face darkened.

"Wanna come or not?" Jungkook asked me again and took his car keys.

"Uhm yeah. Its kinda boring here. Lemme change my outfit first." I said to him and walked to my room.

I changed into a long sleeve oversized shirt with a ripped jeans.

"Lets go." I said to him and then we both walked away.

We reached at the parking lot and he opened the front car's door for me."Thank you." I said and gave him a smile.

"Thank me later." He said and closed the door.

Jungkook then got into the driver's seat and started to drive. There was only silence in the car. It was so awkward to be honest.

"Where are we headed to?" I asked him.

"Just shut up." He said to me.

"Fine!" I said to him and crossed my arms.

*5 minutes later*

"When are we going to reach there?" I pouted.

"Aish. Just be patient." He said firmly.

*1 minutes later*

"Have we reach it?" I asked him.

"Yaaahhh!!!" He screamed.

"You sure have a nice vocal. No wonder you are the main vocalist." I said teasingly.

"Shut the fuck up or im going to kick you out from the car." He said firmly.

"Okay okay. Relax." I said to him.

*10 minutes later*

"Jungkook."

"What else?"

"I wanna ask something."

"What is it?"

I stayed silence for a while.

"Uhmm.. no-nothing." I said to him then faced the window and have a sight on the view.

"Im not going to force you." He said back.

"Im going to sleep. Wake me up when we reach there."

"Sure." He said and continue to focus on the road.

I woke up when i felt the car already stop. I look at my watch and it shows 3:34 pm which means the journey to came here took around an hour.

"We've arrived." Jungkook said to me as he saw that i woke up.

"What is this place?" I asked him. I became worried and started shivering.

"You dont know? Its a graveyard." He stated and then let out a slow devilish laugh.

Jungkook then stepped out from the car and opened the car's door for me.

"I dont wanna go in there." I said shakingly.

"Why?" He asked me with a very deep stare.

"It just-this-i" i stuttered.

"This what?!!" He yelled made me flinched.

"Stop! Stop!" I yelled back at him as the same vision came haunting me.

He then had a grip on my hand and pulled me into the graveyard. Tears rolled down my cheeks as this is the same graveyard.

Then we reaches at a grave and my knees gave up on me made me fell onto the ground.

"This grave." I said with my head down. My tears becomes harder.

"That person in that picture--" My words being cut by Jungkook.

"THAT PERSON IN THE PICTURE IS MY BROTHER WHO DIED 6 YEARS AGO BECAUSE OF YOU!!!" He screamed at me.

"No. Im not the reason of his death. No. No."

I said to him and tried to stood up.

"You're not? He died because he wants to protect you from all those robbers that he ended up being stabbed by them... Multiples time!!!!" He yelled back and bursted to tears.

Jungkook then fall besides the grave and hit the grave.

"Hyung!! You supposed not to help her and let her die back then." He said in tears while hitting his brother's grave.

"Jungkook-i"

"You what? Sorry?!" Jungkook yelled at me.

"Im sorry." I mumbled to myself.

Watched he cried like that hurts me so much. I never know that he was that little boy who watched the scene back then.

6 years ago, i was twelve and i was alone at the house. I felt bored that i decided to went to the park.

I brought some money, a phone and a camera with me. During my walk to the park, i felt like i was being followed.

I thought it was only my feeling so i ignored it. I reached the park and saw some other kids sat on the benches under the shady tree. A big smile drawed on my face and when i was about to capture a pic of it, i got  pulled out to somewhere.

I screamed my lung out but then a hand covered my mouth. I bit that hand made that person screamed in pain.

He then pushed me made me fell onto the ground. My legs were bleeding and it was hard for me to stood up. I called for help but they all ran away.

As i was on the ground, i can see that the man had a mask on his face. He then took out a knife and pointed at me.

I was twelve and i dont know what should i do.

"Give me all the things you have or you'll die."

His sentence remains fresh in my mind. I tried to get away from him but i couldnt. Luckily, a boy came and kicked that guy made that guy fall backward. That guy stood up and had a fight with the boy.

From afar, i saw a little boy watched the scene while crying. He look so scared.

"No! Dont!! Noo!!"

I screamed out as the boy being stabbed by that guy multiple times. Blood stains were all over his body. My bodyguards then came and took me away.

When i was being dragged away, i saw that the little boy ran towards the body and cry harder as the police began to come.

"Hyung!! Wake up!! Dont leave me alone!! Hyuungggg!!" His screamed are still in my mind.

•••

"I dont know that you are that little boy." I said to Jungkook as i patted his back.

"You being nice digusts me." He pushed my hand away.

"Im so sorry for being the cause of your brother's death." I said to Jungkook with tears.

"And?" He stare at me intensely. His eyes showed how much pain he have been through.

"And im also sorry for never visit him, for never say thanks to him, for never knew that you are his lil bro, for never explained to your parents and for hurting you." I said and hugged him.

He tried to pull away the hug but he cant as i hugged him tight."Thats enough." He said shakingly.

"Not until you forgive me." I said with tears and put my head on his shoulder. I cried on his shoulder.

"Give me time." Jungkook said.

"It hurts me watching you cry. That makes me feel so so sorry." I said still in tears.

"It hurts me more, more than you think." He said and pushed my body away.

Jungkook then wiped away his tears and began to walked towards his car.

"Thank you. Thank you for saving me and give me your life. I will never forget it. I promise that i'll take good care of your little brother. Thank you. You're my forever hero."

I said to Jungkook brother's soul with a pain smile drawed on my face and began taking my pace towards Jungkook's car.