★ Chapter 8 ★

When we were both in the car, Jungkook dont even gave me a spare of glare. He only focused on the road. It must have been hard for him.

"This is all my fault." I said and broke the silence.

Jungkook pretended like he didnt hear it though i know he heard it.

"Im so sorry." I said again.

"Stop it!" He said firmly.

"How can i stop when i know you're his liltle brother. Tell me how!!" I yelled at him.

"With you being like this, nothing will change so just please stop all this crap." He said sadly.

"Jungkook." That was the only word that came out through my mouth.

An hour later, we reached at the dorm."Wiped all the tears and stop being sad." Jungkook said coldly and walked in.

My heart, it hurts so much knowing that Jungkook being so tough all this time. He must be a strong person because he needs to face me everyday, the one who caused his brother dead.

That night, i cant sleep and my body sweats too much. I grabbed my blanket and covered my body but i still feel so cold. I shivered down to my spine.

Then, i heard a knocked on my door. I dont have any strength to stand up and open the door.

"Come in, its not lock anyways." I said but not in a loud voice.

The door opened and revealed Suga's figure.

"Oh Suga. Do you need anything?" I said to him with a cough.

Suga then rushed at me and put his hand on my forehead."Omo. You have a fever. Your body is so hot." Suga said that and stormed out from the room.

"Suga?! What is wrong with you?!" I heard Jin yelled.

"I need a cloth and a bucket of water." Suga said to him.

"For what? I asked you to call Hyena for dinner not for you to get her a bucket of water." Jin yelled at Suga.

"Hyena! She have a fever. Her body's heat is high." Suga said worriedly.

"What?! She was fine hours ago." Jimin yelled at Suga and rushed to my room.

Jimin then walked into my room and sat next to me on my bed. Suga and Jin also come and sit at the other side of the bed.Suga put a wet cloth on my forehead and use the other cloth to wet my hand and my face but i stopped him.

"No need to do that. Im fine." I said to them and put on a smile.

"I just want to cool you down." Suga pouted.

"Im already a cool person." I said with a chuckle.

"Aish you girl." Suga said and ruffled my hair.

"What has happened? You were fine this evening." Jimin asked me but i shook my head.

"Nothing. Just nothing." I said to them and avoid having eyes contact with them.

"Bang-pd nim will be so angry if he know that his precious nice is in a fever." Jin said.

"Dont tell him. He will tell my parents. I dont want them to be worried about me." I begged them.

"Yeah, yeah we wont." Suga said.

"And you guys dont need to be worry, im going to be fine plus this fever will cool down soon." I said to them.

"We know that." Jimin said.

"Okay then. We'll let you have a rest now. You must be so tired right?" Jin said to me with a smile.

"Thank you jin."

"Do you want a dinner?" Jimin asked.

"Im full already." I said to Jimin.

All of them nodded and began to leave my room. They waved at me and closed the door.

"They are so nice." I mumbled to myself and drifted to sleep.

When i was in my sleep, i heard my door squeaks.

Did someone stepped into my room? Why dont he turns on the light? I want to open my lids but i was too tired and decided to ignore it.

Someone was in.!

He sat beside me on my bed. Who is he? My heart skips rapidly. Then, i felt a warm fluid on my face. Is it tears?

"Im sorry. I never know that you're going to be this sick after knowing about this matter."

"Jungkook?" I said as i slowly opened my eyes. I opened the table lamp and saw that Jungkook is crying. I look at my phone and it is 12 midnight.

"Jungkook what are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Im sorry. Im sorry for making you sick." He said and i pulled him into a hug.

"Im better now." I whispered to Jungkook and patted his back.

About a minute, Jungkook then pulled himself away.

"I thought that i was going to be happy when i make you feel like this. But it is not. It hurts me more. More than before." Jungkook explained.

"That was clearly not your fault." I said to Jungkook.

"When i first saw you at BigHit building, i was so shocked. Knowing that you're Bang pd niece shocked me more. Then when he told that you're going to live with us, it does made me felt happy because i can terror you." Jungkook stopped.

"But-but...i dont feel happy whenever i make you feel scare. When i see you in this state, i know im doing a wrong thing."

Tears began to roll down his cheeks again."I know-" Jungkook cut me off.

"I was so scared. I thought you're going to die. I really dont want to kill you. I never had that intention." He said.

"What kind of nonsense are you talking about right now? Im not going to die because of fever." I said to Jungkook and gave him a smack on his head.

He started to smile and it makes me feel so warm.

"What a nice smile you have. Dont lose it because of me again." I said to Jungkook amd he seems to nod.

"Thank you." Jungkook said to me.

"Now get out from my room, i wanna sleep." I chased him out and he let out a laugh.

"I was about to." He jerked at me.

I laid back on my bed and watched him slowly making his way out from my room.

"Song Hyena." Jungkook called me as he reached at the door.

"What?" I look at him and wondered.

"Goodnight." Jungkook gave me a smile and waved me.

"Goodnight to you too." I smiled at him.He then closed the door.

Everything feel so nice now. I hope that Jungkook will be more happy than before. I hope that he can slowly move on from all this pains. I really wish that.